I'm Having Hikaru Hitachiin Fever!! XDDD

Annyeong! or should i say Konnichiwa~ ahaha XD because right now i'm having Hikaru fever! GAhhh~ so in love with him! yeah, yesterday i've been surveying the anime on Youtube and then i found out about Ouran High School Host Club. i watch the anime lorh. then i become addicted to the anime and its was hard for me to stop watching it. i finish watching the anime on 11++ p.m *start from morning* hahaha XDD amazing eh? what make me become addicted to the anime is of course the Hitachiin Twins! one of them are my Hikaru! yeah, he had a twins. but still he the one who caught my heart. LOL XD they may look identical but for me, Hikaru is number one. hahahaha XD
  In the Anime, Hikaru is in love with the heroin but of course the heroin likes the hero la. so he was so broken hearted *me too* his brother, Kaoru supported him and comfort him then he okay again. if i was the heroin kan, i would choose hikaru than the hero. huahaha XD the heroin was soo blind didn't see the one who loves her most is always there in front of her! Ahh~ but that's how the story goes. hmm.. Oh yeah! there is one of the hitachiin twins part that i really love. which they always asked everyone to guess "which one is hikaru-kun?" hahaha and everyone just look blurred as they were look very identical hahahaha XD the only person who can figure them out is Haruhi(heroin)


  And yeah, i don't think that i'm normal because i'm in loves with anime which i know that the character is  someone imagination.(man-made) hahahaha XDD obviously, i'm not normal. i like being abnormal but i'm wondering,"when i'm being so abnormal like this, can everyone except me for i am?" hmmm.... Oh well, i'll think about that later. hahaha XD so, i've found my hikaru's biodata and i found that we have a very good chemistry bonds there LOL XDD 

so here is his short biodata... ENJOy!




can you spot our common there? LOL XDD i can!


so, i let his cute face end this post today :D
be seing you guys next time ^^


P.S : LET YOUR SMILE COVER YOUR TEARS~

I'm On Fire! [Hwaiting!]

A very good morning! ahaha :D look at Chihoon. seem like he was shouting HWAITING! ahaha :D thanks Chihoon. i really need that. ekeke.. Oh yes! 2 : 13 am. still freshly awake [only starting to have neckaches] hahaha. but that won't stop me from doing my homework. YEZZA! homework is my main reason why i am still awake at this hour. hahaha. and my subreason is i'm drinking to much caffein. hahaha :D serve me right. ekeke XD. ahh! right now i'm lacking of ideas on doing essays. i just manage to finish one and there still 6 more to write. T^T hwaiting! hwaiting!  i don't know why i suddenly have the feeling of doing and finishing my homework. maybe it because i only have 3 more days to go [not including today] and honestly, i still got tons of homework waiting for me. so, i've make plans on not going to sleep for 2 days in a row. ehehe. celebrating Hari Raya bahh~ ahaha XD ahh yess! today is Hari Raya. Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims around the world. ^^. me? i'm not celebrating this special days because i'm not muslims. ehehe. 


  I've a lot of homework but why am i writing my blog? hahaha. i don't myself. maybe because i'm starting to feel bored for not having any ideas. hmmm...can be. truthfully, i admit i am bored right now and i can't even think of any good sentences to start my essays. ehh! tension! just kidding. i'm not feeling neither tension nor stress at all right now. i'm feeling neutral. hahaha :D well, i think i'm going to put aside my essays homework first and start on doing my biology peka. and if i can't finish it up, then i'm going to do the other homework lorh. ehehe. i am very confident that i can finish half of my homework before school started. so, what i can do to make it happen is very simple. i just need to concentrate, no online, put determination, fire up and stop messing around! ahaha. as simple as pimples. hahaha XD i made that up.




So, i guess this is goodbye. its 2 :27 am. and i really do need to continue on my homework. hahaha. wish me luck!


Hwaiting! hwaiting! hwaiting!




- hahaha. actually i'm just wanna show my new front hair cut. LOL XD i just got it today ^^-

Finally! its really satisfying ^^

Hahahahahaha :D finally i am really-really satisfied with my blog! yess! my blog now look very coolio! [for me] well, its true. this is my first time i feel so happy on my blog. i'm sure from now on, i'll be visiting my blog more often. ahahaha :D i guess, i have just thanks to the two pretty boy [ParkTaeJun and ParkHyungSeok]. because of them, my blog looks very cool and cute at the same time. hahahaha XDD. thank you. thank you!


-kamsahamnida!- ahahaha


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   I just realize. i forget to say Annyeong! ahaha XD too happiness. LOL :P well, nothing much happen in this holidays just celebrating it together with my loveable homework. keep complaining about it but still nothing have been done. hahaha. except for my komsas. ermm..then i've asked my mum, whether i should cut my front hair or not. so she said, keeping them long is better. my couzy Ina also have the same opinion. so, i decided to asked my couzy juliet and aunt Winnie. they said, i look much cuter with short front hair. so, now. i'm in dilemma[ahahaha] i guess its up to me now. ehehe. but.. still, i don't know. should i cut it or just leave it growing peacefully? hmm..ahh! just now, couzy juliet asked me whether i want to follow her to do cardio on later evening. without second thought, i'd say YES! ahahaha XD as it because cardio is just like you were practice dancing. its seem like aerobic but we more into dance. well, that's what i've heard. i'm not sure myself. hopefully it do seem like i heard. [broken english] ahahahaha XD




I have found a video of cardio exercising on Youtube. check it out below here :D






nice eh? ahahaha XD hopefully it really something like that. ehehehe.


well, off to see you guys soon. need to do some research for EST presentation ^^. 


-as usual though. i let the Park's Brother to end my blog now.-




P/S :: let your smile cover your tears!

-Craving For SHOPPING-

Annyeong~ long time no see.. ahaha XD i think i've been using "long time no see" for many times ody, ryte? yepp :D i know. i noticed that too. huahaha XD. well, this time, AGAIN, i use my dearest Teukkie's photo for start-up. hehehe.. look at him? isn't he adorable? the child is so lucky to be on his lap. LOL :D. me? jealous? N to the O! ahaha :D why should i? he's mine okay? ahaha. well, not official but he's mine *in my dreamland* ahahaha :DD
     Oh well, lets straight to the main topic. ermm.. what was my topic again? i forget. ahahaha. ahya! craving. i'm craving for shopping! i want to buy new clothes, i want to buy new shoes! i want to buy new accessories... i want to buy new bags! gahh! i think i really need to go shopping! but mum won't allowed me to go as i got a tons of homework T^T and this is one of the reason why i hate homework! I MISS SHOPPINGMALL! i really-really want to go and spend some money. its been a while i didn't go shopping~


Because i can't go outside and shop, i'm now really obsessed with searching website to do online shopping. ahahaha XD yeah! i've found few cute clothes, accessories and even CAMERA~ i really want them all. GAh! last time, i check on LUMIX website and there i saw this one particular camera really caught my heart. gosh! damn beautiful,  gorgeous! and i'm in love with it~ DMC-LX3 is the name given.
here's the photo of it :D


 
 

isn't he adorable?! ahh~ i'm in love. i hope miri got sale DMC-LX3 so that i can fulfill my dream. hehehe. actually he's not my only choice though. still there is one more and this one is double cute than he does. teehee :D and his name is Fuji Instax Mini 7. take a peek on him here :D


 

i told you he is adorable. ahaha :D DMC or Fuji, no matter which one i could get, i will be very satisfy. i really think i need to study as hard as i could if i want to get them in my hand. teehee <3

All right. enough about camera. so, as i told you earlier. i've found few cute clothes and bags. hahaha. true! they cute! i've bought one and its surely does cute. teehee <3 so, here is two out of many clothes that i really want to have~ :DD hahaha

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Nice kan? hehehe. really wish i can have those. ahh! so many stuff i want to buy. aiyerr~ now i am really-really crave to go shopping! 


enoughla for this post. teehee <3 i'm scared i'll lose control. ekekeke XD 


see you on next post :D


so, for this time,


i let my lovely hyungseok end my post.




LOVE,pgiederyck~

p/s : let your smile cover up your sadness. 

p/s2 : hyungseok is surely cuter than his brother hyungjun. LOL XD

Love Ya - SS501


I'm in love with the song and the dance! KYAHH! watch the MV yourself then you'll know what i really mean! 


so, here the lyrics so that you can sing a long with SS501! LOVE THEM! <3




Love Ya Lyrics


[Hyungjun] Yeah, huh
Here we go once again
Guess who's back, let's go
This one is all about you
I really hate you but I love you
So what can I do?
Now listen

[All] Neoreul bomyeon apa, sumi neomu gappa, ije nae sonjaba
[Hyungjun] Geu sarameun neoreul saranghaji eanhneunde wae?
[Hyunjoong] Why don't you get it?
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[All] Nae jeonbureul georeo, I jumuneun georeo, we can be so perfect
[Jungmin] Sesangmodu jeokidwindahaedo naneun andwae
[Youngsaeng] Neo animyeon andwae
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[Kyujong] Oneureun yeotaekkeot gidaryeosseo
Mianhae ganjeolhi baraewasseo
Nal bitgyeogattdeon ni uraen sarangi janinhage kkeulnagireul
[Youngsaeng] Geusaram ijeo, ijen jiweobeoryeo
Eochapi neohaguneun eoolriji anhaneungeol
[Hyungjun] So baby wont you come to me
I'll make you make you happy

[All] Neoreul bomyeon apa, sumi neomu gapen, ijen naesun japa
[Hyungjun] Geu sarameun neoreul saranghajieanhneunde wae?
[Hyunjoong] Why don't you get it?
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[All] Nae jeonbureul georeo, I jumuneun georeo, we can be so perfect
[Jungmin] Sesangmodu jeokidwindahaedo naneun andwae
[Youngsaeng] Neo animyeon andwae
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[Jungmin] Cheoeumen haengbokhagil baraesseo
Geude birok geusaram yeopeseorado
Mideosseoseo. Na eopsi haengbokhadamyeon, geugeolro chungbunhaesseo
[Hyunjoong] Hajiman, neoui nunmol ipuyeo. Neoui seulpeumi boryeo
Amuri chamabwado andwae ijen jichyeo michyeo
[Youngsaeng] I cannot let it go, I gotta take you
Ije uri unmyeongingeol yeah

[All] Neoreul bomyeon apa, sumi neomu gapen, ijen naesun japa
[Hyungjun] Geu sarameun neoreul saranghajieanhneunde wae?
[Hyunjoong] Why don't you get it?
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[All] Nae jeonbureul georeo, I jumuneun georeo, we can be so perfect
[Jungmin] Sesangmodu jeokidwindahaedo naneun andwae
[Youngsaeng] Neo animyeon andwae
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[Hyunjoong] Eotteohke neon moreuneunde? Hapil geu saraminde?
Neoui apeun sarangddawin nan bolsueoptneunde
[Kyujong] Ijteo, ni kaseum myeondeulgehaneun geureon nappeunsarang
Ijen jipeochyeo please! Apeun neoreul guhagesseo
[Hyungjun] Geoule bichin neoui nunmuli sorieopsi, euimodoeopsi heureulddae
Naegaseumeun wanjeonhi jjiteojineungeol, I can cross over the sea
[Kyujong] Nareul mideojwi, haneule maengsehalge
Urin majimak sarangi dwiltenikka yeah

[Jungmin] Neoreul bomyeon apa
[Kyujong] Sumi neomu gapa
[All] I simjangi apa
[Hyungjun] Geu sarameun neoreul saranghajianhaneunde wae?
[Hyunjoong] Why don't you get it?
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[All] Nae jeonbureul georeo, I jumuneul georeo, we can be so perfect
[Jungmin] Sesangmodu jeokidwindahaedo naneun andwae
[Youngsaeng] Neo animyeon andwae
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya
[Youngsaeng] Let me love you baby!

[Hyungjun] Andwae,
Andwae,
Neoeopsin... yeah yeah

~2010 IS TOTALLY BAD YEAR FOR ME~



 ANNYEONGHASEYO! A VERY LOONGGGG TIME NO SEE~ ahahaha XDD. YEAH! my purpose on putting Teukkie's photo as my start is just to show you guys how deep is his responsibility to his groupmates. he treats them very well and concern about them. he's the best leader. I wish i could be like him but i just can't be one. I'm the WORST class monitor that ever exist. yepp :D thats true. you know why? because i don't have what leader should have. i mean, i'm lack of resposibility, i don't really care what my classmates need, i'm too playful and act childishly and i'm just LACK OF EVERYTHING. i've told my class teacher about this and i even explain to her CLEARLY but still she didn't give me any answer. I don't deserve a second chance because i know, i can't change myself in a very short time. its take 2 or three years if people want to be very responsible. i'm very disappointed but for sure, i'm trying my best to be full responsible. thats is about my part in class. 


   I guess i never sort of problems. problems always come after me where ever i go. i took it as a challenge which GOD gives as my friends, Yie always said, He have His purpose on doing it. Well, maybe she's right. but i can't take it. i think i had enough. i'm so broken. almost everday, i see my mum cry. its all because of my stupid brother. asked for money non-stop! working?! if he talk about work, the world is nearly ended. i wish he was DEAD. my life is better without him and i can feel it and i'm pretty sure, my life will be wonderful without him and i think he's drug addict. Bad eh? IDK! i just wish he's dead! fullstop. he ruins my life, he breaks me from inside. he care? CHEH! hell no! he just care about himself! go to hell, laa bro! honestly i'm so freaking mad at him right now. not just now, everyday i hate him and i will hate him until i die. there nothing to forgive anymore. i try.. i try my best to not hate him. i know, hating people is sins but i'm already a sinner anyway. i wish i could go to somewhere where nobody there so that i can scream out loud. i could not lives like this anymore. living like my brother is no different like lives in Hell eventhough i never go there. And i haven't spoke nicely to my dad over this few days. he seem becoming more quieter. everythings change in this house. that's why i rather spend my whole day at school with my friends.


My problems doesn't ended there. Don't worry. ahaha XDD love life? yeah~ well, i admit i have crush with somebody but i think i want to forget about it. i'm tired of crushing. teehee <3. give up? maybe.. i think its better if i'm not crushing with anyone for now because i have a tons of problems to face. at least i can reduce my number of problems. ahaha XD actually, the one that i've been crushing with is actually crushing with someone that is hundred times more better than me. ahaha XDD and someone like him really don't deserve somebody, i mean someone 'nobody' like me~ i think it is more better if i just continue crushing on my korean boyfriends. ehehe XDD they really do shine my day. call me crazy, but HEY! their smile and voice make me feel much better~ 




     its 3.13 a.m later i got moral test. and then i have to stayback and will be home at 4.30p.m. feuhh~ what a day heh? sleep? arr... i already take a short nap from 5p.m until 10.00p.m.. i think i rest more than enough already but i don't guarentee la whether i need to sleep or not. hehehe. wait and see later. if my eyes want to sleep, then i'll be sleep la. if not, then, i'll be awake for the whole day ^^. later on, i want to have a great laugh with my dearest besties and friends. i just want to make myself feeling more better. ahaha XD do my besties know? NOPE~ i didn't tell them. i don't want to worry them thats all. its my problems and they have nothing to do with it. my problems, i have to solve them my own. ^^. so, urmm.. that's all for now. i want to study my moral. ehehe XD don't want to fail for the second time. teehee <3. so, ADIOS!




Dearest UKISS will end my blog :D good Morning MIRI! 




MUAX :D
remember, let your smile be fake. just don't show others your sadness.
















..Blog Under Construction..

sorry for the complication in my blog. aduhh! i don't know myself what makes it becoming like this. aigoo~! oh well, i will fixed everything back to normal SOON! i think later kowt as my parent are going somewherelse later on, so, i guess i'll use that time to fixed my blog. teehee <3 well, just wish me luck!




Love,
    Jang Geun Seuk.

ahahaha, just kidding!

Love,
    PgieDeryck a.k.a SapphireBlue