-HeartBeat-



- SUDDENLY THIS SONG HAUNT ME -
 -DEDICATED TO SOMEONE-

[romanji version]
Can you feel my heartbeat?

Heartbeat... Heartbeat...
Niga jitbalbgo ddeonan simjangi ajikdo ddwigo Isseo geugeotdo neoreul hyanghae

Ijeuryeogo amuri noryeokhaebwado
Saengro-un saramdeuleul amuri man-nabwado 
Gyesok dasi, ddo dasi 
Dolaseomyeon wae ni saenggagman naneunji
An hallae geumanhallae 
Amuri nae jasineul dallaego ddo dallae
Bwado amu soyongi eobseo nae
Simjangi gojangna beoryeosseo wae

Wae ajikdo naneun ireon babo gateun jiseul haneunji
Meorirok algetneunde gaseumeul wae ji mamdaerokji
Neoreul jabdo nohjireul mothae jigeumdo niga naui gyeote 
Itneun geot gatae ibyeoleul midji mothae

Nogool mannado maeum sok hangoseun yulji Mothago gaesok ni jaril biwonwa

Ol liga eomneundae oljido moreundago wae Minneunji gaseumi wae mareul an deunni

Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s beating for you 
Listen to my Heartbeat... 
It’s waiting for you
Ggeunnatdaneun geol ajikdo molla 
Wae ireoneunji ihaeha anga
Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s beating for you 
Listen to my Heartbeat... 
It’s waiting for you
Neoui saenggake ajikdo apa 
Gaseumi ddwil ddae mada saenggagna

Ijeoya hae ijeoya salssu isseo 
Jiweo beoryeoyaman hae an geureomyeon naega jugeo
Stop trying to get her back, she ain’t coming
She’s gone, gotta be moving on 
Gasseo oji ana geunyeon ni saenggag haji ana

Geunyeoneun naega gidarineungeol 
Jeonhyeo moreun chae jal salgo isseo
Geunyeoneun imi nal ijeosseo wanjeonhi jiweosseo
Wae naneun geureokhe mothani

Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s beating for you 
Listen to my Heartbeat... 
It’s waiting for you
Ggeunnatdaneun geol ajikdo molla 
Wae ireoneunji ihaeha anga
Listen to my Heartbeat...
It’s beating for you 
Listen to my Heartbeat... 
It’s waiting for you
Neoui saenggake ajikdo apa 
Gaseumi ddwil ddae mada saenggagna

My heart is beating...
Faster and faster
My heart is beating...
Faster and faster
My heart is beating... 
Faster and faster
My heart is beating... 
Faster and faster

[english version]
Can you feel my heartbeat
the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it’s beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don’t want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it’s no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i’m holding on to you and can’t let go.
it still feels like you’re next to me.
i can’t believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can’t open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there’s no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn’t my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it’s waiting for you
don’t i know that it’s over. i don’t understand why i’m like this
listen to my heartbeat. it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it’s waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don’t, i’ll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain’t coming
she’s gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won’t come back. she doesn’t think of you.

she doesn’t know that i’m waiting for her, she’s doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can’t i do that

listen to my heartbeat. it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it’s waiting for you

my heart is beating faster and faster
my heart is beating faster and faster 
my heart is beating faster and faster 
my heart is beating faster and faster 

I Surendder In A Game Of Love But I Find Real Friendship


   Good Evening everyone! Long time i didn't write here, heh? hahaha XD. I miss my blog too. I want to write but i feel soo lazy to do so. Well, yeah. I have new boy now. hahaha. meet GiKwang. LOL. <3.He's kinda cute right? hehehe. I KNOW! thats make me feel in love~ 
   That is just for my introduction. hahaha =D. hmmm, yhea. As you know, I like Changhyun right? ahahaha. thats what i want to talk about today. Changhyun.. Changhyun..Changhyun. hahahaha... i should write this last week as i know this matter last week. hahaha :D. Its all about Changhyun is in love with someone else LOL! Thanks God I already forget about him and stop hoping that he is mine. LMAO! i laugh at it. really-really hard as i know that someone very very well. hahahahahaha ^___^. I knew about this from my besties. Oh well, im happy to know this. hahaha so that i can completely let go of him. YAYY!! I have my Kwang now. LOL. what? you said, what about Jiyong and the others? They still mine. nothing to worry about. hahaha. but for now, im more to Kwang. hahahhahaha >___0.




    What else ha? hmm. oh ya! Fiona wanted to tell me something that can make me faint. but till now, she haven't told me anything. I'm waiting for the books as she said that she would write about it in that book. can't wait to know. hahahaha =D. thats the other things. hahaha. arrr.. homework? as usual. i had them all. and they are getting more and more. the teachers never stop giving me homework. yhea. my own fault. ahahah. laziness is conquering me. i really really want to change my habits you know. avoiding online for the whole days. and maybe for a month. but i just can't i don't know why. well, for sure, i blame Facebook for that. hahahahaha =D i hate it but still i can't avoid it. 


  Oh! happy part. and of course totally my favourite parts. hahaha ^^. I have all my besties back and that is the happiest things that ever happen in my life. well, for my friendship. 4 of us is getting along very well and i hope this will be last forever. hahahaha =D as you can see in the images below, Dence is park Bom, Valyie is Sandara Park, Fion is Chaerin and Me is Minzy!! i hope that our friendship will be as fun as 2nE1's.








I think thats all for now. i will write again soon.  ^^ Adios~

Good Friday. haha xD (Late)

  Happy Belated Good Friday. Hahaha ^^ Sorry for the late wished. I didn't realize the time as it move so fast! Haiz. The more faster the time, the shorter my holiday will be =___=;. 
    Today, my cousin from Sibu came to my house. You can see her picture there( in the middle). Her name is Ebi. Well, i don't know her real name YET. But i will know A.S.A.P. haha ^^ Right now she's watching Trick Or Treat with Bulan. A very good movie to watch at this time. hahaha.
    Well, I have a story to tell here. hahah ^___^. Its about my Kekantoian. hahaha.. i wish i never wrote about Changhyun here and because i did so, now his friend know it T____T. I made a promise with her for not telling Changhyun about this and i trust her. ehehe. Hopefully she can kept the promise. When she said this, i was just like "OMG! how did she know?" ahaha ^^.Well, i explained everything to her that i don't have feeling to that Changhyun anymore as i giving up. haha ^^. he don't like me anyway. he likes my Bestfriend. which friend? Let it be a secret. hahahahahahaha ;D. Okay, enough about that.
        My grandpa is still not in very good condition. Well, last night, my omma and the others thought his going to leave us all. but fortunately he have a very strong spirit which make him could stay more longer. ^^. that the happy news. Today, i sat there to accompany him. and we have a very nice talk and he told me that he catched ikan ketapah. then we laugh at that. Then, we took a picture together. That is the bestiest part ever. Well, i'm so going to miss that. Huh! 
       I think this is all for now. I want to watch Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak. hahaha ^___^ right!




See You Later Alligator ^___^








<-- This Changhyun is cuter. hahaha. Like people always said, Original one is better that the non-original ^___^ xD