I'm Not A Multi-Tasker. I'm Sorry T^T

Well, hello!
Mrs. Lerman is in the house! ohohohohohohoh  Yeah, I'm officially married with Logan Lerman, mentally. hahahahahaha XD  Never mind if I just mentally marrying him, as long as I'm his 'wife' hahahahaha :) Everything isn't matter. ekekekeke  Oh well, what can I say? I'm somewhat Extreme Delusional Kiddo :)  I can't deny that fact. ekekekeke :) Besides, I'm single, he's single, nothing wrong with that, eh?  I'll 'divorce' him after he find someone that can take care very good of him later hahahahaha  As one of the Ten Commandment said;

Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's goods.


Hehei :) As long as he is single, then he's mine :0)


I wonder if he would smirking that way when he read this post. If he do, Oh God! He would looking so freaking adorable!!!!!  


hahahaha :) I'm just so friggin in love with this guy ;) Too bad, Just too freaking bad... He's not mine (  NOOO~~!! ) hahahaha :)  Oh well, Reality hurts :)


Enough about my husband, Let's go straight to the point! hahahaha :) ( Actually, I almost forgot what I wanna actually tell in this very post






Okay, actually I just wanna tell that I'm going to postponed doing my reviews on Ghost Hunter : The Origin & The Renewal of Vampires Prophecy because I can't multi-tasking and my brain is kind of slow a bit. hahahaha    I won't deny it. It is seriously slower than my internet connection inside my room hahahahaha XD Yeah.. Besides, I want to focus on my current story which I was telling in my previous previous post, I was doing the Short Story for Ghost Hunter. My brain department doesn't want to cooperate with me and I'm now in deep dilemma    My brain and me always getting in this small fight about the idea. Seriously, I rarely write the story like I've imagined when I'm taking my shower. I've been imagining the whole story and I sometimes, had imagined the end part of it. But then, when it is come to write, there my brain messing with the whole plot I've imagined (  Why?!! ) Instead of writing like what I've imagined, I wrote something else like what my brain decided to   Yeah, I don't know how to handle this little rebellious brain. Anyway, I think I just let it do the thinking and I'm just write what it want me to write :) I'm just tired of having this little silly fight with my inner-self   So, Logan. Please stop looking at me that way. Blame my brain for being slow, alright darling? hohohohohoho XD 


Deary, Jaba :)
I'm very sorry. But I promised you, I'll do the reviews whenever I got time and when I'm sulking because of my rebelling brains :)


I'll do it no matter what!  AUUUUGAHHH!!!




About my story... For real, I don't have confident at all about doing it hahahaha :) I just wish I could jsut stop there on the spot. But, since Jaba has been reading it till chapter 3, I think I'm just going to continue on doing it. Well, I have few reasons why I'm not confident in keep on writing. So, let me tell you;


1. I have that seriously lousy grammar and vocabulary

2. I'm not good in describing the action of the character. 

3. I don't even use that bombastic kind of words

4. I'm a lazy writer. I took a very long time to finish one chapter.

5. I can't think of any good event to insert in my story.

6. I have that very little knowledge about everything and anything.

7. Sometimes, my character is off the rail.

8. I can't create a nice dialogue that can make my readers hear the characters voices. 

9. I have so many things in mind and I get distracted pretty easily.

10. I just naturally have no confident about it as I don't want to spoil Jaba's story. ( I'm doing short story version of her story, remember? ) I just can't deal with that later. hahahaha :)

Well, that's is my reasons. Actually, I have many but I just can think of ten of it. So, yeah   I feel like I'm underestimating myself. Yeah, Kind of. And last time, on chat with Jaba I've told her about this stuff and she was telling me that I have that potential to be a good writer as well. I was like, "Huh, I am?" hahahaha XD then, she told me.. A lot la. I'm quite touch with her words and I'm freaking speechless that time :)  Still, I can't boost up my confident on keep writing   no matter what she said, I'm always be that one lousy writer. hahahaha :) Just telling the truth though :D I don't know why is my confident being so rebellious like my brain,  But I know one thing though, I have reader who waited for my next chapter to come out. So, I'm going to get the story moving no matter how my heart tells me that I'm just being some freaking fan-fiction writers, or how my brain against my imagination's idea or how my confidence want to get low. I'm just going to write, no matter how bad it will be, I'm just going to keep writing! I know, writing is one of my  greatest passion in life. I've been writing stories since I'm 11 and now I'm 18. I can't lose to my 11 years old -self. I'm just going to keep on writing, no matter how hard will it be  . 


Just I hope that,
Keep supporting me,
Catch me when I'm falling,
Cheer me when I'm down,
Support me when I'm losing.. :)






I'm getting close to the closer. So, Umm... Logan Wade Lerman, If you ever saw this post... Please, 

NEVER EVER KEEP YOUR HAIR THIS LONG. IT DOESN'T FIT YOU, LOVE. TRUST ME. YOU'RE LOOKING BETTER WITH SHORT HAIR AND I LOVE YOU MORE WITH SHORT HAIR. I KNOW, OTHER FANS WHO AS CRAZY AS I AM, WOULD AGREE WITH MY STATEMENT AS WELL :) HOPE YOU'LL LISTEN TO MY ADVICE, THOUGH :)

from your, 'VIRTUALWIFE'

So, before I really ending up this post <----- that is my latest picture. i know, you guys probably already missing my cute face. ahahahahaha XD Yeah, I notice that too ( My eyebrows getting thicker )  Oh well, maybe tomorrow morning I'll ask mum or aunt next door to trim it down for me :) No need go saloon, it's expensive. huahahaha  I'm want to save money, I want to buy that one shirt. But oh dear, too expensive. I don't even working, how am I going to get it if I'm not saving? hahahaha :) Well, mum always give me money whenever I go shopping but I tell you, IT NEVER ENOUGH! hahahaha  Just kidding, It always enough for me, just that I always buy extra stuff. That's why it never enough. ekekeke :) I was thinking to stop buying unnecessary stuff like stuff lah. hahaha :) I want to buy clothes, I barely have clothes to wear when go shopping with my sisters.  always make my head spinning to find good clothes to wear. hahaha :) So, I think, I'm going to stop buying extra next time I go shopping. *Finger cross* HOPEFULLY!!






So, to end up this post, I put my most favorite Gif of my hubby :)
and my current relationship status as well :)
YEAH!
I'm going to wait for Logan Lerman,
until he found his true love
And until I find mine :)
*Which is obviously Logan Wade Lerman*




" SEE, HE'S SMILING, I KNOW HE'S PROBABLY WAITING FOR ME AS WELL"
ahahahahahahahahahahahahaha :D Just Kidding, don't freak out Logan! XD


As Usual, 
I would like to end up my post with prayer :)

The light of God Surrounds us,
The love of God enfolds us,
The power of God protects us,
The presence of God watches over us,
Wherever we are, God is,
And where God is, all is well.
Amen.


P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)