Annyeong! long time didn't write blog. teehee <3 miss me? ahaha.. of course not! well, i broke my own promises again as there is a strong forces which seducing me to online again and the result is, i have been online since 5p.m. aigoo~ what happen to me?! homework! i haven't done any of it! aigoo! i don't want to stay outside la tomorrow. haiz! well, i better finish it today especially my Bahasa Malaysia homework. Essay... my head is going to explode later on. T^T..
As Usual.. i lives in hell. today, my brother mess up again with my mum and this time, no more forgiveness i give to him. i don't care who he is and from today, i won't like him anymore and i'll hate him! well, he leave me no choice because he'd been too rude to my mum and i kinda really hate it! i hate him because he turns my beautiful life into HELL! and because of him, my potential of being an A's student is down! argh! everything goes wrong because of him! I HATE HIM! I HATE MY BROTHER! i know this is wrong. SO WHAT? i'm already a sinner anyway. who told him to make my mum cry and feeling sad? almost everyday he makes my life miserable. i wish i can scold him but i just can't let all the words out, i wish i could say " GET A LIFE!" to him! aigoo~ i'm so depress right now. i don't know what to do to make this stupid depression feeling away! T^T i really need someone but then, when i have someonekan, i don't know how to express my feeling. I wish i can just cry now but my tears are so damn stubborn! i hate everything! i really wish i could cry...
well, right now i really wish i can still hang out with my dearest friends at school because, with their present beside me, i feel so calm and i totally forget about my personal problems. well, yupp :D they didn't know what i'm going through as i don't want them to know. i manage to fool them with my fake smile and fake happy laugh. i tend to show them that i'm happy and got time to fooling around. well, they'll know if they really are my true friends. i think nobody know how hurt i am inside. well, they don't need to know anyway because it nothing to do with them..
Well, i think thats all i want to write for now. i just want to express what i kept deep inside here in me.. so that i can feel more better. actually, there's more but i'm suddenly feeling lazy to type. ahaha XDD still, i will try to tell the rest next time. for sure, Lee teukkie's smile really do make me feel much muchy better like usual. teehee <3 so last but not least from me, let your laugh cover your deep darkest secret.
OKAY LA. I LET MY BEAUTIFUL FUTURE HUSBAND ENDS THIS POST. ENJOY THEIR BEAUTIFUL FACES AND PLEASE DON'T STEAL. AGAGAAGAGAGAGA. JUST KIDDING! <3
NGAHAHAHAAHAHAHA... VERY SATISFYING. lmao! OKAY THEN. ANNYEONGHIGASEYO!
REMEMBER : LET YOUR SMILE BE FAKE INSTEAD OF PEOPLE KNOW YOUR SADNESS.