When My Heart Speak

I don’t understand what you really want
Do you really want to be with me?
Or you just pretend that you really want me to?
I can’t figure out why you doing this to me
I feel like an idiot who thrown themselves into the pit of fire
Where no one care no matter how hard you screaming out
There’s no way out
I love you so much that’s make me so blind
I’m lost in this game for I can’t lose you.
I’m so sick of your ignorant self
Fuck you for drowning me in this ocean of lie
Where all your promises meant nothing but a full lie
I’m now forever stuck,
I can’t find my way out
I screaming out loud
Hoping someone out there to come and save me

You told me that you care when you’re not
You told me that you’ll be there but you never did
I call you for hundred times a day, all you did is ignore
I wish you to call me for once but you never did
What do you think I am for?
I’m not your diary or your toys to play with
I have my own life to take care of instead of listening to your fucking words
Just leave me alone!
I’m sick and freaking tired of you!
Go to fucking hell!
If I knew you would never be the same,
I rather survive this world alone in my own way
My life is suck enough, dear
I don’t need anyone else to make it worst

Please God!
Pull me to the surface of truth
I’m weak, and I can’t afford this entire lie anymore
I can’t live with this kind of people anymore
They just hugging me when they need me
And throw me to the side like a teddy bear.
I know now why people committing suicide
Slitting their wrist to ease the pain of their broken hearted
Because dying is the fastest way to get the hell out of here
Please, my Father,
Save my soul from all this misery
Before I have the guts kill myself in vain
I can take any more violence
My innocence is already scarred
And now I’m a rebel for the rest of my life

Just save me, my Lord
This is all I wanted.

Don't Go

I was raised in the valley, there was shadows and death.
Got out alive but with scars I can't forget.
This kid back in school, subdued and shy.
An orphan and a brother and unseen by most eyes.
I don't know what it was that made a piece of him die,
Took a boy to the forest, slaughtered him with a scythe.
Stamped on his face, an impression in the dirt.
Do you think the silence makes a good man convert?

We all have our horrors and our demons to fight.
But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed?
They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers round my throat.
Is this what I get for the choices that I made?
God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, for everything.
God forgive me, for all my sins. God forgive me, God forgive me.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.
Don't go, I can't do this on my own.
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.
Don't go.
Don't go.

[Lights:]
If I let you in, you'd just want out.
If I tell you the truth, you'd vie for a lie.
If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up.
If you follow me, you will only get lost.
If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch.
Yes you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere.

Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much.
Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much.
Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much.
Say you'll never leave me 'cause I need you so much.

Don't go, I can't do this on my own.
Don't go, I can't do this on my own.
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.
Don't go, I can't do this on my own.
Don't go.
Save me from the ones that haunt me in the night.
I can't live with myself, so stay with me tonight.
Don't go.

[Lights:]
Don't go. [x11] 

Issues

This is the death of me
I feel it constantly
Just like an enemy
That wants to see me bleed
So I try to be silent while my words they explode like hand grenades
I just gotta stay calm, before I let this time bomb blow up in my face.

These issues pin me to the floor
These issues are my overlord
I feel so dominated
These issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose

The hounds of hell, they cry
That’s how they get to me
Inject my head with lies
The pain’s astonishing
Like a brick or a stone, slowly crushing my bones, sending me to my grave
And it’s such a fake, this life that I’ve made, I’m going insane

These issues pin me to the floor
These issues are my overlord
I feel so dominated
These issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues
Issues, they choke me like a noose

These issues pin me to the floor
These issues are my overlord
I feel so dominated
These issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose
Issues, they choke me like a noose 

Gorgeous Nightmare

I've got another confession to make
So complicated, let me try to explain
Don't want this feeling to go away
So it stays 
(It stays, It stays, It stays)

Is it the way that you talk
That's causing me to freak
Is it the way that you laugh
That's making my heart beat
Is it the way that you kiss
It's gotta be the way you taste 
(You taste, You taste, You taste)

You're such a gorgeous nightmare
Old habits never seem to go away
You make me feel brand new, yeah
We resurrect it's like I've come back to life

I feel so alive 
I feel so alive

First impressions are hard to erase (hard to erase)
Etched in my mind and it just won't go away (won't go away)
Maybe I'm playing my cards way too safe
I've gotta change (change, change, change)
Is it the way that you feel against my body?
Is it the way that you act so damn naughty?
Is it the way that your shake
When your hips move to the bass? 
(The bass, the bass, the bass)

You're such a gorgeous nightmare
Old habits never seem to go away
You make me feel brand new, yeah
We resurrect it's like I've come back to life

I feel so alive 
I feel so alive

(I feel so alive)

You're such a gorgeous nightmare
Old habits never seem to go away
You make me feel brand new, yeah
We resurrect it's like I've come back to life

You're such a gorgeous nightmare
Old habits, don't go away
You make me feel brand new, yeah
We resurrect it's like I've come back to life

I feel so alive
I feel so alive
I feel so alive
I feel so alive 

I'm Not A Vampire

Well I'm not a vampireBut I feel like oneSometimes I sleep all dayBecause I hate the sunlightMy hands are always shakingBodies always achingIn the darkness when I feed
Well I can lure any woman that I want to in my bedWith meWhisky seems to be my Holy WaterMothers better lock your doorsAnd hide your daughters
I'm insane!Well, I can feel it in my bones!Coursing through my veins!When did I become so cold?
For goodness sake!Where is my self control?If home is where my heart isThen my heart has lost all hope
Well I'm not a zombieBut I feel like one!Today! self-induced! Comatose!Chemical change!
My head is always spinningFrom this dizzy, blurry visionAnd my stomach has had enough!I feel like a ladyThat is pregnant with a babyCause I'm always throwing up!
Hi, My name is Ronnie!I'm an addict!*Hi, Ronnie! *Daddy should've never raised me on Black Sabbath!
I'm insane!Well, I can feel it in my bones!Coursing through my veins!When did I become so cold?
For goodness sake!Where is my self control?If home is where my heart isThen my heart has lost all hope
God bless all of you now!Cause I'm going straight to Hell!And I'm taking you down with me!Cause you know damn well,
I'm insane!Well, I can feel it in my bones!Coursing through my veins!When did I become so cold?
I'm insane!Well, I can feel it in my bones!Coursing through my veins!When did I become so cold?
For goodness sake!Where is my self control?If home is where my heart isThen my heart has lost all hope