I don’t
understand what you really want
Do you really
want to be with me?
Or you just
pretend that you really want me to?
I can’t figure
out why you doing this to me
I feel like an
idiot who thrown themselves into the pit of fire
Where no one
care no matter how hard you screaming out
There’s no way
out
I love you so
much that’s make me so blind
I’m lost in this
game for I can’t lose you.
I’m so sick of
your ignorant self
Fuck you for
drowning me in this ocean of lie
Where all your
promises meant nothing but a full lie
I’m now forever
stuck,
I can’t find my
way out
I screaming out
loud
Hoping someone
out there to come and save me
You told me that
you care when you’re not
You told me that
you’ll be there but you never did
I call you for
hundred times a day, all you did is ignore
I wish you to
call me for once but you never did
What do you
think I am for?
I’m not your
diary or your toys to play with
I have my own
life to take care of instead of listening to your fucking words
Just leave me
alone!
I’m sick and
freaking tired of you!
Go to fucking
hell!
If I knew you
would never be the same,
I rather survive
this world alone in my own way
My life is suck
enough, dear
I don’t need
anyone else to make it worst
Please God!
Pull me to the
surface of truth
I’m weak, and I
can’t afford this entire lie anymore
I can’t live
with this kind of people anymore
They just
hugging me when they need me
And throw me to
the side like a teddy bear.
I know now why
people committing suicide
Slitting their
wrist to ease the pain of their broken hearted
Because dying is
the fastest way to get the hell out of here
Please, my
Father,
Save my soul
from all this misery
Before I have
the guts kill myself in vain
I can take any
more violence
My innocence is
already scarred
And now I’m a
rebel for the rest of my life
Just save me, my
Lord
This is all I
wanted.