Wedding Day!

Today is my brother wedding day. Well, actually he is my cousins(^o^) I didn't attend to his wedding so thats why i wrote this and hopefully he can read this one day. ahakz! Yeah. This is his second marriage. So i hope this girl who is going to be Mrs.Ron Should be a good girl because my brother deserve the best. You know, my brothers, they all are hottie.LOL. So, they really deserve the best.
     My mum, aunt and my uncle are going to the wedding but left me, cousin Phoebe and my big brother at home and took care of my naughty little son, Shawn. He's asleep right now. Nothing to worry. eheks! Hmmm..I wonder hows the wedding.  Hopefully my mum is having fun there.

    I hope their future together is just like Edward and Bella. I mean like True Love. Yeah, i' not really sure about the girl but i'm pretty sure that the girl was very lucky for having my brother as her husband. I just hoping that the girl will show some respect and grateful to my brother and not to stepping over his head and conquer his money. That is the baddest and that girl is surely going to hell. ahaha =D. Well, let just say that i'm happy for both of them and hoping that they will living a happy life until the end of their life.

I want to go to South Korea!

        As you know, i am korean wannabe. Yea. pathetic heh? ehehe but i really wish i can speak korean you know. I buy a lot of Korean books as a reference but (=_=;) Oh well, maybe i'm not meant to be korean. ahaha =D Everytime my dad come home, i told him that i want him to bring me to Korea one day and after that, i will leave him and mum alone. (^o^). 
         I learn few korean words from friends that i found on the net. First word that i learn from them is 'Ahnneyeong haseyo', 'Chingu'  and 'Sarangheyo'. a very basic word that most of us can heard by watching Korean movie and drama. The most korean drama that i ever watch is My Girl. ROFL. That drama, everytime i think about any part from the drama, i'll burst to laugh because that drama was so damn funny.

     And that drama is my first korean drama and from that drama i started to fell in love with korean celebrity. I think Lee Jun Ki was my first. (^_^). Okayla, i'm out from the main topic again. ahakz!  Well, there is a few things that i really like about Korea. First is their language. If you listen to what korean people say carefully,  you will find it very cute because almost every word they said is ended with 'O' sounds(^_0) like, 'komowayo', 'bulmeoyo' and the truth is  don't know what is that word suppose to means. ahakz! Okayla, second things i really adore about Korea is their Music. Actually if you just listen  their music just like that, you will never find what so special about them and you will say their music is just the same with others. But for me, their music got something which make it sound really special.

     I don't know why i think their music is special. Maybe because i'm too obsess with Korean things. But from many genre of music, i prefer to listen to RnB, HipHop and Rock. Hmm..On my third list is korean people. You see, for all this years. i have been watching their music video and dramas. So, i just realize that most of korean male is a pretty boy type. But i don't think that weird at all because that what make them be so special and of course have caught my heart. LOL! Sometimes, when i print out my favourites artist's photo and my mum saw them, she would say that i'm crazy and of course she would say they don't even real. LOL!  i realize that mum. But i just can't control myself you know. Everytime i found a new korean boyband, there will be one of their bandmates will caught my eyes you know. Eheks.
       Okayla. ermmm.. My Fourth is about their City. Seoul City and Busan City is my favourite. How i wish i can be there right now. And if i'm lucky, i will meet with my favourite people. LOL! alright. ahakz~ Seoul city is Bi-Rain's hometown and Busan City is Lee JunKi's hometown. ahaha! i think, thats all for now i think. ehehe~ hopefully my dream come true one day. 

Why him?!

  Why him? Why should be Inseok? arghh! I don't really get it. First, I'm so depply in love with Gdragon. But, why Inseok manage to caught my heart and make me stop thinking of Gdragon? Haiz~ well i think i just blame everything on Inseok's cute face :D He so damn cute. 
        Actually, i don't really 100%  fall in love with him because of his face but we also have common between us. Which is we both like Doraemon and Mickey Mouse! When i found this out, i just like flying in the air! L.O.L~  i never thought that there were still somebody who like doraemon and mickey mouse like i do. ahaha. Truthfully, i'm not really Doraemon and Mickey Mouse fans only but more anime and cartoon which i love so much. Ahakz! That why my mum call me immature. Well, as always, i take that as a compliment. ekeke =D Once i told my mum that i want to marry Doraemon and my mum said i'm already lose my insanity. L.O.L. 
      Okayla. I think i'm out from the main topic! ahakz! No worry about that because i'm pretty sure that will happen again in the future. (^o^) So, about this boy(Inseok) he is the leader of a band named SHU-I. Actually, at my first time seeing this band, i like one of the bandmates but not Inseok oppa. His name is Changhyun if i'm not mistaken. But then, i search again for their pictures, i change my mind and choose Hyungjun. L.O.L and thats mean Inseok oppa is my third choice and he really make my heart melt just like when i fell in love with Gdragon before. LOL. 
           So, i think this is one of the reason why i don't fell in love with real people(not celebrity). Hmm.. Maybe because i'm so syok with my own world. ahaha =D pity me! I think i'm not normal but abnormal LOL. okayla. i just don't want to talk about this anymore because i'm afraid that i just can't stop. LOL. 

Worst than Before

 I know i shouldn't start my blog by telling  bad things happen in my life because so far, all blogs that i've read, all start with happy things. You see, today i think is one of the worst day that i ever had in my entire life. Since i enter my teenage life, i had the worst. i'm tired of this actually. But what can i do? i'm just an ordinary girl.
    The thing is, i'm just confuse. I don't know whose side should i be.  I'm so blank when this thought came into my mind. So hating it but i'm helpless. I don't really want to explain everything here. So, i think its better if i use something else to describe this matter.
    Okay. Like this, Miss A and Mr.B love each other. But Miss A's parent don't agree with their relationship because they don't really like Mr.B. So, Miss A told her cousin which i named cousin C that she can't stay with her parent anymore as she love Mr.B so much. Miss A decided to move with Mr.B. The connection between me and this matter is, i'm Miss A another cousin (cousin D, i think).

    Truthfully, i can understand her feeling and i also can feel her mother's sorrow.  I really don't know whose side should i be. I wish i can make things right but if i took part in this whole matter, maybe i'll make things more worst. I'm so worried about Miss A future. What if Mr.B dumped her? What if Mr.B's family don't like her? and if that happen, will her parent forgive and welcomed her to their family once again? All of this question came out. I love her so much because she just like my real sister. And i never want anything bad happen to her. I wish that she change her mind and stay.
    And so i wish that the only bad story for today. This second story is more bad. Well bad for me of course. Its all about PMR which i just took this years. The result will come out this 24th December. I am so scare as the day is around the corner. I don't want to see my results. I didn't study well but i believe that i already did my really best for that. I can't even imagine if my results is not good. My parent will be very upset and angry with me. I don't really hope to get straight A's actually. Getting 3 or 4 A's is already enough for me. I really want to cry but my tears won't come out. Its like my tears were stuck on my cornea or something that is connected to eyes. I'm so scared. I don't think i can sleep well this night and the night after.
         I really want to make my parent proud of me but this is just to late because i can't go back in time and retake the exams. All i can do for now is hoping to get the best result. I also hope that i can enter the best class next year.
       I think thats all for now. I hope tomorrow is better than today because i'm so tired to spend my day with problems. I'm so damn tired.