Greetings, humans. We meet again. hahahaha :) Well, actually I just finished answering few psychology test because my curiosity about whether I'm a bipolar or not but after taking few question, now I know. (T____T) sadly, I am. hahahahahahahahahahaha XD Before this, I'm often saying that I'm a bipolar person but I never meant it, I mean, it just for fun, ya know, like entertainment between siblings. ehehei :) but I never thought it could be real. Well, being bipolar is not something to be proud of because it could lead to suicidal thought. Ha, I know one person who had thought about suicide ( You know who yo are, dude ) hahahaha :) I think she's a bipolar too. Well, honestly, we are. hahahahaha :) and now I realized, no wonder I invented Ally Menders and make it become part of me. I mean, like this few months, I've been feeling that I'm half Ally, half Pgie. I don't know how to explain this but I do feel like I'm being someone else sometimes. hahahaha :D but still, that someone is me. I know you don't get it, hahahaha :D Sorry for my bad explanation (=___=;)
How I knew that I'm a bipolar/ manic? Well, I after I'm taking those questions, I was googling about the symptoms, which is likely to shock me to death as I got almost like 3/4 of it. hahahahaha :D Adeh, anyway, here's the common symptoms. the one I highlighted is the one I have lah :)
Common signs and symptoms of mania phase include:
- Feeling unusually “high” and optimistic OR extremely irritable
- Unrealistic, grandiose beliefs about one’s abilities or powers
- Sleeping very little, but feeling extremely energetic
- Talking so rapidly that others can’t keep up
- Racing thoughts; jumping quickly from one idea to the next
- Highly distractible, unable to concentrate
- Impaired judgment and impulsiveness
- Acting recklessly without thinking about the consequences
- Delusions and hallucinations (in severe cases)
- Common symptoms of bipolar depression include:
|
|
The warning signs of suicide include:
|
|
So, yeah. I'm shock as much as you too. But no worry it still not too late to be treated. hahahaha :) But when I go and meet Psychologist lah. ahahaha :) Which is never happens. LOL :) anyhow, I'm feeling glad to have this bipolar thing because it really help me a lot in writing stories like Jaba once told me, when she read "Levedad Little Adventure" she felt like it was written by someone else because it is different from Saving Chrystella Mclaren. Well, I was like "(o.O) seriously?" hahahaha :) Well, then I thought, maybe it was Ally who wrote it instead of Pgie. Ya know, Ally is somewhat a little more creative than Pgie and her English is better, I think. hehehehei :) Still, that person is ME. huahahahaha XD I'm talented yaw! ekekeke ;) Just kidding :)
"Same Person, Different Personality," speaking of this, I feel like Mr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. hahahaha :) I never knew when will I change into another me, like Jekyll. He wasn't aware when he becoming Mr. Hyde. So yeah, hopefully I won't change face like Mr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde do. ahahahahaha :)) Still, no worries for I'm mostly as Pgie, original me. hahahaha :) Just take noted, when I look more matured unusually or not very talkative or being sarcasm, that's Ally. hahahaha :) Pgie isn't bad because too cute to be badass.. huahahahaha :) Besides, Ally love to read and Pgie is a pro-slacker. Ally have lots of ideas and Pgie ideas only like fish on the hook. hahahahaha :D life-life-fish. ahahahaha :D But honestly, I seldomly become Ally, but when I do, I'm being productive and of course, my stories will be soooo long. hahahaha :) Hmmm.... Maybe Ally is more hardworking I guess. hahaha :) rest well, Ally. I need you to write my Saving Chrystella Mclaren as well. ekekekeke XD
So, here we are. Ending!! And yeah, I supposed to finish writing this post like an hour ago but ya know, i'm full of randomness. hahahaha :) I suddenly thought of adding new cast for Levedad Little Adventure story and changing Terri's part ( as he already took part in Saving Chrystella Mclaren ), So, I change his part with Addy or Adrian. Well, I don't know what happens later, as I haven't thought of it yet. But I really hope that I won't change Addy's traits in here. hahaha :) ya know, I'm too creative. hahahahahaha XD Just hope for the best :) and Hopefully I can make a very good friendship among them. hahahahahahaha :)
SO, ENJOY! :) ( the picture, I mean )
and next time, I'll put Saving Chrystella McLaren's Cast :) Still choosing the cast. hahahaha :P
P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)
*My broadband didn't work properly (=____=;) Daddy, COME HOME FAST!*