No Tengo Ideas Para La Historia (=..=;)

Ola, hahahaha :)
Like seriously I wanna update yesterday but well yeah, as usual my bones is rioting, my brain is procrastinating, and yeah, I'm back with facebook hahahaha :D
Going back to facebook is the biggest mistake I made tonight. Well, first I will always online on facebook and second, now I'm currently playing Hidden Chronicles WHICH is going to be my new addiction. GOD! save me!
Anyhow, going back to facebook again will bring lots and lots of trouble for the stories I'm making. hahahaha :) Yeah, ya know... I'm a gamer, of course I'll put priority for my games. hahahaha :) well, that's only a very damn lame excuses though, even if it is true :3. Speaking of games, my ungrateful-freaking-stupid-brother still haven't give back my TiVo and yeah, hell I miss to play my PS2. I want to continue my KingDom Hearts games and my Sims2 Pet. I miss my games. I want to go to battlefield, I wanna try to play Resident Evil: Veronica~ I seriously need my TiVo back. I told him to 'BORROW' for TEMPORARILY not PERMANENTLY. DUH! stupid people won't understand though. Oh well, let him enjoy my TiVo for a moment. I just don't want to call over my depression. I'm relax enough right now. hahahaha :) I don't want to ruins my relaxing time :) It's pretty hard to get this kind of moment for this few days. You'll know what I meant if you're my loyal reader. hahaha :)

right now, I'm suppose to continue on chapter 8. Yep, ended up I'm here. yeah~ Hello! hahahahaha :) My brains is block right now maybe because it's been a while I didn't stay late like this. I'm going to hit the bed right after I finish writing this very post though. Yeah, I have the perfect story lines for chapter 8 in my head, just that my grammar&vocabulary section inside my brain doesn't want to cooperate with me =.=; I hate it when it happens. hehehei :) Urm... yeah, this few days, lots of things happens. Bad things, good things, *smirked* Bad things, yeah... as usual, I hate my brother. hahahaha :) and my mum is having massive headache. she felt dizzy and i told her to eat panadol just now but she refused. Maybe tomorrow I'll force her to go to clinic. Good things, as usual also... I listen to songs, dancing to it, taking shawn home, have a good driving lessons, late-crush commenting on my FB, video-chat with prudence and yeah, have a great laugh with sis Jaba :)) Prudence and Jaba really made my day today :))

Yeah, seriously, about my late-crush-which-I-almost-forgot-that-I've-crush-on-him-before, he suddenly commenting. Oh well, that's normal lah kan and I was just like "Oh, umm... yeah..." hahaha :) because I've no more special feeling on him anymore bah. But then, Prudence came and comment on the same post and said something that is so cannot be spoken. hahahaha :) Gosh, I'm blushing that moment. that comment must creeping him out. huahahaha :) never mind, I'm creepy anyway XD and she keeps on torturing me. hahahahaha :) Doesn't matter lah, I'M OVER HIM. wao, I speak like he is my ex. hahahaha :) Well, yeah.. Ex-Crush. ekekeke XD and yes, we go stalking together-gether :) It's kinda fun to spend time together with her sometimes. hehehehei :) She's my besties anyway (=^_^=)

And later night, I go MSN with sis Jaba.. Our usual routine at night. As my chapter production isn't go so well this few days, she just make reviews on chapter 7. She said it's good though. Well, I do admit that the story line is pretty awesome but just that I'm not so sure about my grammar. hehehei :) Still lack of it and I've tried to read books which then I ended up surfing in dreamland. hahahaha :) *sighs* I hate myself sometimes. I can't even do something as simple as reading right. >.< whenever I think of my grammar, I lost my passions to write and yeah, I've been trying my very best though. But I just can't do it yet. hehehei :) I know, someday I'll be doing the best of me ;) So, I'm just need to keep trying for now, yeah? I keep telling this to myself but still didn't manage to do it. Urgh! Inspiration! I need you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emo-ing right now. Because I'm no good....*sighs*

I wish I'm a good writer as Jaba do... She just an awesome writer. Just need to polish a bit lah. after that, she's perfects :))

I wish I knew many english words.... Seriously, I really need online tools which can translates from Iban to English. hahahaha :DD my English lame. Just so freaking many words I don't know~~ >.< Last time, I'm encounter with this problems and because of it, I have to change the whole sentences because I can't find english words of it. hahahaha :D haishh~~ FML

We are now reaching the closing. hehehehe :) So, yeah... going to sleep after this. and Oh, did you notice my blog song? hahaahaha :) Yeah, randomness attacking my sense of music again. this time, I mix classic with new music. hehehehe :) I got Macarena song in my playlist and of course Good Vibration by the Beach Boys. God, I love their songs. hahahaha :) Maybe next time, I'll put their songs more in my playlist. I feel so relax yet so fun when listening to their songs. Yeah, old school rocks my life :) Going to be fans of BeachBoys for the time being :) Yeah, I'm a classical music lover, alright? hahahaha :)) and ummm... Oh yeah, I filed a divorce with Luke Castellan today. hahahaha :) Why? Well, I just don't feel right to like him though. Because ya know, sis Jaba loves Adam Milligan which is Luke Castellan, in other words, we're liking the same person which real name is Jake Abel. hahaha :) If you know what I mean. So, I'm not really comfortable with this triangle love ( sounds real, eh? ahahahahahahaha ) besides, I have Percy, the love of my life :) I can't take my eyes of Logan Lerman, even though I'm still heart broken inside. hahahaha :) I'll just stay with Logan, until I find new husband. ekekeke :)))

And what else before we off to say goodbye? aaaa.....Ouh, I've change my facebook with timeline with I fucking hate it. hahahahaha :D yeah, I cursed, which mean I'm not really into it. hahahahaha :) the only thing I like about the timeline is the cover photo. yeah... the one and only thing I like about it. the rest, just go to hell. hahahahaha :)) OHHH~~~ I have this great problems nowadays... I cursed easily for this few days. I don't know what happen to the innocent me. I can't even control my tongue to stop cursing. But seriously, I want to stop cursing. I cursed a lot.... I blame no one ( even though, I know who make me cursing a lot ) yeah.... I don't want to curse anymore. Hmmmm....

here we are... the end of the post :)
Yeah, Johnny Depp rules!
I'm his biggest fans since Edward Scissorhands. hahaha :)
and of course, I'm a Tim Burton's fans as well. That's why I Love Johnny Depp!
I love his voice, his chameleon's characters, his face, his body *drool* hahahaha :D and everything about him is perfect to me. hahahaha :) YEAHH~ he's awesome alright?
So, to end this post, I'll let Johnny Depp to end :) He's kinda my newest bias. But he just my Uncle. hahahahaha :D So, yeah, Uncle Depp :)

Good Day, Fellas :)

Spiritual Armor Prayer :)

Heavenly Father, 
we ask You today for Your truth as a belt tight around our loins.
 We put on the zeal to announce your good news of peace as shoes for our feet.
We put on Your righteousness, 
O Christ, as our breastplate, And the hope of salvation as a helmet for our head. 
Father, we take up faith as a shield which is able to put out all the fiery darts of the enemy, 
And the sword of the Spirit, which is Your Word, O Lord. 
Father, may the love with which you have loved Jesus be in us, and may Jesus be in us.
We ask You for the grace of a servant heart.