Happy New Year! hahahahaha

Well, hello 2015! hahaha this is my first post of the year yearghhh~!! I'm looking forward for the best to come because I will keep believing that things gonna be great for me this year. I can smell it in my bones hahahahaha Anyway, so far things are great for me and yesterday I've my first class and I'm like WOOOOOH! finally! hahahaha and my first class is TITAS which we're going to learn about Tamadun-Tamadun, like we've been learned in Form 4/5 i don't recall but yeah, we're gonna go through that shit once again. BUT! I'm soo fire up and we're going to have our presentation next month. I know, everything is rushing but chill~ hahahaha next week, we're going to have to bring all the materials about our assignment and apparently we're going to do it in class whether we like it or not. So, yeah. hahahaha and then, yesterday also I've got my last semester results and guess what? Ngeeeeee~~~~ I got great marks. Thanks to Starbucks for providing me enough caffeine through the week hahahaha XD Well, I got A minus for both International Business and English Integrated Skills, and C plus for my Strategic Management because I don't really understand that class though but thankfully I get C plus for it hahahaha XD I feel blessed~ hahahaha but my real horror isn't here yet which is Business Math. Hell, I really hope I'll get good grades. I don't mind what grade I'm gonna get as long as I'm not going to resit or anything. I don't want to resit though because resits will definitely affect my GPA even though I have 2A as my results UwU but worry aside, let's hope for the best~ XD

So, today I went out with my one and only bestie, Val. She just got back from Kuching yesterday and actually we both thought about going out next week but then, since we've promised to watch Night At The Museum together last year, so we kinda have to go today because tomorrow is the last day for the movie but we can't go tomorrow because I'm having class from morning until night. *sighs* but we both had fun though. Going around Parkson, our must go place is Super Save but too bad SuperSave is full or tanglung and all the CNY necessity so we both end up didn't buy anything. hahahaha and then we went to this Tee'z shop which is selling cute t-shirt and I bought her female stitch t-shirt as her Xmas present hehehehe and oh, on our way to Parkson just now, she gave me an advance birthday present which is bunch of cute paper clips. This is my second birthday present from her and both are vintage like. hahahaha I really thank her for the lovely present but I'm still awkward so I just said like Awh, thanks val! hahahahaha XD and then, after the movie we went eat at our usual place at four junction around Boulevard area there and we talk about all kinds of stuff, well honestly she do the most talking as usual hahahaha and I'm just adding some and give her my opinion and all that. We talk about an hour and a half then I send her home and even on the way, we talk a lot. hahahaha XD yeah, it's really fun. Until we don't even bother to snap a pictures together hahahaha XD Then, we both planning to have sleep over soon. Since she's only going to be here for three week. So we're thinking maybe around next week. Probably weekends? We'll see. We haven't thought it thoroughly yet. But we did decided to bake some cupcakes. hahahaha XD having sleepover with my bestie is written in my bucket list actually. So, I guess it's gonna come true hahahahaha can't wait! XD

This week definitely a busy week for me and tomorrow, like I said. I'm going to have full-day class *sighs* and then on Friday jengjengjeng~ hahahaha jmy 21st birthday babyy~! but I don't really feel anything though. Well, not that I don't like birthdays, it just that I don't feel a thing. Well, I lied. I do feel something. Responsibility. *sighs* it's a very complicated and heavy words once you realize what it's really mean. hahahaha well, since I'm 21 years old now. I shall try to get my shit together but yes, I'll still be playing around, running like 5 years old and laughing like a banshee and joking like there's no tomorrow, BUT, I've gotta work a bit matured in terms of brain and know what I should prioritize. I've decided that I'll do all my best in my studies, or whatever I'm going to do in the future. I'll do all my best and make my parent proud. Since I'm their only last hope now, I have no time to give up and fucking around. Well, sometimes yes but not always. I know things isn't going to be easy but I have to try doing my very best to go through it because I choose to keep moving and I believe this is my calling. I'm going to make my parent proud and to ensure them that I can make their life better. I'm going to prove them that they can depends on me. SO, yeah. I hope I'm going to make it and that this isn't just some empty talk. Yeah. I shall be strong for my parents. But honest, I'm still worry about my B.Maths. hahahahahaha XD

And *gasped* I've finish my short story which I call Imagination with Logan Lerman. My gosh, I blush the whole story hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah Well, I finished it yesterday but then. I'm still not sure. Maybe I'll reread it again and see if there's something I might change until I'm satisfied with the story line ngehehehehehe I'll post it here once I'm done.
And I kinda looking forward for this Saturday where I'm going to accompany sis Jaba to attend her colleague's weddings. I'm pretty nervous about that but yeah, I'm still going so no worries. I'll just hope that things gonna be great hahahaha *sighs* I can't help it okay. I'm paranoid hahahaha and then I've ask sis Jaba to sleepover and she said yes too. Ah, speaking of sis Jaba though. We've spoke in skype just now, for a while and she seems down about stuff and decided to go offline early. Well, I do understand though because all the pressure and stuff from the workplace and yeah, I should think too much about her reaction hahahaha *sighs* Well, yes. I'm start to think that maybe I did something wrong. I KNOW! I'm sorry! I shouldn't think like that but I'm very sensitive hahhahaha and I'm just recovering so it's a little bit hard for me to stop myself from thinking the negative way. hahahaha I'm a working in progress. Even earlier this morning, I stared at my scars, and when I noticed only some of it visible, my brain start asking me like, why didn't I cut deeper for every scars I have and I have to knock myself out by blasting the music really loud in my ears hahahaha gosh. And well, it's 12:09 now. so I think i shall try to get some sleeps because I have morning class tomorrow. So, I'll be back again soon~ maybe on my birthday. Maybe. hahahahaha we'll see. So good night and happy new year, Mr. Bloggy!


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