Something To Talk About :)

(this post should be 23rd of Dec) 
          Annyeong, everyone :) today i woke up at 11 a.m. hahaha :) then i took bath and finish at 12.00p.m wohoo :) thats a new record. ekeke :) well, i'm purposely wasting time actually because i had nothing to do =.=;. i know..i know.. i still have a tons of homework that i haven't done yet and 8 days left, then the school will re-open GAH! hopefully i can do it. but not now. hahaha :) today i want to waste my time on online, printing HyukMin's photo, take pictures and maybe sleep :) facebooking? no no no.. i won't facebooking today. facebook really make me sick and yeah, i'm facebooking this few days and see, i don't even update my blog T^T. i blaming facebook. LOL XD. and i've been thinking of deactive my other account on facebook. meaningless to have a lots of account, don't you agree? the more account you have, the more time w=you waste :) hehehe. so, i'm gonna tell Neko about this matter. i'm so sick and tired of facebook and next year, i'm going to go to the battle field =.=; so, i think this is the best preparation if i want to get good grades :)

and today, Phoebe is taking her PMR results, with her mum of course. and i heard that she get 1A and the other  6, i don't know because my mum just told me about the A's. hahaha :) anyway, i want to congratulate her :) CHUKAE! teehee ^^. i guess she won't celebrate this christmas together with all of us because her mum doesn't seem to let her go. and YES, to be honest, i hate her mother a lot. not just because she took Phoebe away from us, but everything that she did to my uncle, isaac and Phoebe. she's the real devil. i never talk to her, well maybe i have when i was a kid. i never tells anyone about this. so, lets just be among us. XD isaac will celebrating with us because he manage to ran away from the devil last few days. how i wish Phoebe have the guts to run like Isaac. but it just impossible to her because she's not the one who rebelled like Isaac do. hehehe :) anyway, i wish to see her again next year. i just miss her too much eventhough we always fight each other. hehehe.. now i really miss that sister fighting moments :D she is second person that can understand me quite well, after sis Jaba. Oh~ i heard that she's going to celebrate new year with us, hope thats true :) 

  ermm.. what else? oh ya, 2 more days then Christmas is here! Wohhoo! feeling excited~. well, i lied. i'm not excited at all. i can feel that this year Christmas seem to be bored. very bored. maybe because Phoebe wasn't around or maybe i'm just doesn't really like christmas. i don't know but deep inside me, telling that this christmas will be bored. hahaha :) call me Grinch, but HEY at least i'm appreciating my families that came from a far DUh! hahaha XD yepp :) the only things that make me excited for christmas this year is my families :) talking about families, i haven't bought Christmas present for any of them GOSH! what i'm suppose to do?! no cards, no presents T^T. make one right now? well, i don't like making things today. hahaha :) oh, or maybe i just need to bring my mum to the nearest store and bought something that they can keep 0.o like people said, the price doesn't matter, as long as we give the gift with all our heart, thats already enough. :) *i don't think the real saying is as long as mine =.=;* anyway, i wish everyone have a merry christmas and happy new year. may 2011 bring all of you Luck, Joy and Happiness :)

I haven't buy school stuff yet =.=;. mum seem to be very busy lately so i guess i just for the right time to buy them :) hehehe. and next year my themes is going to be 'Whatever' LOL XD i want to mix my stuff, cute, cool, freak,normal and etc.. hahaha :) next year is gonna be my last year study in high school de :) still i haven't decide in what field should i continue after SPM. i can't decide because what i really want is way to far from science. hahaha :) last few weeks, i've watch Discovery channel and i saw biologist worked on the animal DNA *something like that* and i find that biologist is quite cool~ hahaha :) then i watch History Channel and saw few archeologist is working on mummies. i change my mind to be biologist to archeologist. hahaha :) so, i'm a little confuse right now XD 

 last thing to tell for today is...ermmm..uh! my addiction :) hahahaha XD you know what i mean. yepp, no other than Kang Hyuk Min. ekeke :) this few years i put my mind straight and i realize that i've been wasting 1 month and 23 Days for hoping that he is mine. hmm..hmm.. yalorh, why must i hoping for something that won't become true no matter what i do?! hahaha :) pathetic. so pathetic. of course i know he won't have a glance on me.DUH. who would? LOL :) don't say uljjang, non-uljjang also won't look at me XD not being humble here, but thats the truth. ekeke :) but i rather be single and not mingle because i'm not good in being reject. hahaha :) and i'm afraid to fall in love. i don't know why but i am scared of being in love. i'm afraid that i will be someone i'm not when i'm coupling with somebody :) hehehe. i guess, i'm gonna crushing on people only and avoiding self from be in relationship until i think i'm ready. and just now, my mum ask me whether i'm going to follow her to the supermarket or not? i said no. like i've told you, i want to stay home and printing HyukMin's photo, take self-photo, online, singing and sleep :)

so, thats all for now :) be seeing you guys on my next post :) enjoy your life while you can :) my dearest HyukMin's will end this very post :) annyeong!

so cute. he cut his hair short. thats make him look double cute because his short hair show most part of his pretty face XD. Kyahh! Santa! Santa! please let him be my boyfriend! LMFAO 

to Kang Hyuk Min :  T^T i'm just joking. *bow* sorry!

P/S : Let Your Smile Cover Your Tears