God is Love.


Hello again. I'm officially in love with Jack Mitchell, the main character of Call of Duty: Advanced Warfare. Look at his precious face, how could you not in love with his face? hahahaha I mean, those two front teeth is just freaking adorable and his blue eyes, my god. hahahahaha XD well, I haven't been playing the game since last time because my bro kinda play it for now so I have to wait for him to return it to me (in which I have to ask for it, of course)
and oh, ya know... Things has been pretty great for me start from Friday night, which I had blast with my uchihas and I kinda talked with my senpai again. Then, on the next day I have my graduation's day and at night I went to attend this special celebration of my church and then yesterday, my family receive new family member and then I kinda have my moment with my precious princess. I'll talk about it more down below hahahaha :) Okay.

First things first. I proudly said that I'm officially graduated. YAY! hahaha I actually never thought that I will graduated with merits. I always thought that I didn't do my best which is I am hahaha but I kinda proud of myself, even though things were pretty tough in the years I've been doing my diploma, all the depression, the self-depreciation moments and endless shit that beating me down to the core, I still made it to graduate with merits and honestly, I won't be able to do it if it not because of my one and only dude, sis Jaba. I'm glad that she's always be there when things get rough for me and stay no matter how much it could hurt her. Ya know, when people get depressed they sometimes drag people down with them and shoo them away. hahahaha but yeah, she's stayed with me though. Without her cheesy line, her advices and her supports, I won't be able to grads with merits or maybe wouldn't able to graduate at all. So, yeah. Mostly, I really thanked her for everything. Even on the night before the graduation day, she gave me advice when I told her that I'm really nervous and a bit uncertain whether I should go or not but she convinced me. So, I'm very grateful for her. Then, secondly... I really thanked my sis Jon and Lalan for make time for me and be there to attend this important ceremony with me when my mom doesn't really wish to go, which is quite disappointing actually because everyone's parent came for them and there's my mom, saying no. Even then, it was Mak Ulit who forced her to come for a picture session. hahaha but yeah, I guess I shouldn't be thinking too much in this because eventhough this isn't that important for her but she has given me supports and feed me and make sure my basic needs are all fulfilled. And as for dad, if he's here, I'm sure he'll be the one who say yes to go hahahaha and I'm thankful for both of them somehow because they have supports my education and gives me all the needs and love even though they rarely show it to me, I know they love me. I mean, who doesn't love me? hahahaha Oh and back to sis Jon and Lalan, I am very grateful for them to be there with me and I really love the flowers they gave me. And as for my classmates, I had fun, like lots of fun that they have helped me a lot in the past two years. They never say no whenever I need a help from them. I know that I'm cold and somewhat look arrogant but they came to understand that it just how I normally look like and they accept me for who I am. I've learnt a lot from them and I've met a bunch of awesome people. I really love these guys hahaha :)
And last but not least, of course. I thanked my bestie, Valerie Stevenson hahahaha because on the night before graduation, she posted something on instagram. Like giving me supports and in which make me almost cry because I thought she forgotten about it but no, she didn't. She's like the bestest friend that I ever make in my entire 20th years of living. I'm forever glad that she choose a crap like me as her bestie. she's definitely one of a kind. hahaha :)
And, not to forget... I want to thank the Lord for giving me this huge blessing. After having a huge downfall, he gave me His powerful blessing and make me realized that I'm actually surrounded by people who loves and accepts me for who I am. I must say that God is real, God is always there and listen to you if you prayed and believe in Him from the bottom of your heart.


The next things is that, I would like to welcome the new baby into the family, Chloe Audrey Ronald. She's really cute~! Look at that face my god! ahahahaha She was born yesterday and I'm very happy to have her in the family. Another princess to deal with honestly and which means, more barbiee *cries* hahaha anyway, her birth was really are a huge blessing for the family and hope that she'll grow with all the loves and in perfect health.

I think I should go now. My brain is tired. I'll continue again later wahahahaha XD

P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears