Hi, I'm back. hahahaha :)
Well yeah. Sadly I just realized something. hahaha :D
Something that freaking pissing me off lately. Well, yeah. It's all about that annoying showoff girl that I've been knowing for the rest of my life =.=' the one I called Chloe *hahaha :D Sis Jaba seriously will get who this is* hahaha :D
Well, let's get serious. I'm writing this because I don't want to hold back my anger because if I hold it for too fucking long, I'm scared that Zombie Apocalypse will happen sooner than expected. hahaha :) So yeah.
Well, short introduction of this bitch is, she is a person that I've been knowing for the rest of my life =.= I don't know why I have to be with this bitch but yeah, I do regretting it =.='
This bitch, she only look for me when she's bored or when she have stuff to showoff about like, new phones, crush, and blah blah blah. Which is really fucking pissing me out. I've been strangling this bitch mentally since 2 years back, the time I realized that I hate her. hahaha :) Oh yeah, no one know for I'm a Hypocrites, that's me.
Actually, I've been trying to hold it off and always told myself that one day, she'll gonna stop. but TET~ fuck it. She don't know how to stop bitching around. Not that I'm envy with all the stuff she had, well fuck you. I can have it if I want it though. Still yeah, if I do have those stuff she have and told her about it, it's would make me as boastful as she is. I'm fucking sick of people like her. I mean, come on... She's not the only person who can afford all the stuff, besides, she's not getting those stuff using her own money, they are her parents. Well duh~ I'm not gonna boasting about something that people gets for me, @.@
If she really got those stuff, using the money she gets, then I can tolerate with her. but yeah, she's just a bitch. Bitch always be bitch.
And last few days, the same thing happen but worst. She tweets me like, "Dude, I'm so bored," and I was like =.=' fuck you bitch. tell someone who cares =.='
Gah, too bad I deleted all the text message if not I can show you how she's bitching with me. =.=;
and you know what else I hate about this bitch, SHOWOFF-BOASTFUL-biatch. God, forgive me. I cursed a lot =.=;
Last time, it was her birthday and we're texting each other and at FIRST, we were talking about present, then she tell me that her crush is wishing her happy birthday and how she likes it and how she wish that she's going to couple with him and how the guy show some hints to her =.=' I know right? well, I don't give a single fuck about it. I just reply her like "Then go tell the guy that you like him and go on a date, or better, go marry each other," =.=; then you know what she's answer me, "Nah, I'm gonna wait for him to make a move on me first,"
I was like, then just wait la, don't fucking tell me =.=' and YEAH, this reminds me of the tweets that she retweets and she even mentioned the tweets to me which saying, "You have a friend that always giving a love advice but don't have a boyfriend," WELL FUCK YOU, bitch. You're the one who begging for love advice from me. I know la I never ever been in a relationship before or I never have a boyfriend for my straight 18 years. and what make me pissed so much is when I tweet back like, "You always asking advice from me anyway," and she reply me like, "LOL, all your advice is so lame, i never use anyone of it,"
Then, why? WHY THE HELL YOU TELL ME ABOUT YOUR CRUSHY STUFF?! if you doubting my advice, then stop telling me everything and fuck off but bitch please, I'm a doctor love. My sisters call me so. I help my sister Moon to get over her ex-boyfriend, I give her advice in love on how to get the boy she likes, and I help her moving on. So fuck you. And you know what, before she break up with her ex-bf, she was like Dude, how to this, how to that, help me with this, give me advice =.=; God. She such a bitch.
And one more event that make me like "dafuq?" is when she tagged me about the addmath differentiation tutorial that she's having in her school. *you can check in my fb if u wanna see it* =.=; I was like 0.o why? why the hell she have to tell me? I know la, last time I was rejected from entering RiamTech and cannot enter A Level like she is. Well duh =.='
Like seriously.... I hate her. Well, some of you might think that I'm making the whole things up, but no... Well, its up to you if you want to believe it or assuming me talking crap. But it's happen and it's true story. Oh well, I don't give a fuck if you don't believe me anyway, God knows how it is. SO just be it!
I'm cool down a bit right now. hahaha :D Wheew~ feeling much better. ekeke :)
I'm sorry for the bad words I've been using for the whole stuff. hahahaha :)
And yeah, I should've been studying right now. tomorrow is exam once more. hahaha :D but relax~ still got time, besides, there's only one chapter tmorow. ekekeke :)
So, wish me luck~
P.S Let Your Smile Cover Your Tears and Anger =.='
I'm here again to update. Suddenly I got the urged to write so yeah :) hahaha :D
I've got so many things to tell but I don't know which one should I go for first, hahaha :)
Well, thinking back... there's not many things happen though. hahahaha :D I'm just exaggerating it by telling you people that I have lots to share ehehei. Welp, that's me. Attention seeker. OH WHAT CAN I SAY? I'm proud of it. hahahaha :)
But yeah, seriously I really like to be at the center of the attention. I'm just being Att-C-Ker with my family members. hahaha :) Especially those who I care the most. Who? Umm.. Such as... My mum, sisters? hahaha :) yeah. and I must tell, I'm a very Jealous person on earth. HAHAHAHAHAHA oh well, it's one of the Capricorn traits. ehehei. Can't help it though. Ah! yesh. I've got my Moral Exam paper yesterday and TAADAA!!! I got 25/30 and I was like WEALLY?!! hahahahaha :D like seriously, I don't even study nicely. I'm more of procrastinating while I'm studying this subjects. hahahaha :D Oh well, thank God for the good results though. hehei :)) For Intensive English, Umm... I can't guarantee I can get good ones la because as far as I'm concerned, I can answer all the question and leave nothing :) Ugh, hopefully will get good result as well :)
And for yesterday, is my ACP and ITC (both computers) and sadly, I have not enough time to finish my ACP exams. Well, not just me lah. I think half of my classmates unable to finish it all. like seriously, she only gives us 1 hours to do TWO write all the hell-I-don't-know-how-long essays and then we have to edit it, and format it and put pictures in it, then have to do tables lah. Uh~ fudging time. hahahaha :D But oh well, what the hell. Let bygones, be bygones. hahaha :D <--- is that correct? hahaha :D
And for ITC, I can answer most of it lah. only one question. But no, I didn't leave it blank. if i leave it blank, that is soo not my style. hahaha :) I just try my best to fill it. But I don't guarantee that I get good result from it though :) Just hoping to get the best :D
and so once again, the day is save~ thanks to the powerpuff girls. ekekeke :D don't ask why I wrote that. hahahaha :D So, yeah. Last Sunday my family gotten another new family member~ let's us all give a loud applause for the cutest baby girl on earth Jasmine Raniafitri :D hehehei. well one of the cutest for we still got Little Belle :) ekekeke :)) Anyway, I already told her mum, sis Jon that no matter what her name is, I'm just going with Nia~ hahahaha :) Yeah~ NIA~ NIA~ ekekeke :))) Awwww.... she just freaking cute though. I just can't wait for my upcoming one week holiday, I just want to be by her side and cradle her like a mother. Oh Gosh~ I freaking want to do it so badly~~~~~ Call me mom! hahaha :)
She born at 3:23p.m on 20th May, exactly on Miri City day. So, I'm gonna call her as Miri baby. hahaha :D Belle is Gawai Baby :))
And speaking of new members, that's making me feel old. I think I'm seriously need to be grow up a bit from now own. No anime, no comi.... Um... let's scratched that. hahaha :D I'll just act childish no matter what. hahaha :D At least, they will act according to their age bah. If everybody going to be mature, they will go mature real fast and not knowing how it feels like to be a child =.= that's definitely the suckiest moment in life =.=;
So, yeah. WUB WUB WUB~ Imma gonna train them how to be a kid~ XD
And speaking of Jaba as well, I just got back from reading her blog and I know that she's broken. Well, she did tell me but not telling me SERIOUSLY. she put that pretty smile on her face, making fun of the matter even though it pretty serious killing her from the inside, GOSH, I wish she just tell me the freaking truth. Welp, maybe she has trust issues with me though. Well, yeah... I broke the trust-chain between us before. Maybe she just don't trust me anymore or maybe she just don't want me to know. But like seriously, when she feel down like that and she didn't tell me anything about it, it's break me apart too like people always say "if you happy, then I'm happy too," so, that's mean that if she's breaking, that I'm breaking too. Ya know, like. Uh~ dunno how to say this. It's just hurtful seeing she sad and here I am, sitting here in the living room, doing nothing. that's make me feel like fucking loser ya know. at least, if she tell me kan, it could make her feel better la. and maybe I can give her some advice or cheering her up or maybe I just could hug her or lend my shoulder for her to cry on ka. at least, when I did it all, I can ease the guilt that still inside me. I can, you know like, repaying back for all the fucking hurtful stuff I've been doing.
Uh, now I'm cussing. hahahaha :D Oh well...
So, Uh... got to go now. I need to go back to school, I got a SCHOLARSHIP!!! wohooo~~ first time of my life, I'm getting a scholarship. HAHAHAHA :D So yeah!
Here's my most favorite picture of Yuri Pleskun.
Oh damn, he's cuteeee <3
Back later night, Maybe :)
P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)