Worst than Before
The thing is, i'm just confuse. I don't know whose side should i be. I'm so blank when this thought came into my mind. So hating it but i'm helpless. I don't really want to explain everything here. So, i think its better if i use something else to describe this matter.
Okay. Like this, Miss A and Mr.B love each other. But Miss A's parent don't agree with their relationship because they don't really like Mr.B. So, Miss A told her cousin which i named cousin C that she can't stay with her parent anymore as she love Mr.B so much. Miss A decided to move with Mr.B. The connection between me and this matter is, i'm Miss A another cousin (cousin D, i think).
And so i wish that the only bad story for today. This second story is more bad. Well bad for me of course. Its all about PMR which i just took this years. The result will come out this 24th December. I am so scare as the day is around the corner. I don't want to see my results. I didn't study well but i believe that i already did my really best for that. I can't even imagine if my results is not good. My parent will be very upset and angry with me. I don't really hope to get straight A's actually. Getting 3 or 4 A's is already enough for me. I really want to cry but my tears won't come out. Its like my tears were stuck on my cornea or something that is connected to eyes. I'm so scared. I don't think i can sleep well this night and the night after.
I really want to make my parent proud of me but this is just to late because i can't go back in time and retake the exams. All i can do for now is hoping to get the best result. I also hope that i can enter the best class next year.
I think thats all for now. I hope tomorrow is better than today because i'm so tired to spend my day with problems. I'm so damn tired.