Without you, UKISS!

Sorry for the showing no the real MV  of the song. I've been searching all over Youtube but i couldn't find it. so, just hear the songlah. hahaha XD

-here the lyrics. feel free to sing a long- ^___^

Listen Girl what I've done to you
that was my mistake girl
I can't live without you yeah please come back

I love you baby
I miss you baby
My life is incomplete
Without you girl

Neoreul tteo-orimyeo sseonaeryeogan yi norae
Ije nege dasi bulleojul soon eobgetjiman
Geudaeui songil-eul neukkyeobonji olae
Oneul ttara geudaega geuriwo

Bamsaewo heullin nae nunmuldo oh baby girl
Haru-e handubeonssik ni saeng-gag-e
Dasi dol-awa jullae
Without you nomu bogo-shipeunde
Without you nal yongseohae jullae
Without you neoman saranghaneunde
Can't live without you

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh dolawa jwo
Oh oh oh oh I want you come back girl
Without you girl

Mae sungan hamkke hadeon niga tteonagal jul mollass-eo
Neo ttaem-e apa nan I want you baby girl
Without you *I'm lost* boo
Niga keuriwo I miss you
Modu da jib-eochiugo dol. a. wa. jwo
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com 

Bamsaewo heullin nae nunmuldo oh baby girl
Haru-e handubeonssik ni saeng-gag-e
Dasi dol-awa jullae
Without you nomu bogo-shipeunde
Without you nal yongseohae jullae
Without you neoman saranghaneunde
Can't live without you

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh dolawa jwo
Without you girl

Oh oh oh oh
Ijeya arasseo niga naui jeonbulangeol
Oh oh oh oh
Neomudo geuriwo dasi naegero dol-awajullae
Without you nomu bogo-shipeunde
Without you nal yongseohae jullae
Without you neoman saranghaneunde
Can't live without you

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh dolawa jwo
Without you gi

A Very Long Boring Day

  

He's too cute to be true, don't you think? ngahahaha =D. well, that my KevinWoo *i wish he;s really mine* hahaha. yeah, thats true, i always wish for that but unfortunately, i'm nothing if compare to the other girl who have a everything and looking perfect. hahahaha.. oh well, whateverla, as long as i keep faith in him, Alexander and UKISS. 

I think, thats enoughlah about UKISS. hahaha. well, today is my second day having a sleepover at cousin's phoebe house. The same ordinary day, nothing extra-ordinary happen today. haha. well, my friend did come today. actually we want to practice for the singing competition that will be held on this 25th of June. but unfortunately, we just hang out from morning till evening without doing anything. ngahahaha~ well, not in mood actually because there just 7 of us. everyone else still enjoying their holiday. ehehe. well, me too but not really enjoying it. right now, me and cousin phoebe online. she's editing some pictures and i'm here. spending time writing my lovely blog. ekeke XDD. oh ya! just now, while i'm searching for SHu-i's photo, i figure that SHU-i is going to have second album ^__^ can't wait to hear their song. ehehee and Inseok is really cute in brunette compare to when he was blonde. hehehe. well, blonde or brunette, he's still the cutest. i think Inseok and Kevin are the cutest KPOP boys that i ever see. ekekeke =D.
   Hmmm... what else ha? yah! today my mum call me, i thought she call to ask whether me and phoebe have eat or not but actually she call just to ask whether the dog have eat or not. hahaha, i laugh really hard that time. ekeke. never thought that i've been completely abandoned by my mum here. ekekekeke XD. haiya, hahaha. Its 1 : 03 a.m already but i'm still fresh. i wonder why. maybe its because i'm already used to sleep late or my insomnia is back again. Wohoo~ Welcome back Insomnia! hahaha i give it a very warm welcome ^_^ *i don't know what am i typing here*

     Once again, i can't take my eyes off Inseok Hwang. KYAHH! he just to cute and my eyes are seem to like him very muchy! aigoo~ hahahahaha =D. honestly, i kinda jealous with him because no matter how he pose to the camera, he always maintain his cuteness. aigoo! really wish can meet him so that i can ask him what is his secret recipe? ngahahaha. haiya, i really envy of the girl who will own him later on because he just to cute. haiyo~ too bad i'm not cute and pretty if not, i think i do have change to have him. LOLSS! well, as an ordinary girl, all i can do is IMAGINE that he is belong to me and HOPING that its can COME TRUE oneday. ekeke. well thats the least i can do, right? hahaha. oh well, i'm just nobody to them anyway and even if i have chance to meet them face to face, they wouldn't notice me there because i'm not type of person who always being notice by anyone. i'm there but only invisible. hahaha. if you get what i mean. ekeke. 
        Right now, i'm listening to HIP SONG by BI RAIN. ahh~ rain rain come here, wet this city with your songs~ hahaha. Rain is getting popular from day to day. i really respect him for that because he never give up and always do his very best on everything. SALUTE TO RAIN! and his body Fuhyooo~~ hahaha, very-very nice and sexayy <3 hehehe.  the time now is 1 : 23 a.m. just 20 minutes past. hmmm... today, the time move kinda slow a bit. I keep staring at the clock and i don't know why. am i waiting for something? neahh~ absolutely not. ngehehehe. OHYA~ before i forget, now i'm kinda addicted to Spell-Jam. its a games, a spelling games. but its fun you know. very challenging. but i only can play the 60 minutes trial. ahahaha, i have to download and start all over again every 60 minutes. T^T but still, its FUN~ <3 love it. Facebook games? for me, facebook is getting boring. so do twitter, formspring and tumblr. the only social network that i think interesting is BLOGGER. hehehe. glad to have you, blogger~ ^__^ 

So, cute girly looking DongHae from Super Junior will end my blog for now. I'll write again soon. hopefully tonight *as its 1 :30 a.m here*. so, good morning, MIRI~ <3

Everythings Goes Wrong. What have I done?

AnnyeongHaseyo! let me start with my favourite idol~ ALEXANDER Lee <3 hahaha. well, he's not my first for sure. LMFAO! just kidding. he don't even know me. hahaha. haiya! well, right now i'm at Cousin Phoebe house. i'm going to stay at her house for the whole week. Its because i think its the best for me and my family to be far away from each other a while. Maybe when i'm back home later, we can chat and laugh again like before ^__^. how i wish that will happen. i don't want my holiday ruins. T^T. Sometimes i think that i'm the one who makes me and family being like this even it OBVIOUSLY is all my big brother's fault! haiya~ i can feel the pressure tonight. but fortunately, i don't have to see my brother's face for the whole week. His face make me sick. I know.. i know.. its wrong. but its true! i hate him now. well, not fully hate him~ still have the love inside here. i think i'm going to forgive him but of course not for the time being. ehehe. because he already make me almost running out of tears. hahaha -nonsense-

   How i wish i have a very good relationship with my brother. i'm envy iof Sandara Park and her brother, SangHyun T^T. they seem to get along very well. i really wish that i'm having a good brother so that he can take care of me and my parent. haiya~ at least he can took care of himself. If fairy was exist and giving me one wish, i'll wish that my brother would stop making my parent depressed and lives his own life by find something more benefits than making something that only wasting time and money.i always wonder, what is he thinking? don't he ever think of his future? what will he do for a living if one day mum and dad go forever later on? how can he survive this life?

  Besides family problems, i also wonder if i ever have a friend. you know what i mean? i do have friends but i'm not sure whether they also think that i'm a friend too. especially the one that i call as my "BFF".. i wonder and keep wonder, do they ever think that i'm on their BFF list or not? or i was never been on that list? haiya~! i hate being teenager sometimes. not sometimes, started from May, i really hate being teenagers. You know why?! because everything seem wrong! nothing that i've done is right~ T^T. i really wish i could cry right now, but my tears won't come out even a drop. haiya!!!! haiya!!! i really wish i have friends like 2Ne1, which always take care of each other and trusting. always there for each other when needed...

You know what? Ukiss is going to come to KL on 19th June for Malaysia's Fanmeeting. I wish i could come but i go. So envy with KL people. T^T. but i wonder, why every celebrity from outside Malaysia only come to KL and not Sarawak? isn't that Sarawak is part of Malaysia? besides, sarawak have bigger land to travel right? hahaha. well, that's my personal opinion. no hurt feeling to KL people~ ngahahaha. Oh ya! i'm on my way of making a story about Chocolates. its a love story for sure. hopefully can finish it before holiday ends. =DD. ahh, i think, this all for now. i'll write again soon-- 

Photo below ends my blog for now. Adios everyone~ Sayonara, bye bye. CHU~~ <3

Introducing The New Members Of My Family XDD

     Welcome To The Family Carissa! <3 wahhhh~ she just soo adorable and too cute to be true! aisyehhmenn. when i saw her kan, i was like " oh my god! she so damn cute!" hahaha XD. proud to be aunt again. ekeke. she's the first daughter of the family among me and my cousins. ekeke. its my first time of getting  a daughter. hahaha XDD.

                                Congratulations to them both, Sera Unnie and Ronz Oppa! 
                                                thanks for giving us the cute new member.
                                                                 
                                                  당신을 사랑합니다!
I'M SO EXCITED! <3

me and baby Gawai~

I'm A Mother Again!

 

Annyeonghaseyo! today is the second day of gawai and my cousins from Labuan already here. Wee~ so glad to have them here ^__^. Okay, as i've been write for the title, i am, again become auntie~! congratulation to the lovely couple, Ronz Oppa and Sera Unnie! wahh~ i feel so excited. they got baby girl! the baby was born yesterday, exactly on GAWAI day. So, my aki said, we should call her baby gawai. hahaha. never thought this would happen. ^___0. wahh~ i was so speechless. ekeke. so happy to have someone new into the family. i wish i can give her a very warm welcome. ^^.

Okay, enough about the baby. hahaha. well, yesterday, me and cousins Phoebe watching Asian Horror Movie from morning till night. my eyes was so tired for looking at the screen 24 hours. hahaha. well, the story was very interesting especially THE DOLL MASTER 

The ghost was really kawaii~ hahaha. yeah. she got a very big eyes and a small lips just like a doll itself.  here the photo of her and the doll. very look a like right? hahaha, i know! she was being force to kill by the doll makers. haiya! i hate the doll maker. hahaha. well, better you watch this movie yourself because i'm not really good in telling story. ekeke. ahh, today i decided to watch the red shoes. another scary movies from.... i think korea if not japanese. i'm not sure either.  

About gaawai celebration? well, its good not so bad. ekekeke. still can having fun and spend times with family. but i didn't go ngabang lah.  hahaha XDD

so, these photo ends my blog for today ^__^ hopefully can write again soon 

ADIOS! and SAYONARA!

~annyeongigaseyo~

Emotional Part of The Year. *the first and the last, i hope*

        Ohayou! hehehe. long time no see~ i miss to write blog. i really want to but i don't know what to write T^T. Actually i want to write last night but my cousin borrowed my laptop as hers is damaged. so, i'm going to write everything that i want to write last night, today ^__^. as you see, i'm having a big problems with my brother. yeah, he did make my parent lost tempered again and i, once again become the victim of the situation. i'm so stressed out last night. i really want to cry but my tears won't come out. maybe because i'm feeling overly stressed. haiya! i wonder what is he thinking? i don't think he using his brain or maybe he don't have brain at all. sometimes, i really wish that he was never born and i rather become the only child of the family. he just acting too much! and now, my mum is sick and i completely blame my brother because he always make my mum lost tempered and mum always cry because of that. i wonder, when will he change? when can i lives my life peacefully? i just don't know what to do anymore. i really wish i can speak  up and give him a piece of my mind but im just to scared to do so. coward me! 


       But then, i'm so thankful to my cousins for making me feeling more better. Especially cousin Ina, phoebe and Juleetz. they really make me forget about those bad things and make me laugh really hard. hehehe. and to my maknae farah, buwbuw and malen, thanks for being there for me and make me happy ^__^ sarange <3 haiz! i'm feeling lucky to have them besides me. 

       

   - THEY LIGHT UP MY DAY AND MAKE ME HAPPY-

          Wah! i surely can't forget jiyong oppa! he's cuteness really make me going crazy. i thought, xander can replace his place but i was wrong. nobody can replace my jiyong~ T^T. oh well, he just like lee hyori right. just like xander. Xander also like lee hyori. who doesn't anyway? hahaha. seeing them both liking lee hyori, i'm now on my way to liking lee hyori too~ i'm in love with her song. Ahh~ well, now i'm feeling better as i can have my jiyong again ^_^.  from now on, i won't let him go no matter what. unless he get married. ehehe. ahh~ actually its all my fault because accusing him for something that he didn't do. hehehe *sound like real girlfriend to him* LMFAO! keyh keyh. enough about jiyong baby. eehehe

           tonight, i'm going to celebrates Gawai dayak with my family. proud to be Ibanese. hehehe. ah~ can't wait. really-really can't wait for tonight. Hopefully, tonight is the BEST GAWAI CELEBRATIONS ever! wohooo~ AMEN. ekeke. to all, ibanese around the world, SELAMAT NGINTU ARI GAWAI DAYAK, GAYU GURU GERAI NYAMAI! 

so, here's the picture of gawai dayak celebration for villagers and of course, its end my blog for now. Adios!'

GoodBye My Love - 8eight

this song is really touching deeply into my heart. i don't know why but its really-really makes me wanna cry. maybe because my namja's is being taken by others.

click here to see the vids, ne? : goodbye my love MV

Translation Goodbye My Love

Hello, have you been okay? Is your face cute like before? A bit of my late regards and our late parting,  I put into writing.  Won't you ask me why i send you a letter? A message from someone's homepage is more common Holding my pen, maybe i won't be able to express my feelings right I feel like i can't do this in another way It was very hard when i loved you Nothing could ever be like i wished I promised myself that I wouldn't bother you again Even if I wait until I die, you won't come Goodbye my love, I'll send you off now The memories and remembrances, i'll forget them all I'll erase and erase and remove any mark of love From my heart They say if bodies separate, hearts separate too That's pointless to me, it's all lies As time goes by, everyday I get more tired Everyday I asked myself if we can't go back I could squeeze out my longing heart and scream out but you won't listen At the end of our memories, after I got conscious of our break up I send you off of my heart, goodbye Goodbye my love, I'll send you off now The memories and remembrances, i'll forget them all I'll erase and erase and remove any mark of love From my heart If time kept passing I thought I would forget you Again and again You keep getting into my heart No, my love, I can't send you off You, you, I should forget you Even if I erase and erase, I think you're the only one for me I'm sorry