~ FINALLY ~

Annyeonghaseyo! long time no see! haiz~ i'm so sorry for not writing anything for almost a month since February is almost the end. I really want to but i'm so busy with my homework. The teachers give us a tons of homework! one day, we've got four and sometimes six subject and every teacher that teaching us that day, will give us one or two homework and then they will give us one night to settle all! URGH~ my head want to explode already. 

    But right now, i'm still enjoying my Chinese New Year's Holiday. i won't call this as a holiday because the teachers also give me two tons of homework. All my classmates were complaining but you know what they said? they said, " you people got one week of rest, you can used that time to finish all this homework" WEI! hello, Mr! Mrs! Mdm! Ms! i'm a hooman. i need a rest! i really want to say that, but i'm not a bad student so, i just said that in my mind. Today is Friday, so thats mean i have two and half more days to finish all my homework. I hope tomorrow i can ignore my laptop and start to do my homework. This all is for my own good actually. ehehe. and i heard that on the 1st of March, we are going to sit for the first exam of the year. i'm not really confident that i'm going to get A or B marks for the exam because my brain is frozen. hahaha ^^. okay..enough about my homework. make me crazy saja. hahaha >_<

             Ermmm.. what i want to talk about ha? ahh! keyh2. last time, i go shopping with my aunt, my cousins and my mum. We go to Boulevard. I bought a few doraemon stuff. and i bought TVXQ's 2010 calendar ^^. i'm so happy haha..my mum said that i'm just wasting money buying those things. but i just ignore her. i'm so baddd. hahaha =D yesterday, i help my brother create his own Facebook because he want to play Farmville. Today, if i wake up early, i want to do my homework! i Must do it today! if not, i'm going to die la.T____T. eh, you know what, i'm secretly loves David Achuleta and Johnny Depp. hahah~ i never tell anyone about this. Everybody think that i'm only a fans of korean boys but they were totally wrong. ekeke =D i only tell you here. haha ^^
      David Achuleta, such a cutie, right? i wonder if he had a girlfriend already. haha ^^ if he don't have one, i won't have the chance to be his. hahah ^^ dreaming lah! Okayla, i think enoughla for now. maybe tonight i'm going to write again la. if i remember. hopefully i remember la. haha. okay-okay. see ya later alligator ^^

LOve StOry.

Okay. today i'm not going to say anything about my day because i just want to share my thought with everyone. The story started with on the second week of school and miss A was going to school like others. She straight away go to her classroom and hi everyone that she met especially her bestfriend, miss B. Miss B and her had been besties since they were young. I mean since they were still child la. In their class, there was a boy whose name is Mr. C. Mr.C is kinda cute type of boy and always being cute. hahaha =D you know as cute as a puppy i think. hahahah =D Oraits! Miss A had a crush on Mr.C at the same time, her besties, Miss B told her that she want to have him and already make the first move. First move like aa, texting or YM  maybe. Miss A do nothing except for keeping her feeling to herself.
                After few weeks, Miss B and Mr.C get along very well and Miss A is very jelous but she can't do anything because she don't want to interupt. She is really hurt but still she smile. She put a smile on her face more than before to cover up her jelousy. She just pretending that she never like Mr.C but deep inside her heart, she love him very much. She tease miss B with Mr.C like its not going to hurt her feeling. She acted like she don't care when Mr.C was talking with Miss B but she have a glance on Mr.C by that time.


So, I just want you people to think. What will happen to Miss A? Will Mr.C know her feeling towards him? IS Miss B is going to hate Miss A when she find out? give me your thought. hahaha =D

~~~I'm On Vacation~~~

 Yuhuu! Its been a while i didn't write my blog here. I think today is my first time of writing my blog on this 2010. Whoa! sound like its been a year but for real, its just a few weeks. Okayla. I have start my school day and everything goes fine. I'm in Elite class and i found that this class is particularly boring as the student inside this class is so dicipline and QUIET. you know i don't like quiet and i barely can consentrate when there is no sound at all. And for now, Add Math is my enemy and Jaba is so true about add math when she said that this subject is a killer subject. Haiz! make me dizzy oo~. but i'll try my very best to understand everything about add math. Kong Ek Cheng asked me to go tution but.. i don't think that i want to attend to extra class this year because i want to relax-relax my brain first then next year, i will go la. ahaha =D
        Okayla. today is raining like cat and dog. Its started to raining on monday if i'm not mistaken. Its been a week the weather is cold and i feel so lazy to go to school as the weather makes me wanna sleep and truly reminds me of my pillow and teddy at home. ahaha =D so malas ahh me this year.
        This year also is my first time of having a lot of homework. I still got a dozen of homework to do. I bought here only 3 out of plenty. ahaha =D Urgh! Oh ya! i forget to tell the real story. ahahah =D Mianhaeyo~ Ok Ok... today me and my family went to bintulu to get aki home. We all go together except for Ina because she afraid that we don't have enough spaces. We go here by car. Two cars. My mum's and apak ulit's car. Tomorrow we going home but before that we going shopping a bit and i want to buy something for my besties, Fiona and of course for myself too. Urmm...Okla. i think thats enough for now. If my internet connection going to work out after this bad weather, i will put some photo of us when we were in Bintulu. Orait then.
          Last but not least, i want to say sorry for not putting any image here. ehehe =D i promise that i'll put some image here in the future. MIANHAEYO!

Only Can Smile.

       Hohohohohoh~AHahahahahahaha~ that all i can do to make myself feeling better. Well, sometimes its work. Yeah, Laugh For Nothing is just the best medicine for me when i feel so broken. Yeah, my best day is gone and there come the worst. I just can't believe it. Why can't I lives my best day for a long period of time? I just having my good time for a couple of days and then POOFF~ everything is disappear just like that! WTF?! Haiz~ I'm so fed up will all this actually but what else i can do? Wait until I can find the solution? If that so, i won't having my best day till i die. You know what, today i feel so sad and honestly, i cry badly. Well, not as bad as before as my mother and father were there because I don't want to show my tears to them all.Yeah, today, i found that my cousin, Isaac Melcore is going to stay at Sabah forever. I do hate him but i feel so empty when i found this bad news. I can't accept it. When my mum told me this, I said nothing because all i can do is keep silence. Isaac... He is really testing my patience and my temper. But still, I love him inside. Sometimes he's cute and sometimes he's crazy. And when he was still a little, he call me Ngengngeng and i like the name. Almost all my cousins call me Ngeng. I thank to him for giving me such a lovely name.

    I wish I can have one more chance to say I'm Sorry to him for being a very bad sister. For all this time, I bully him and sometimes, i hurt him. I never thought about his feeling. When he asked, I never answer him with a good tune. I scold him eventhough i know that wasn't his fault. I feel so guilty. I really hope that I can celebrate New Year with him and i'll use that very moment to say i'm sorry and I'll take as many picture as i can. I also will hug him tightly. I'll give him love and care.



This is all i want for my New Year Wish.


...Bring Back Isaac To Us...

Last 3 Night, Mir(MBLAQ) Kiss Me On Cheek (ROFL!)

Ahaha =D yeah. i couldn't believe it too. Actually it just a dream but i still can't forget it. Yalorh, who doesn't feeling happy if cute guy were kissing on them, right? ahaha =D Well, in my dream, I don't know why all the sudden he come out and wanted to kiss me. So, i cover my face up and he kiss me on cheek. But then, I immediately woke up.
     I'm not even sure whether that dream is a sweet dream or a nightmare. haha :D. What confuse me here is, I'm not really into Mir because i'm a fans of Cheondung A.K.A Thunder. And for sure, that dream surely playing in my mind for this 3 whole day. ahaha =D Well, i feel lucky eventhough it just a silly dream.LOL~ whole my life, i never dreamt of anything like this. ahaha =D

The Best Christmas Ever!

 Merry Christmas everyone! Ahaha~ I really wish that i could see Santa tonight but i don't think he will come as here, the weather is so freaking hot! I know Santa don't like warm. ehehe~ This year is my first year of celebrating christmas alone. It is because my mum is following my uncles and aunts back to our hometown. But, thats cool because i'm free to do anything i want. Well not everything. Ehehe.
    On 24th, i went to school to get my PMR results and i was so suprised that i get straight A's! whoa~ I thought i get straight B's you know. When I found this out, I jumped and i feel like i was flying~ ahaha =D  I thank to cousin Gloria for accompany me to school and I am also thank to Lorene Drive for giving me the biggest luck! ahakz~
     And for real, that was my very first time getting all A's. Whoa~ I can't describe anymore how glad i am! I feel so happy inside as I can make my parents, my brother and sister and my uncles and aunts proud of me.( especially my parent) I really want to cry over it but my tears just won't come out. Maybe because i'm too happy. I feel satisfied. really satisfied as all my hard work has been paid off eventhough i'm not really a good student at school and everytime we got exam, i never get A's. At the same time, I make my parents dream come true!

          Honestly, eventhough this year i celebrate christmas alone, I feel happy because I get the best christmas present ever! But still feel lonely inside because I really wish that my parent is here with me and we can celebrate this day together~





YAY!!!

Hoping To Get Good Grade

Today is a day where i will take my PMR results. Its really getting my nerve and honestly i said, my whole body is shaking. I'm here at home all by myself because my mum just leave with my aunt and uncle back to our hometown. So, she left me with my brother. Well, my brother had to go to work later on so that i consider that by left me here alone just like waiting for a death to come over. ahak~ I wish my mum can stay with me here today you know so that i can feel more better as i have someone to accompany me.

    About companion, i already call cousin Gloria to come over.ehehe. Not that i;m scare to left alone, but because she also being left by her parent and her sister had to go to work. We equal. ahaha =D. and just now i heard a noise in the kitchen and of course i don't want to find out. ehehe.  Back to business. PMR PMR. hopefully i can get a good grades later on. well, i think thats all for now, maybe later i'll tell what i get. ehehe =D see ya if i wanna be ya!