What I Want If I manage To Get Flying Colours For SPM :)

Annyeong and Hello blogger~ Well, it's been quite a while i didn't update right? Yeah, I've been busy twittering lately. LOL and of course I went to visit my Tumblr for a while though, changing its background pictures and so do the music :) Oh, talking about Tumblr, I've followed Kwak MinJun's real tumblr profile. Fuhyooh! haha :) it's the best thing ever happen, LOL XD yalah, it's hard to find real celeb's punya profile bah. he even have his twitter, facebook and youtube account. but you know what, I don't even notice that i've been following all of his account before I knew his Tumblr. Amazing right? hahaha :D well, too bad Kang Hyuk Min and Park Won Cheol doesn't have Tumblr or Twitter account. I want to stalk them bah. hahaha :) just kidding XD. Anyway, as you can see, it is 3.00 a.m in the morning. Oh yea. I've woke up at 1.30 a.m today, to finish my homework. Well, can be considered as studying lah :) but I need to rest a while as my concentration has been diluted after 50 minutes of focusing :) I'll start again after blogging :D. Well, obviously, as I've stated for my post title, I will going to tell what I want from my parent when I get flying colours in my SPM later :) and if I can confide them, maybe i can get it earlier. LOL XD well, who knows~  maybe I could get it for my Christmas present. Oh, I wish!! XD

 

First of all, all I want to have this Olympus XZ-1. I think I've been mentioning this one in my previous post. hehe :) yeah, deadly. I want to have this deadly. hahaha :D Why I want this instead of Canon or Nikon DSLR? because I think Olympus XZ-1 is small in size and quite cute, for me lah. haha :) I love the uniqueness and of course it's limited. LOL XD hard to find it in Miri. I only once saw it at Imperial Mall :) Oh, hopefully no one had bought it. if not, i don't know what to do with my life. chewahh~ over reactive XD I feel like chemical compound. heh (what am I talking about?) Anyway, this is the #First stuff I wanna get :)

Next, I want to have N8. Oho, new Nokia phone model. touch lagi. Well, I want to have this one because I already have my dream lollipop phone. Neh, the LG GD580 :) yepp :) I got the LG last 3 month, if I'm not mistakenlah :) No, No, don't misunderstand. Of course I LOVE my LG and yes it's functioning very well and very healthy :D but still, I want to have N8. teehee :) why? because I want to online through phones bah. hahaha :D I'm so damn lazy to open and close my lappy, you know. ekeke :D and if I can get N8, then I can surf the net only by my fingertips. LOL >.< and if my parent approve, i want to have the blue color one :) Oh, hopefully they will!! XDD

and other than that, I want to have my own iPod. hehe :) well, I know that iPod can as well online bah. but that's different. ekeke :) I just want to have iPod. Well, at least I will have one Apple product in my hands. LOL XD anyway, I've been dreaming of having iPod since the first day I saw it. heee :) can you imagine how cool will I be if i had this iPod thing? hahahaha :D I can watch youtube everywhere I want or in any position I want to be. LOL XD But I don't know much lah about iPod because I haven't go and find more information about it yet. teehee :) but I will, one day!

Next up, I want to have MacBook Air :) Oh, it have the coolest look ever! but obviously it can't beat my lappy :) teehee. but I'm not sure yet lah about this whether to buy it or not because me and lappy has been together for quite a very loooong time :) so, i think I'll reconsidered about this and cancelled on buying it. but before that, I want to test my parent first. if they want to buy it for me without any sign of hesitancy, then, Why Not? I can have two lappy at the same time anyway... hahahaha :DDD

Then, I want to have the new PSP, whether the PSP slim or PSP go. Both look cool lah~ hahaha :) or maybe I'll just bought the old version, the PSP 3000 like my brother used to have. that one also cool. but see first lah. if my parent approved me to buy the newest model, then i'll buy Slim or Go and if not, I'll stick to the old version. hehehe :) I don't care much about whether it new or old, as long as I can play my favorite game portably XDD

hah! this one actually should be the toppest of all stuff i want :DD because I've been carving to play this since last year. OH! it's been two years I didn't play PS2~ I miss to play the sims, the sims bustin' out, the sims two, final escape SOS, rally, grand tourismo, black hawk down...etc..etc.. hahaah :D yeah, i admit, I'm quite a gamers myself. LOL XD I remembered once, on my PMR year, I still playing my brother PS2, i think exactly a week before PMR. LOL XD but, yeah, still got flying colors though! I'm so grateful for that :) *winkwink* anyway, I miss PS2 sooo badly. If my parent ask me to choose between olympus XZ-1 and ps2, hell I'm going to choose PS2 :DD I can get that camera later. LOL XD

Next, I wish to have Supra Shoes. hahaha :D Actually I wanted Wing Adidas but I guess the price is overly high. I can't afford to look at the price. LOL XD i'm not so high class girl, heh? hahaha :) well, i'm medium class of course. hehehe :) anyway, Supra Shoes is very unique and I really love how they look like. and if my parent want to sponsor me, I want to have my own collection of supra shoes. Doesn't have to be so many lah, at least I have 3 of them. that's already a collection you know. hahaha :DD Yeah, i want to have this shoes in my collection list :)

    And yeah, I want a vacation. my aunt and my mum had promise me that next year they will bring me to Korea. haha :) I don't know lah if they really meant it. But if according to the current condition, I don't think so. ekeke :) but if there is no complication, I think I'm going to go there. if I can go there, i'll tell my parent that i want to bring along my sister, Jaba. huahaha :DD because Seoul City is somewhat a place we're dying to be in. ekeke :D maybe not so dying for her lah. but yeah, it's one of our favorite city though. yeah, who knows when we're there, we could met with bi-Rain or others Kpop artist!~ XDD actually, I don't care much about where my parent would take me, as long as I'm in the plane and I visit places that I never been before and of course, I had fun that matter the most :D 




So, that's all for now. I'll update again when i got time or maybe when I can steal time like this one. ekeke :D reporting now it is 3.50a.m XD so, good morning bloggers!  I'll end my post with my newest pictures. Adieu :D

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QuickPost :)

AnnyeongHaseyo and Hello, bloggers! hehei :) I'm just having the urged to write but honestly, I don't know what to write. maybe I'm just wanted to touch my lovey-dovey lappy. hehe :) Oh, i'm craving for it for a week now, or maybe less. hehei. I'M ADDICTED! LOL :) Oh yes, now my new nickname would be PgieCheol. ekeke :) find me on FaceBook and I'm thinking of changing my twitter as well as my tumblr name to that too. ekeke :) well, maybe not now but someday. oho! Just now, I went to sneak into Park WonCheol roleplayer's profile and I saw his pictures. Apa lagi, I go download lah~ hahaha :) Damn, he's gorgeous. I like his eyes :) *even though I know he is wearing contacts*

And Oh, it's 2 weeks left before SPM and I'm dead. haha :) I don't think I can get straight A+ for SPM but oh yeah, I'm targetting all A's for SPM. Doesn't matter lah if it + or -, as long as I can get straight A's, Oh I can't imagine what I'm going to do. So, starting from tomorrow evening (as at noon, sis Ina want me to accompany her to shopping) I'm going to do my very best on finishing all my homework and starting from next week, I'm going to study till the last breath I have. hahaha :) fighting! I can't let my parent down you know, because I'm their only hope and I have no choice but be the best I can. With blessing from God, I know I can get all A's for SPM. This year is my last year of being called as HighSchool girl and after all this end, I'm going to be as free as a bird :D

Well, enough about that because I know I can do it :) What else? Oh, right. Later morning, I want to try to start waking up earlier than ever as my brain is functioning very well early in the morning. So, I've set my alarm at 3.30. so wish me luck on that. hahaha :) Oh, let us talk about plans after SPM. I do have lots and lots of plan you know but I won't tell now because the time is not giving me a chance to do it. I need my beauty sleep. I mean, I need to sleep before the clock strike 12.00. teehee :) maybe I'll tell you my plans next time :) just keep on updating on me :) LOL XD So, I guess this is the end of my latest post :) Wish me luck for my exam yeah? hehehe :)

So, I let my all time favourite ulzzang girl to end my very post :)
Kyahh~♥ Hong Young Gi always the cutest!

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MyLoveBoy ♥I'm in Love♥ (seriously) XD

AnnyeongHaseyo, I'm Pgie imnida~ haha :) Happy Saturday Bloogers and to my mr Bloggy, I love you still. muahaha :D Orait, today is saturday. haha :) Well, obviously. Actually I don't know what to write for my introduction today as I'm feeling so tired. Yep, I've gone for shopping whole day lagi! haha :) as usual of course. I bought myself a sketch book, pens and even a novel entitled CreepOver. hohoh :) i'm a fans of scary story and movies, you know that. teehee =D But I haven't read about it yet. Maybe after SPM kot. Just hoping that I won't forget to read it. Please remind me, kudasigh! haha >.o Talking about SPM, i still have 2 more weeks to covered all 10 subject. Amazing eh? I haven't done a things yet. Just keep on online, online and shopping. Teehee (^.^) Urgh! Demn, I'm so nervous, I'm scared that I would let my parent down you know, but sure, I haven't lost hope yet. because deep down within me, I believe I can do it. Maybe I won't get straight 10A+ but I believe, I can get 10A even without the + haha =D fighting, pgie-chan!! :D

Oh, today actually I decided to buy another comic for myself; adding my collection lah. but unfortunately Popular Book Store didn't update their comic section. So, I ended up with CreepOver. hehe :) Oh, I did bought 3 books last time when I go to E-mart. I bought Shin Chan, shoujo genre and a mysteries. hehe :) I love the shoujo manga. they inspired me to keep on drawing and making my own. teehee =) I've been secretly decided to make one manga after I officially graduated from high school later on. I won't published it lah for sure, it will totally embarrassing, ekekeke :D I can't promise a thing about it because I just thought about it. ekeke =D hopefully I won't change my mind about it >.0 What else to talk about? Huh? where's my love boy? Oh well, I let you guys wondered first. ekeke =D Keep on reading, you'll find him. ekeke :D Orait, today I went to McD and have some Large McChicken because I so freaking starving just now. Urgh, I can barely talk, hahaha XD After that, we going home lah and oh, on our way home, we saw massive incident involving a motorcylist and a car I think. WOW, he's bleeding so badly you know but he's alive as far as I'd saw just now. hopefully he'll be alright, AMEN!



glitter-graphics.com Okay, now I'm going to tell you about a boy who finally manage to caught my heart which had been locked for over a years. LOL XD well, call me crazy YES! I'm crazy about him. I haven't confess to him yet because that would never can happen. He's not from Malaysia, he's came far far away from Malaysia. hahaha :) well, of course he's an Asian and damn, he's gorgeous and the cutest creature that I ever saw (after Kang Hyuk Min) ahaha =D Oh, my hands are shaking, LOL XD I'm so excited. LOL =) so embarrassing, because he's an ulzzang. hahahahahahahha :D YESH! he's a new ulzzang and I think he already got a girl friend lah. (hoping he would never ever read this >.<) So, here he is~ :D

Hahaha :D he is Park WonCheol, age around 20+ and I think he just finish his study. ehehe :) Well, i'm a high class stalker, you know~ Oh, I found some of his pictures taken in Philippines but I don't know what he is doing there. For sure, he done some charity :) yeah, kind-hearted right? Oh well, I know... He's my future husband anyway. ekeke =D No SHARING! ngehehe :) haizh, I wish to know him more and can stalk him every second of my life. LOL XD urgh~ my intuition is telling me that my sis will going to bash me about this. LOL XD but no worry, i'll threat her with Ho Jun Yeon. ekekeke :DDD Oh, damn he's gorgeous. LOL XD and yes, I hope he'll post more of his photo online and please, those who have his pictures, please share and let me download them all. I promise, I'll post it :D hahahahaha XDD

So, i guess that's all I need to say about him for now. hahaha :D i'll share more about him. teehee :D YES, right now, I declare that I'm officially in love with him. ehehe Kang Hyuk Min, I'll give you a few month of rest. LOL XD but no worry, I'll keep eyeing on you no matter what. You're my number one (once) hahahaha :DDD with that I ended this post with :

I LOVE YOU WONCHEOL!!!

내가 사랑해, 박원철!!!

That's all :) adieu =D

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Pieces Of My Heart -Pgie-

I felt like my heart is crumpled like an old piece of paper,

I can't barely felt my heart pounding beautifully as ever,

I suffocated in the life of guiltiness

After I push you away from my life.

I never felt so much misery in my whole life

Until I made that baddest decision of my life

Decision that make us apart

Decision that make our friendship destroy.

I miss all the great memories that we've have

I miss all the crazy ideas that we've shared

I miss everything that we did when we had a blast

The memories drive me crazy all the time but still I ignored

For I choose to listen what my head says instead of listening to what my hearts wants.

I admit I miss you to be part of my life

The time I realize I could lose you for I don't know until when,

I could feel my heart sank and its never beating in sweet rhythms anymore

I had another greatest lost of my heart.

Yes, I do happy when you're wasn't around

but it didn't last long

It never felt the same even after I had a great laugh

I must tell that you only can make my heart joyful.

I wish I could win your forgiveness back

But I truly understand if I couldn't 

Simply said,

I'm shame of myself for pushing you away,

That's make I feel shameful to face you back,

I'm sure that I'm the baddest friend that you ever had

Which that I'm very regret too.

I hope you read this poems and stuff it deep in your heart

For through this,

you could feel the feeling that Istuff throughout this poems,

A feeling that I can't possibly show against my egoistic self.

I conclude this poems with the simple words which I always wanted to say

I'm Sorry.

A Very Long Story :)

AnnyeongHaseyo and Hello to my Mr.Bloggy :) Oh, it's feel like a decade I hadn't wrote my blog. Sorry sorry! I just don't feel like it because I'm too busy with school and stuff. Even I getting involved in family drama. haha :) Oh, yes. I'm in an unofficial drama. hehehe and I hate it with all my life. Life drama isn't as bad as those family drama we often watch on tv. In fact, it is way more bad than that. It's suck! haha :) Well, I've got lots too tell in this very post you know, like about my grades, stressfulness, my stupid brother, my friends, and stuff. Oh, before that, I want to tell that I'm still the same BlackJack -2ne1 fans- haha :) I'm kinda can't get away from 2ne1. hehehe :) just love the girls. 2ne1 rocks my world! and oh, maybe its late to tell but yeah, SimplePlan, my long lost favourite band had come back with their new album. WOOHOO! and pierre bouvier is damn, cuter than before even though now he maybe around 24+ years old. hehe :) cute oldman. ekeke :) well, he's my bias before and will not going to change it unless he's going to back with his emo's look because I don't like him with long hair. just not suit him :) that's only my personal opinion. No hurt-feeling, na? heheh :) SO, let us move to first sad story.

Kay, school is on my top list because this is one of the most saddening story of my life. You know, I just finished my third trial examination, which determine whether I can get good grades on the real exam or not and NO, I can't have a very good and flying color grades because I'm suck! I'm stupid and i'm SO damn dumb! I get all my science and mathematic exams FAIL. all five! can you imagine how suck I am? I know! pathetic, right?! now i'm so damn stress and I admit, I'm really controlling my tongue from slipping out a nasty words in front of my classmates, teachers and even my parents. I just want to cursed, cursed and CURSED! Oh, damn I'm now so mad at myself. Mad, Sick, and damn i'm stupid. hehehei. see, even my fingers kept on typing the word 'damn' Urgh! I'm very upset with my grades. I don't feel that I could get good grades to make my parents proud of me. I'm just going to make them embarrassed. Oh, I'm so stress right now. Only exactly a month left and I don't know what I should do now. I want to study but too many things about Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Additional Math and Math that I didn't knew. Everything written in the text book or in the work book look aliens to me. I just can't understand it. I'm so dumb. I'm stunned right now. I don't know how to study anymore. Everything I do, nothing goes right. And last time, I checked my range in class, I got the last place in class again. Maybe I'm born to be a loser. I don't know. Now, I don't know why am I typing so many I don't know right now. Maybe because I really don't know what to do to improve myself. hmmm... I just keep on praying so that father in heaven could help me reduce the stress deep inside me. Well, enough about this, I feel like i'm almost leaking right now. hehehe. Lets move another sad story of mine.

"If killing wasn't a sins, I've been done that a while ago" that's what mum always said. Yep, she had her reason why she said that and her reason is, of course and obviously my Stupid Big Brother who never be grateful for what our parent had gave him. This whole year, throughout 2011, mum suspecting him to be involved in drug and last few month, he and mum started to quarelling none stop because he kept on asking money, in a very large amount. Mum never miss a day to cry, she kept on cry, cry and Cry. Sometimes, she even let out her anger on me, the one who didn't even involve in anything about it. Sometimes, I pissed when she did that but I just stood there and act numb because I knew that she's depressed for what my brother had become. I know, she just love him as much as she loved me and I know that she's disappointed about him. Which mother doesn't disappointed if their child is involved with something stupid? Well, maybe she didn't know, but whenever she scold me on something silly, its totally stressing me out. Sometimes, I just couldn't hold my tears, that I ran and locked myself inside the bathroom because I don't want her to see me cry. It would even saddened her more, right? He, i mean my brother, brought dozens of strangers entered our house and party like there is no tomorrow when mum wasn't staying at night (as she had to sleepover and my aunt to take care of my sick grandpa) I have to suffered and I can't sleep well every night for I'm scared that they would kick the room and stormed in and.... We never want to know about what happen next. maybe I could lost my life or worst... All I could do right now is pray for help and hoping that justice will be taken. As the conclusion, I hate my brother. I know hate is such a strong words, but yeah. Hell, I'm so right about it. I HATE HIM. if he doesn't getting involve with something that serious, mum would never cry everyday, would never pissed me off, would never stressing me out and my life would me much better. I wish justice will be served around the corner. I couldn't let myself to see mu cry any longer and Hell, my eyes sore for leaking so many times a day. Sorry for my words. hehe :) I'm not usually use that kind of word, you know. but yeah, I do mad right now.

Friends. Well, I love my friends for helping me a lot in my study, especially Angela Vidda. She had beed helping me a lot lately. So do Ek Cheng and my best friend, Prudence. Now, I could understand a bit on mathematic and Add math. Still, I have three more subject to worried about. hmmm... But, I admit that sometimes they annoyed my especially my best friend, Prudence. I don't know how to explained but sometimes she just pissed me off but yeah, as usual I didn't tell her about that. I just ignored her. haha :) but I don't blame her to be so talkative like that because that's her nature. I can't change her. Actually, I never pissed about that before. I guess, maybe my stress level is reaching the baddest top in the level of stressed. I mean, my stressfulness make me pissed about her talkative nature. hehehee. sorry Dence! :) You know, not just her who pissed me, sometimes random people also pissed me. hahaha :D Haiya.. I'm such a bad girl. ehehe. I wish I could just lay on a bed of green grass and enjoying the cool breeze slapping my face viciously, breathing in a very good amount of fresh oxygen and staring at the blue sky for hours without thinking about sad thing. haiz, in dream only lah. haha :) I wish.. *sighed*

And Oh, chapter 16 and 17 is published by sis Jaba yesterday. teehee :) I love it! I don't know other readers, but hell, I love it damn much! hahaha :) I thought she'd been abandoning it you know. I was so worried sick about it. hehei :) Right, that's short. hahaha :) Urm... what else? Oh, I did some personal story also. I make 3 stories but I will do it next year. I just manage to make it half way. Maybe i'll posted it on the net next year. After I manage to survive the real exam. hahaha :D Err.... Yes, I still obsessed with Kang Hyuk Min. ehehe :) He's getting cuter and cuter everytime I stalked the tumblr. hehehe :) I have almost thousands of his pictures and now, wow! he's getting famous every day :) maybe I'll passed him when everyone started to know him later. hehe :) Sometimes, I got this crazy idea when I talk to Him. I told Him that I want to be Hyukmin's girlfriend so badly. LOL XD but it just for fun even though I meant it because I know I'm not cute, hot, have nice body type. I'm just plain and average type of girl who lose her two front tooth in march 2011. hahaha :) I always wonder, is there a guy who like girls with fakes tooth? LOL XD i don't think so *chuckled* Well, if it meant that I live alone, then I'll gladly devoted my life to help those in need :)

What? crush? Oh, no time to make crush on people. Let just say that I'm still stick to one. hahaha :) well, you know who. I can't tell who he is but sure, my closest people of my life knew about him. Yep, still developing a little crush on the same guy. hehehe :) still, he couldn't beat up my HyukMin O.o And today also, I've revealed my second best friend, Valerie's crush. ohoho :) She's in love, Yaw! hahaha :) God, I'm happy for her. but I shall hope that she won't be too drifted away with her whole crush things till her forget about study :) And OH, I've got my LG580 already and last few month, my uncle who worked at Singapore did bought me Canon PowerShot. WOohoo! and last week, I had spending a fabulous time with my sisters and me and Jaba crack few jokes that make us laugh like a banshee! hahaha! XD I guess, that's the very last time I feel so happy because after that best moment, I never felt my heart lighted anymore, its dimmer and dimmer each day. Haiz. hahaha :) Well, what ever. Even though everything turns against me, I still have God by my side :)

SO, i guess that's all I need to say for now. Maybe I'll write again when I have the mood to strike me. hahaha :) SO, ummm.. wish me luck on the coming exam. I'm trembling right now. haha :) Pray that I could do my very best in my SPM and won't let my parent down. Hope justice will be done and Pray that my mum will never need to cry again. Pray for me, so that I can study well and use this one month left wisely and do my best in my exams! NEVER LOSE HOPE ON ME, YAH?! thanks! ADIEU


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I'll Be Fine.

Hello! It's me again. Duh! obviously. it's my blog. hahah :D anyway, it's been ages I didn't update, don't i? Well, its not because i'm busy but i just don't feel like updating my bloggy. Well, it just that my life is pretty rough lately. hahaha :D i'm so confuse and my mind is twisting here and there. I want to tell here but i just don't know where to start. Everything seems to giving me pressure. Schools, Home-works, Homes, or for short, everything surround me is giving me pressure. I'm stressed out to be honest and this make me don't want to go out to see the world and speak to anyone. i just wish i can be alone for a day. I want to have a break without seeing anyone or anything except for my bedroom. I'm tired to play in the game of life. but i don't have other choice but to keep on participating if i want to keep on living.  I'm only losing when I'm dead but so far, i haven't thought of doing that yet. LOL :D i'm not fully hopeless, don't i? I still have the chance to live a good life, don't i? But it seems to be tough if i want it as everything that had happen doesn't seem to be supporting. hehe :)

I keep on entertained myself and being cheerful as i can be but still, its only happen when i'm out from this zone, *the house* yeah, sometimes, i've thought of never going home and spend a night at school. I just don't have the guts to go home. Everything is so wrong. I hate my house. I hate the atmosphere. I wonder, how many people had to lives like me in this world? Sometimes, i feel like i'm the black sheep of the family. No one in my family could understand me, even mum. She just keep on giving me pressure and put her anger to my brother into me. It just doesn't seem fair to me. If she keep on doing that, how can i ever focus on my study? she just keep on making me thinking about the stuff that she hates about my brother. i don't even have time to entertain myself. whenever I having fun, they will start the dramas. Urgh! i can't stand it anymore. I blame my brother for sure. If he didn't make mum angry, mum won't do such things to me and of course, i can do better in school. My mind is messy right now. i don't know what to think about anymore and truthfully, i'm losing hope of getting straight A+ for SPM. I feel hopeless. I don't even study. It's only 2 month left and I didn't do any revision. Oh, God. what kind of life are you giving me? I want to be success but everythings seem to be so wrong and nothing is right in my eyes. I keep on thinking negatively and i hate it so much!

I can't think of anything else right now. I'm so bothered. I wish i had someone who can listen and understand my condition right now but its seem like everyone is leaving me and letting me going through this rough time alone. whenever i need anyone, no one will ever be there. even if there is someone, but they couldn't understand what I am really feeling. they thought they do, but actually they don't. well, maybe they do, but not fully understand. I don't know what else can i do. Should I run from it or should i stay and faced it? But i don't think i'm strong enough to faced everything that had happen because it doesn't seem to ended soon. For me, its getting worsen.  i don't know how bad will it be but i can feel it, this things won't end if my parent don't take action on my brother. the main reason for all this is my brother. if not because of him, i think i can have that happiness right in my arms. I wish i can do something about it. I really need someone that i can trust to talked about this matter. I need therapist. I'm desperately need guidance! I'm afraid that i will ended up with doing something stupid. i don't want it to happen. Oh God, please give me strength!!

I guess that's all i wanted to tell for now. Actually, there's more but i think i'm lacking of blogging skills. hehei :) so, i end up my post with Cheondung's picture .

P.S : let your smile cover up your tears :)