Okay then, let's get this done with this shit.
Well, hello Kellin freaking Quinn. ehe~ I just love the sounds of that. ekeke XD I want that cookies >.< I mean, that's the largest cookie I ever saw in my friggin 19 life. I wonder where I can get one of those. kekeke XD anyway. I'm going to list down all my life goals that I'm going to achieve at any cost. ahahaha I mean, everyone have life goals right? So do I. But so far, I can manage to achieve only a few that I don't really care like, materialism things. kekeke You know what I mean? I mean like uhh... PS2, smartphones, DSLR, cameras. Gosh, I have 3-4 camera you know. ahahaahaha >.< I don't know why my parents so generous to buy me camera every time I ask for it. ahaha xD i feel like asking for Olympus XZ-1 kukukuku well, not now I guess. I'm waiting for my pocket money, kekeke XD Well, I'll think about it tho since my DSLR still okay. Ah~ only one thing I haven't got. PSP~~ Wait. This isn't the real point =.= Oh well, let's get to the first life goals and my most important;
1. Going to JAPAN
Japan is like the most favorite country of mine. I mean, since forever I've been wanting to step my foot there but I never had the chance. I've talk about going there with my parents but they seems to just ignore this. They're like, "Ok, sure.. fine, whatever" =.=' It kind of frustrating ya know. Because I've been wanting, seriously LIKE REALLY REALLY wanting to go there. Well, you know that I'm a big fans of Anime right? So, when I watch Anime and I knew that the place drawn in the Anime is real, I feel like wanting to see it for myself. the schools, the places, OH! especially Enoshima! I want to go and take pictures at where the Tsuritama's character fishing. I would.... GOD! that's the most awesomeness thing will ever happen in my life. AND plus, I want to go to Ikebukuro and take picture at all places that I ever seen in Durarara~ plus, I want to go to SAITAMA and went to mount Fuji~~~ XDDD Oh wow.. I mean, literally wow~ i can't even imagine it if I'm going to get there. ahahahaha XD
And SO.... I am really going to make this trip happen. I mean, I'm 19 and going to be 20 soon. I'm old enough to go for a trip right? But of course, I won't go alone though. ehehe :) I'm of course going with my forever lovely and loveliest sis Jaba. Since we're like having the same dream and stuff. So yeah :)))
*FINGERCROSS* I wish to get there.
2. Attending Concerts.
And yes. I've been dying to attend concerts. Since I was young, I've been dreaming of seeing my favorite bands or artist to perform right before my eyes. It just gosh~ I mean, seriously. I'm very envious with those who can go attending concerts of the singers that their adore so much. I mean, it just the best fucking time ever. So, if I'm going to attend any concerts, I definitely getting myself a gold tickets I mean come on. Once in a life time. ahahaha XD I never set my foot to any concerts before. No matter what concert though, Kpop or non-kpop, I just want to attend the concerts. Well, pshhh.. if the bands aren't my likes, of course I wouldn't attend. kekeke XD I'm seriously going to make this happen as soon as I'm turning 20. ehehe :) I mean, I'm already legal to go somewhere else without my parent provision. But of course, I won't go there myself. ehehe... You know very well who I'm going to bring along. kekeke XD no other than sis Jaba~
She doesn't have to worry about the tickets or our place to stay though because I will volunteerily pay for us as long as she's coming with me and pay the plane tickets for herself. kekeke XD Even I would buy her plane tickets ya know. I'm just freaking dying to attend concerts before I die. Who knows, I might die one day. And since I didn't manage to make my life goals done, I'm going to be a wanderer-ghost. kukukuku JK~ XD
3. Selca-ing with my favorites people.
Like hell, I want to do this. hahahhaha XD I mean, seriously. If I had this opportunity, I will take as many as I can and would print it out as big as I can and even frame it and even hang it on every empty wall I can find. HAHAHAHA seriously, it would be the most fucking awesome moment, taking pictures with our favorite people. I want to mostly selca-ing with Kpop artists, especially Infinite, Super Junior and MBLAQ. As for english bands, I want to take picture with One Directions, kukukuku and SWS and of course Pierce The Veil~ I don't ask much, I would want to take group pictures with this awesome people but if luck is on my side, i would want to selca individually with them. I'd be ajfsjfojesogjoejfkojoejgiojwieojow~~~ ahahahahahaha XD seriously, after that selca moment, I would die of happiness. kekekeke XD
4. Draw my own Manga
I always dream to draw my own manga actually since I was so young age. I mean, you know that my real ambition was to be a Mangaka right? but now, since there is no way I can achieve this childhood dream of mine, so I thought that maybe I could make my own manga and publish it illegally kukukuku I mean, home-publish la~ I would start with love manga, since it is the most easy genre to draw for amateur like me. and yeah, I still hadn't improve a lot in drawing lately but I would want to try though. I mean, seriously. If I can't be the real mangaka, at least I have my own self-made manga, right? I would proudly presented my children in the future. kekekeke XD And yeah, I would let some of my friends to read it up for me and comment on it so I can improvise. ehe :)
This, I think I'm going to do it soon, maybe around this year :) I just need some adjustment in my character figures. Expressions, I can do well now. It just the figures, they still look so stern and cocky. kukukuku XD
5. Become an unofficial Ulzzang
Well, unofficial ulzzang here I mean like uhh... how to say this... I want to be stand out in the net world. kukukuku XD Seriously, I want to know how it feels like having 100+ of people liking your pictures HAHAHAHA this is ridiculous >.< but heyy~ I'm a girl okay? and plus, I want to be confident when other people took my picture. I mean, I never like it when other people took a picture of mine, I feel so small and losing 70% of my confidents. ahahahahaha I only can took pic of myself (selca-ing) I really adore those people who still have confident in them even when other people took it for them. I mean seriously. Oh wow, i think this will be the hardest things for me to achieve. kekeke. I seriously couldn't over come the thought of 'how fat I am' ahahahaha Yeah.... I mean, I'm still traumatic with the harsh comments from the You-Know-Who. I just can't overcome with it. Well, sometimes I do find my body is great ekekekeke but yeah, that negative thought always manage to get me. heeee~ so yeah, I just need to find that confident eh?
Plus, I want to wear pretty clothes like ulzzang did with confident that I look good on them ehehe :) I mean, I really adore their fashions and I want to try on those clothes too~ kukukuku XD So, yeah~ I want to achieve this as well. I think this one is better if I entitled it as "Confident to my body kukukuku"
Shy VIC FUENTES is the most fucking adorable things I ever seen in my life. ahahaha XD seriously, I'm blushing right now. Seeing him all shy like that. God, it just some precious gifs. Thank you Lord for creating such a beautiful creature. kekeke I mean, LOOK AT THAT TEETH~ Oh myyy~~~ XDDD cannot me *fell on the ground dramatically*
*cough*
Anyway, I'm actually going to school in less than an hour. Plus, I haven't shower yet. kekeke XD And yeah, I need to get my ass to the shower and get ready for school. But don't worry, this going to have part two. Oh yeah~ I still have a lot of goals that I haven' achieve yet. ekeke pity me eh? I know~~~ anyway, my alarm has rang and it's time to go shower.
I shall come back here again later. (since I only have one class this morning and be back around 11 something. So yeahh~~~ TTYL)
Talk to you later, my Mr. Bloggy :D
P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears.