Um... I just woke up from my afternoon nap. Yeah, it was short, but I'm glad I have it though. hahaha If I don't I think, I'm going to sleep at 6 later. hahahaha :) Oh well, I just need to recharge myself though. ekeke :)
Anyway, I just read my top reader's blog, Jaba ( Who Else? hahaha ) and here the short respond on what to say when cussing without involving word 'God'
So, I guess we just need to say Oh My Good. hahaha :) I often say this one, especially when I'm around those naive, very religious kind of people, parents, and kids. Sometimes, even you. hahahaha :) But sometimes, when my anger temperature reaching to the max, I kind of using Fuck This Shit and no, I don't used 'Shit' hahahaha :) I just fucking addicted to use 'Fuck' as my cussing words. If I can, I just keep using it in every words. hahhahahahaha :) Which now, making me feeling a bit guilty for cussing too much and then I keep on posting things religiously when I know that I'm such a badass. Oh well, I am. hahaha :) Besides, I don't have other choice then to say the harsh cussing word, eh? It does make me feel even much better. ekekeke :) So, That's what I think. In conclusion, I'd say, you should consider to use Oh My Good. It still can be categorized as O M G though. hahahaha :))) Well, think about it, babe? hahahaha :))
So today, as usual I missed my morning class in my college. hehehe :) Not that I want it, but that because I have no choice though. ekekeke :) My life as a college student is somewhat getting a little bit better as I met few humans and became my acquaintance. I freaking love the computer in business class. Hehehei as the teacher is very nice and even though her jokes aren't really funny sometimes, I just laugh. Pity her, none of the students laughing at her jokes. So, yeah. I laugh with her. hahahahaha :) All the homework she gave us is pretty easy to solve. Well, maybe because it is our first week lah. hahahaha :) Tomorrow, again I'm gonna miss my Intensive English class as it is in the morning and yeah, tomorrow is my first class of Introduction to Business. I can feel that in this very class, I'm gonna dealing with the real business. hahahaha :) Oh yeah, I'm ready with my calculator. hahahahahaha :))) I'm pretty much wondering what will we do in the class tomorrow. I'm hoping for getting a good lecturer though :) Um... then, I kind of like this IBS college thing even though I don't really like counting and I never imagine myself studying business before. hahahaha :) But yeah, I'm up to challenge. If we afraid of taking chances, how can we reach the top later? *Taken from, Greyson Chances songs.* I just have to take every opportunity in front of me and prove everyone that have been underestimating my brain power, that I can lot better than anyone. I know, I've been showing the lazy part of me but I know I'm such a winner inside me. Because I still remember the day when I conquer the first place in class, the day I become president of PBSM, the day I won few contest, the day I won a medal in sport days.... I know I can do so many things and so Fuck off people. I'm better and Better than Better, I Will Be :) Now, I just let them underestimate my power, let them blinded by my pro-slacker mood. hahahahahahahaha :) Like Barbie : A Christmas Carol said; In A Selfish World, There Is A Selfish Success :) Think about it ... I kinda find it interesting. hahahaha :))
( Next topic is only for 18+ ) hahahahahahaha XD
Enough about school. hahaha :) So, as usual. My beautiful shiny day is ruined every single time I stepped into this place call home. That fucking bastard always know how to ruin my days. Gosh, I can't believe it I called my brother that way. Oh well, no regret as he is fucking deserve it. Fuck it, I wish I'm not believe in Heaven and Hell. I just wish I have 9mm and blow off his fucking retarded head. Urgh! I just fucking hate him. I can't even look at him. I forever wish I will never see him again for my entire life. Gosh, I never hate this much before. No one knew how much I hate him, even I don't know how much. hahahaha :D Yesterday, the police should have taken him away but the officer doesn't even know our fucking house. I was like WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU TRYING TO PLAY AT?! Oh my gosh! this is so not funny officer. I never felt that glad when I heard mum told me that they are going to take the fucking bastard away and I even have imagine that my life would be much better and I wouldn't have to see my mum red eyes every morning. I've been imagine paradise. PARADISE! well, who wouldn't? if the burdened that have make my life hell since like 2 years ago will going to be taken away, it isn't just a paradise for me, it's gonna be heaven on earth. My family will be in better state, my parent burdened will be lifted, my dad doesn't need to keep on working. I can go to school with real smile and I don't have to lie to everybody that I'm fine and I'm strong. Can you imagine how good it feel? But damn it. It won't be true. I'm losing my hope. Now, I don't want to think about it. I just go with the flow. Fuck my life.
So, yeah. my mind is full of cussing right now and yeah, I feel a little better. hahahahaha :) I got others things in mind too but I think, let just keep it as secret for now. I don't want to... you know... Yeah, whatever. hahahaha :) I just keep it for now as I still can deal with it mentally. hahahaha :) Now, as I'm already poured some of it out, my mind went blank. hahahha :) After this, I'm gonna hunting for food before sitting down on my comfy chair, which I call as *My Ideas Chair* and maybe I'll write chapter 11 :) hehehei :) Wish me luck yo! and its 4:56p.m nice time eh? hahahaha :) And that's indicating I've been writing for like one hour. WAO! MARVELES. hahahahahaha :) Anyway, just stay positive and don't worry about me. hahahaha ;) I'm feeling great. Just be worry when I started to type about suicide. hahahahahahaha :) Because there are lots of chances though. ekekekekekeke XD Just kidding. I'm too cute to die. hahahaha :)) Besides, like I always said, I'm Immune. hahahaha :) Even inner me, approve it. my heart is bulletproof. hahahahahaha :)))
So, Okay. Good bye :))
May God Be With Ye.
P.S : Don't cussing like me. Its so no good. Cussing is just like a free ticket to Hell. hahahahaha :)
May God Forgive Me For All My Sins :)
So, bye :)
P.S : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)