Sometimes I feel like giving up on people and live all by myself. I mean, I'm so tired of begging for people staying yet they growing to leave me. Even those who stayed, still ain't convince me that they'll stay.
Just for brief moment, I feel like my life is filled with love and there's not a single loneliness I feel and in just a blink, everything around me turns dark and dull. Well, sometimes I think maybe it just me who is being pessimist and all. Maybe because I have put too much trust on a person who eventually betrayed me after, which now making me hard to put trust on others.
But sometimes, it isn't trust that make me think people never stayed besides me.
It just maybe I'm being annoying and all.
I might be too clinging to some people that I might annoyed them
I mean like...
seriously.
I'm actually doesn't like it when I have to be the first one to speak up and break the silence.
If it just for once or twice, it's cool
But if I have to do it every time.
It just making me feel like I'm the only one who wants to talk.
I'm the one who think that there are some friendship going in between.
I just hate to feel this.
This make me feel like,
Its much better if I'm alone.
I don't have to deal with bullshit
or trusting people
or being the first one to start a conversation.
Maybe yeah...
Maybe I'm too annoying that people actually secretly hates me and wish that I'm better off dead or something.
Maybe my existence burdening them and making them wish that I never even been born,
Maybe I should stop being so nice to people.
Being nice is just too much painful
Wanting to be like and stuff
it just fucking painful.
Especially when you aren't sure that if they really appreciates you by doing nice things to them.
I just have this questioning feelings.
I hate everything about it.
Sometimes, I can feel the Idiocity growing inside me.
Anyway, as for Tumblr, I'm sometimes roleplaying with sis Jaba, as Mikado Ryugamine, a main protagonist of Durarara anime. well, he's not exactly my most favourite character in Durarara (it's Izaya ) but since his character traits quite a bit resembles mine, so... yeah.. hahahaha :D that is some reason why I haven't update my blog for like few weeks now.
Okay. Uh... right now, I'm pretty much pissed because my dad is so annoying. I mean seriously annoying. hahahaha I know I shouldn't say this but he's annoyed my to death. God, forgive me for this. I mean like seriously, if his laptop couldn't connected to the internet, just shut up. Don't put blame on others. I mean come on, it's no one fucking fault that his fucking lame laptop cannot connect to the net. Then, he even told me to repair it. Do I look like some fucking IT repair kind of people? Gosh, I just feel like rolled my eyes nonstop ya know. it seriously pissed me off. Hm... whatever. I don't have time for the bullshit now.
Anyway, speaking of Kellin's @ Addy now. hahaha XD I'm currently writing another fics regarding the SEAMUS (well, yeah... as you can see, I'm copycatting sis Jaba work and I do feel bad about it though. I feel like I'm not creative enough to think of my own characters and names and I think even the story line. I feel like writing fanfics ) and this story is about 2 girls is being forced to join summer camp that was held by the SEAMUS. Well, at first they really do hate it but then, okaylah because they finally knew the reason why they were needed to join the camp. Well, we'll going to find soon though. kehkehkeh. I don't even know why they are needed. I think I'll try to find out soon. hehehe oh well, I know that no one else would read it later but I really want to finish this one like really seriously badly. Because I've been craving the feelings of having a finished story in my folder. I mean, seriously. So far, I only get to finish two story, one Vampyres VS Dracula (something like that ) and My Valentine ( if I'm not mistaken) hehehe. and then there's one story which me and sis Jaba collaborate in writing it, called Memory. to be honest with you guys, I don't really remember that I'v contributed any ideas into that story. kehkehkeh. All I remembered is that, I was only accompanied her waking up all night and printed the story out. hahahaha well, that's all I do though (^__^)v
And so.... My Okumura twins has arrived! WUBWUBWUBUWBUWBUWBUWBUWUB dubstepping in delightfulness! kehkehkeh. YEAH! I've been waiting for like 4 months for these two to come ya know but its really worth of waiting though and now they are the most precious collection that I have so far. I mean seriously. How could you not love this two? hahahaha and yeah, their pose can also be change ya know but too much work, so I just let them be as how they arrived for the first time. hehehehe and plus, Yukio's spectacles can be taken off too and when he was without the specs on his face, he's like the most gorgeous and handsome anime guy that ever existed on earth! huehuehue XD
I shall treasured this two figurine forever and ever. Oh, don't forget my chibi Mashiro figurine too :) And speaking of figurine, currently I'm still waiting for my Izaya-san to come. I still have not heard any news about him from the website. Hopefully, I will get him around this year. And I was thinking t buy Shizuo's figurine as well, but that maybe after I get my Iza-chan. hehehehe :3
and then, I was thinking of asking them whether there are any possibility that they can get Mikado or Kida figurine for me. hehehe :D Yeah. I want those two as well :) and I just got back from Google Images search, searching for the two figurine and..... Unfortunately, they didn't have it. Only Shizuo, Iza-chan and Celty-san. Oh right! maybe I shall buy Celty-san together with Shizuo in the future. heeeeeeee..... AMEN!
So, that are pictures of my Blue Exorcist collection so far :) Oh, i feel like buying PSP too ya know because the pages that sells anime merchandise got sells Blue Exorcist PSP Stickers and I want it! hahahaha yeah... plus, I always wanted to own a PSP too. hehehe :3 well, maybe I'll ask it from my parent. I want to play all the otome games using PSP. Hooooyeahhh~ XD
Heeee... Mordecai and Rigby. A new character that become my fancies. Well, I always fancies this two since the first time I watch the Regular Show and they're like Dude.... hahahahahaha seriously. this show is friggin awesome and hilarious. I've learns something too from this two characters. Yeah! Long live Regular Show. kehkehkehkeh XD
Uhh... right. I should be going soon though because I need to settle my HR tutorials, Finance also have tutorials and most importantly, my Basic Entrepreneurship assignments. I haven't finish doing my parts as well as my teammates grammar. Seriously, they have shitty grammar make my head want to explode every time I read their english. hahahaha I didn't say that I have perfect grammar though but come on, use common sense or look at dictionary or listen more to English songs. Improve the english. Gosh. =.=' I feel like, hmmm... I don't know man. oh well, I do this for myself too since our mark is like combined and stuff. I can't afford to lose mark on my assignment okay?
And speaking of assignment, I got pissed off last time too. This is because this one bitch. She was actually copying my assignment because she didn't do hers bah and then, last Monday, the teacher gave back our assignment and I was coming late to class, as usual lah... and ya know what I found out? The teacher found out that one of us are copying from each other and when the teacher ask her who copied whose, she fucking tell the lecturer that we copied from the internet. I'm like what the fuck, man? I mean, fucking seriously? I was like squeezing my brain so hard until I can't even think straight for few hours just to finish the damn assignment and she just easily told the lecturer that WE copied from the internet. Motherfucking bitch. I'm fuck you, bitch. I seriously friggin pissed that time but then, ya know I can't stay mad with anyone for too long (except for le dad, and I don't know why) so I hypocritically said that I don't mind. I let it all be. Hmm.... but for sure, I haven't forgive her completely ya know. I just restraining myself from hate and stuff. because I just hate to hate people. hehehe :3
Just that, I took this as a life lesson like never ever lend anyone my assignment no matter how desperae they look like. I mean, this is really fucked me up. I lost 2 marks on this assignment which I actually can get 12/20 if not because of her. (=.=) oh well, let bygones be bygones :)
And so, our time is out. Well, it passed the time I've been setting actually. kehkehkeh... So, I shall end this post here. So, yeahh...
I end this post with my characters in le story :)
Byebye :)
P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears.
Holiday Is Tiring
Anyway, this week I'm enjoying my CNY holiday and my family and my good neighbor were going for a trip to KK for like 4 days 3 nights. Well, I'm not pretty excited about the trip though since, you know how I'm like. ekeke I was actually planning to make my holiday useful like watching all the short episodes of anime and I was also thinking to watch the unfinished anime. But yeah, my whole plans was crash into pieces. huahuahuahua XD I mean, gosh. I rather staying at home and watch anime the whole day than going for some tiring trip like this. Well, of course I went there by plane (my parents and my good neighbor went by cars) but still, it just too troublesome. I want to watch anime and read manga while lying down on my own bed. Is it too much to ask?! hahahaha but the best thing that happen when I was going for that trip was I bought new bunch of anime merchandise. WEEEWOOO WUUHUUU~~ especially Nyanko-Sensei, some doraemon and Naruto's characters. (P.S I haven't even watch Naruto kuikuikui )\
So, as I was saying, I bought Nyanko-Sensei merchandise. Oh yeahh~~ and and I also have Yuujinchou now~ wubwubwub! Now I'm just waiting to meet nyanko sensei to protect me and the Yuujinchou miahahaha XD and oh, me and sis Jaba did wrote our names inside the book. We're not youkai, I know but we pretty much resembles one. ekekeke XDD we are the youkai of the family. I mean, we're the weirdest members of the Empalah's family ekekeke XD but we're proud of ourselves though *shrugged* can't help it. We're awesome that way :)
besides than Nyanko Sensei and the Yuujinchou, I've bought also some doraemon merchandise and also doraemon car accessories. ngehehehe :D I won't known as Dorapgie for nothing though :) And then, as I was saying, I bought some naruto's character which consists of Naruto himself, Orochimaru, Pein, Konan and Kankuro. Actually I've got Naruto's toad (the giant toad that he always summoned when he goes on his Sennin mode, I can't recall his name ekeke) but I gave it to sis Jaba. hehehei :D and sis Inut said that if I got buy Gaara-san, then she would take it. even without my permission. ekeke :D Well, I'm currently searching for Gaara myself, but it seems like I haven't found any yet =.= oh well, I'll find it in the nearest future. Keep believing! and beside gaara, I was also looking for Hinata and Temari, since I already have Ino and Sakura. And I also aiming for the Hokage's too :)
And then.... Ummm... What else did I bought eh? uhhh.... Oh right, I bought some cute stuff too as usual la. hehehei :D the others no need to mention lah. Not so important and not worthy enough to be mention in here. ekekeke (actually, I'm getting lazy typing ==)
SO, here's some pictures of my new collection :3
Oh right! I almost forgot. Well, sis Jaba bought me a Doraemon glass. OHYEAHH~~ it just awesome~~ I mean, its DORAEMON man~ hahahahaha :D it just a medium sized glass though but it's really cute. I don't feel like using it somehow. I'll just put it there along with my other Doraemon's collections. ekekeke :D Sankyuuu milovess~~ <3 <3
That's the picture of the glass I was talking about. Cute, no? hehehehehei :D and well, I've got some negative stuff to tell though but then, I was thinking that maybe I shouldn't publicize it here. Well, it just something quite personal about sis Jon's family and well, it still hadn't in a very good condition though. Well, it's not my problem for sure so... I won't saying anymore further about it. hehehehei :D Some things, we should keep it shut right? Just that I want to tell that I'm now quite scared of her husband now. I don't think I can even face him like face to face anymore. He's just freaking bad and gosh! I just... I don't know, but he just bad. I admit that I've lost all my respect to him after what he has done to my sister and my loveliest baby nia. i think, I might have a little hates towards him and well, I did mentioned that I'm scared of him right? you know why? because fucker like him can easily drew a knife at you when he got mad and stab you without hesitation. Hmmm... oh well, I shall not get mad about it though. I just prayed that he'll be forgiven for what he did.
Later on, I'm thinking of watching some more anime. I don't know what anime, I'll just figure it out later. And well, my homework is piling there somewhere in my room. ekekeke XD I just remembered that I have FA2 homework, Economics the assignments and finance. Just three but uhhh.... it actually took me like 4 to 5 days to finish them all. ekekeke just hoping that I can finish it before my CNY holiday is over though. Busy~ Busy~ Busy. and yeah, one more thing. I sprained my leg when I was going onboard the plane just now. I'm like, what the fudge?! great timing =.= but now, it's kinda bit okay. Hopefully it will be back to normal tomorrow morning though :D
Oh ya! tomorrow is valentine day yaww~~~~ I'm not celebrating it this year ( well, I didn't every year ) ekekeke :D Happy Valentine Days to everyone that celebrating it tomorrow :) Have fun, don't make baby without marriage. ekekeke :D
Okayla~
Good bye for now :)
P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)
Positivity Is The Greatest Depression Medicine :)
Today I do nothing but online. Well I did do something else thought like uhh... washing car? hehehei well yesh. I washed my car and my dads. Well, I was my dad's car is because I wish to drive it to school tomorrow and of course for next week as well. hohohoho. Anyway, I've not much to say here I think... As I'm pretty much sleepy and I'm feeling quite bored to be honest. I don't know what I should really do to be exact.
And oh, as you can obviously realized, I've change my blog songs and yeah baby~ I'm back to English fudging songs! XDD wee wooooo i mean, I'm pretty much bored listening to anime and kpop song for the whole month time and everywhere is kpop and anime songs, in tumblr, in car, in my phone playlist. they are like EVERYWHERE. I'm kind of sickening of it. ekekeke well, not really. I'm just exaggerating it a bit. I was just have the feeling of listening to English song, that's why. ekekeke and oh, yeah... I've got some inspiration of writing story too but not the one I suppose to work on. It's another something. ekekeke :D Well, maybe I'll try to write the starter later on :) Ah gosh! stupid brain~ why you have to remind me of homework now T^T yeah... I just remembered that I've got Finance homework. Oh fuck it. I'll just copy my classmates' work tomorrow. besides, I don't even get it. hahaha just fuck it. Anyway, uhh.... right. I've got some happy story to share too :)
Andd..... yesterday I went out with my best friends. Well, only plus another member ekeke and yeah, seriously I feel like its best friend Reunion. I mean, me, Fio, Val and Dence is all together again like we used to while we were still in high school. before this, there was only me, Val and Dence but now, yeah.. I'm very grateful about this thought. It's make me think that our friendship is just too freaking strong that nothing can break it. ekekeke :D AMEN! i wish we could grow up together and even when after we all married, we all still can hang out together like this. hehehehe :D
These girls are like a family to me. I mean, out of all people, they choose me to be with instead of so many other cooler girl than me. I mean, come on. I'm a otaku, a retarded person who is like, watching anime 24/7, reading manga everyday and online-ing non-stop. Even I don't looked for them. Even so, I'm really are grateful that they stayed. No matter how bad I behave towards them, no matter how rude I've become, no matter how weird I've been, they never left me and I hope that this would stay forever. And I, too will try my best to keep our friendship alive :)
We talked, talked and talked, then we decided to go to McD for desserts.
There, we ordered Sundaes and McFlurry and we snappy snap pictures and talked some more. I feel like our topic is endless. hahahaha I mean, seriously. Well, not actually me who's talking but Valerie and Fiona. these two, they never out of topic. hahahaha But I'm glad though :)
And then, next Tuesday, we all going to eat again at Korean Restaurant but this time together with fiona. hehehe :) I was thinking to bring my DSLR and took lots and lots of picture together. ehehehe:D and then, Val said she wanted to go to Beach Republic as well. Maybe we all going to stroll along the beach. Maybe la. hahahaha and then, on 4th February, Val went back to Kuching :( But then I know, around March, she's going back to Miri again as she finished her A Level, same goes to Prudence. Then only me and Fiona who stayed at school T^T nevermind, I'm almost finish my diploma too ekeke :DD
Well, blame my uncreative brain about it. ekekeke :DD
So actually, I'm running out of ideas because of the distraction from my friend, Tracy. She texts me just now and told me that her boyfriend doesn't believe her when she tell him that we have lots of homework. What kind of boyfriend doesn't believe his girlfriend? hmmm... well, since I'm her boyfriend's acquaintance ( I know his boyfriend when I was in Elementary school as well as high school but not close lah.. only I smile, you smile phase.... so yeah) she asked me to help her to explain everything to her boyfriend if he happen to text me and ask about it.(she gave my phone number to him ) and oh well, of course I'll tell him everything though. I mean, it's not like she's lying about those piling homework. and besides, why wouldn't I help her, she's a friend right? and why would I lie to her boyfriend about it? it's not giving me any benefits if I lied though. Unless if I lie, I can get one million, then of course I'll lie. So, yeah. besides, I'm always a middle person in everyone's relationship. hahaha I'm a love doctor though. I mean, don't believe me? ask my sisters and my dudes. They ask for relationship advice from me. hahahaha funny right? I mean, I never been in any relationship before. ekekeke XD oh well, good advice. that's matter :D
Okay, I shall leave now. Byebyebye
P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)
Flower Blossom in the Mid of Winter (Part II)
And I've just noticed that my post title is sounded like Anime chapter title. hahahaha to much watching anime I bet. ekekeke anyway, speaking of anime. I'm on my way finishing Durarara!! with sis Jaba. ohyeahh~ ehehehe :) I mean, I've been like waiting for almost a year and a half to watch it but I don't know why I don't have the guts to watch it by myself. Well, seriously. Before me and sis Jaba decided to watch Durarara!! I've been thinking to watch it ya know but I always end up watching another anime. maybe because Durarara is to damn awesome for me to watch alone. huahuahuahua XDD And speaking of anime as well, I've been thinking to watch beelzebub too. I'm currently reading the Manga version and hell it was damn cool. The story plot never fail to make me laugh and plus the baby is so cute *Furuichi is cute too huahuahuahua* and yeah, maybe if I got go somewhere to shopping mall, I'll get the CD and watch it with awesomeness. hehehei :)
and last few night ago, I stumble with this one awesome japanese drama that was made based on awesome manga and anime, Great Teacher Onizuka (GTO) but this one is remake 2012. Well, I've decided to watch this drama because I was actually reading the Manga and out of curiousity, I went and check for the anime but instead, I end up with the drama. huahuahuahXD but still, this is the most awesome drama I've watched so far and Onizuka-sensei is hell so macho, handsome but he's a pervert huahuahua XDD nevermind that, he's the coolest teacher I ever see before my eyes. I wish I had that kind of teacher before. And plus, what make me love this drama more is that Haruhin (Haruna Kawaguchi) and Tamaki-senpai (Yamamoto Yusuke) is also in this movie. Haruhi is the bad character in this story she played Aizawa Miyabi but she look so cool and mean hehehei :D love her in this drama so much and as for tamaki, he's onizuka's best friend, he also a pervert like onizuka but a very loyal to their friendships. and yeah, I've also have the likes on this character named Noboru because the one who is playing this character is very cuteeeee~~ XDD I fell in love for the first time I lay my eyes on him. huahuahuahua and when I look for his profile, he was born on 1998 and I'm like what the fuck? ahahahaha because I thought he was like 1992-94 like that. and then, there also I found out that Haruhi is born on the year of 1995. I though she was already 20+ something ya know. O.O whoaa.... hahahaha XDD
Well, this drama is mainly about friendship and yeah as you can expected, I cried when watching this drama. huahuahuahua should try watching it yourself then you'll know what I feel~~ XDD
and since yesterday, I've been busy re-arranging my stuff since my parent had change my cupboard in my room. well, I have nothing to against this somehow since the cupboard I get is pretty much bigger than my old ones. It seems like can store every manga I have ekekeke :D and yeah. I still have more empty spaces you know. And then, this cupboard is not just big but also have a cool design and since it can contain all my stuff, it make my room look even bigger than usual as well as... uhhh whats it call... not-messy? hahaha ya know what I'm saying. ekekeke anyhow, I'm grateful to get this new bookcase. hahaha I've just realize that I've been typing cupboard instead of bookcase. huahuahuahuahua let it be. ekeke XDD
And speaking of manga, I've decided to collect GTO manga because last time, I got see bunch of them sell at PBB but I'm not so sure if they still sell it there. But I hope there will be it. Well, not going to put too much hope on it though because if I did so, I'll end up hurting myself. yersehhmen. ekekeke :DD
And ohh... my Natsumen Yuujinchou merchandise just arrive today~ I'm like WHOAAA AWESOMENESS~ hahahaha :D its like dream come true ya know. ekekeke :D But the price is too damn high and I can't even buy so many stuff. So I decided to just buy the t-shirt and the calendar. Yesh, calendar. now I have more than 2 calender in my room. ekekeke =.=' actually, I bought the calendar because of Nyanko sensei picture so cute and adorable~~ XDD I can't help it but to order. and then kannn... the most frustrating part is that, after I made my payment and stuff, the dealer posted a picture of BLUE EXORCIST CALENDAR and I'm like MOTHERFUCKAA~~ WHYYYYY~~~~~ ahahahahaha XDDD well, I'm exaggerating a little in here hehehe actually I'm like Whaaaaa.... WHAAAAAAAA....WHAAAAATTTT... hahahahahahaha I feel like my world crash into thousands of pieces. hahahaha If I know, I would make my order later T^T but oh well, I got nyanko-sensei and thats matter the most nao :)
Right now, I'm thinking to do my homework because I got tons of them right now but then my eyes feel so sleepy so, I guess I'll just do them tomorrow. ekeekeke Yeahh, ya know. This few days, my eyes couldn't stay too late like I used too. Well, maybe I've been using so many energy during the day. pffttt... to be honest, all I do is watching anime, online-ing, lying down and reading manga. hahahahahaha I have a very interesting life no? .. oh wait... my routine reminds me of Yuki Asaba. hahahahaha =.= maybe I should crushing on Yuki instead of Yuuta. hahahaha but hell no.
Yuuta will always be the one for me. hahahaha XDD hmmmm..... in this state, I don't think I'll get into a real relationship soon. hahahaha XDD I mean, gosh. I'm taken OKAY? hahahaha besides, I'm afraid to be in love for sure. I don't know why but I just don't have the guts to be in love. for me, falling in love is the most dangerous and risky and also the most frightening things ever. Well, for some reason yeah it is beautiful. But then, thinking back. Maybe I just have so many things to love that I don't even have the thought of being in a relationship ekekekekeke i can't imagine it if I really have a boyfriend. hahahahahahaha who wants to be in a relationship with otaku like me? I'm not normal though and that what I like about myself :)
and yeah, actually I should be writing my story as well but nahh.... I don't feel like it. Not that I don't want to write but it just... I have no confident in writing it anymore. My story plot is twisting like even twister than anything that twisting. hahahaha I can't even arrange a good story plot for it and my story plot is lame. I mean, it just so freaking easy for readers to know the ending == hahahahaha and besides, it will be so bored and lame and lame. hahahahaha
And plus, my grammar is not good enough. I mean, my grammar is still in middle-school standard or maybe even lower than that. wuwuwuwuwuwu I can't help it but to look down at myself because of this sad truth. I can't even write a good story. I only can imagine the things I want to write but then, when it come to the moment I'm writing it, it will be like nonsense. hahaahahaha yeah, don't question. I'm not understanding what I'm typing either. ekekeke XDD
Oh well, maybe I need more time to regain myself to write. ekekeke == I love to write stories ya know but yeah, you know. this is my main problems. I always kinda envious with sis Jaba for she never failed to amuse me when it come to write story. Every time I read her story, it's not just the story plot the excites me, but how she describe the character, it just goshh....freaking awesomeness XD plus, I've noticed that her grammar and vocabulary is even better than before, the way she wrote also pretty advance nowadays. I feel like reading the karya of real writers. hahaha :D but seriously. I salute her. She is my idol. ekekeke seriously, she's my role-model since then and forever. ekeke no matter how people say bad things about her, I'm not gonna change this thought because I know, behind those lazy-bastard mask, there lays a great person within :) *ignore the grammar, I've got it written in my own dictionary muahahaha*
Then, I came to this conclusion where I think maybe it is much better for me to just stay still and read than writing my own story. ekekeke I mean like, maybe i'm just born to read and not to write. I never even able to write something good anyway. It always end up suck, make you feel like doing suicide and face-palming all the time. ekeke and yeah, I can't even make people understand my story concept, so what the use. ekekeke :D
Ahhh, whatever. Maybe I'm just gifted to write blog hahahaha XD
full of crappiness/ haahaha XDD
I'm making no sense now.
So I better stop typing and go to bed because I've got homework to deal with tomorrow :)
Adieu and Sayonara
Maybe I'll read some manga before going to bed later.
ekekeke :)
so here are some awesome cosplay of Yuki and Yuta Asaba and also Celty :) Enjoy :D
P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)
Flower Blossom in the mid of Winter (Part I )
Anyway, I've been very lazy to update my blogs this few days and even coming to school, I'm getting later than usual. huehuehue. I don't know, I just don't find my school is amusing but still, I can't hate that school since I still have about a year left. hehehei :) So, gambatteh Pgie-dono. wasehhmen~ or or Pgieshitsuji. ekekeke XD
Oh speaking of Japanese words, nowadays I'm very much confuse with my languages. hahahaha I'm often mixing my english with japanese. huahuahua that sometimes I have to restrain myself from saying words like, "Dakara... Shikashi...Eto... Demo..." when I try to explain stuff to my teammates hahahahaha == and one thing I'm pretty much aware about my brain nowadays is that, it kinda love to translate english words into japanese. like when I was reading GTO manga and like Onizuka-sensei shouted "Shut Up!" and my brain like automatically will say it, "YURUSAI!" hahahaha gosh~ == and and for sorry part, it would say like, "Onizuka, Gomenasai" huahuahuahua goshh... I don't know what kind of problem am I having right now. Some Language confusion, maybe? hahahaha XD but anyhow, I think this is a great thing though. I mean, It would be very helpful if one day, I might really going to Japan with sis Jaba and this auto-translation brain thing would be a big help ekeke XD And yeah, watching anime is seriously my Japanese language teacher. Okeii~
So, last few days ago, I was playing with my hair like trying to curl it. ekeke and well... it didn't turn out well but still, I really want to see whether I look good or not if my hair is curled. hehehei :) Well, maybe one day I'll go and try to curl it in le saloon or something. ekekeke and uhh.... OH RIGHT!! my exam result is out already anddddddd I got straight B! hahahahaha seriously, I'm surprise too ya know especially for my FA and Statistic. I mean seriously, I didn't even study and plus, for statistic, I even send my assignment really really late. hahahaha but yeah, I'm very grateful for getting those excellent result somehow. Oh... hmmm... maybe this is a sign telling that I'm actually a genius bastard. hahahaha I mean, seriously. I don't even study. hahahaha XDD Gosh~~ Yokatta~ XD I think if I'm serious with study, I can get all A's hahahaha well, I feel like trying to be serious this semester. I mean, yeah.. I wonder what it's like to get all A's. I miss the moment though. Last I get straight A's is like uhhh 4 years ago... whoaaa~~~ I feel like yesterday. hahahaha XD what Am I saying?!! ohhh wait.. I have to go to school now~ I'll continue later :D
Byebye For now :D
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