Hard To Tell When Its Come To Reality :)

It just another lame day which i have no choice but to face everyday with the same old routine. Haiz! well, nothing could make me down if it not about my stupid brother though. failing in exam is okay for me because if i can fight my laziness, i surely can pass all the paper. just that i don't feel like passing anything because of .. you know, lots of things is loading both of my shoulder. hehei.. even sometimes, i had to show my fake laugh to others, i mean my friends. ehehe. they doesn't need to know anything. this just between me, you and bloggy though, and if you are one of my friend, then don't tell others about it. i just hope that it could be secrets between us :) i would appreciate it if you guys didn't tell anyone, even to the person who is the closest to you :) well, you see.. eventhough my brother isn't really show what's up with him, i can tell it from the bottom of my heart that he is involved in something terrible. i mean, something that is very wrong. you know what i mean.. if you always up-to-date with my post, you know what i mean because i've been mention about this once. i just don't have guts to say about it publically for many times. it just too embarrasing. who doesn't feeling embarassing if one of their family member is involving with some shitty things?! mind my language but that is the best word that is suitable to describe that fuckish things. Gah! if, just if i had the power to stop everything, i mean, him from getting involve with it. anyway. i guess that enough about him. make me won't stop typing. in conclusion for his case, i think, if he want to get involve with anything fuckish like that, he shouldn't ever hurt mum feeling. you know, i'm so damn angry if i accidentally saw mum burst to tears. i just wish killing is legal in my country. hahaha :D 

anyway, school has started last week. just that i don't feel like updating :) sorry. school is quite fun, but when it is come into homeworks and study time, urgh~ feel like want to jump off the third floor. LOL XD Just kidding, actually i found that studying is much fun than sitting down at home and do nothing but played dumb. hahaha :) homeworks, don't say. still tons of it. actually i was planned to do it during this weekend but in the end, i ended up with blogging. ngahahaha :) mum didn't look care so far but i know, deep down in her heart, she is scolding me. ehehe :) she can't scold me here, i mean, i'm at my aunt house right now. muahaha :) yea, my aunt is lonely as both of her daughter is out of town, following their husband of course, and my uncle is also outstation. so, there she was all alone with my sick grandpa and of course annoying niece, oh, ME! ngahahaha :) oh yea, this 2 days, i've been stalking my HyukMin. ekeke :D and i found this kind of picture of him ------------------>>>> he look cuter than before, don't you think? i heard that he made few surgery on his face. yeah, nothing is to good too be true, right? no one perfect. hehei :) well, its all up to him whether to do surgery or not, i'm just being his stalker though. ngahahaha :DD I'M STALKER WITH PRIDE. but still, my love for him will never change. ekekekeke XDD shameless. i wonder, where and when can i met someone look like him and become their special ones? hmm.. hahaha. if in my imaginary world, i've been seeing lots of people who look like him. LOL but when i went back to reality, all those cute looking boys are currently with their loves one or maybe liking someone, which is so not me. hahahah :)D i don't care about that lovey-dovey stuff actually, i just want to meet the person who look like hyuk min. he doesn't have to be mine, just friend is already enough for me. hahaha :D oh please, God, grant my wish! XD

talking about school, i was enlisted to attended intensive class for addmath. guess what? i feel so relieved! hahaha :D DUh! who doesn't? it always be my dream to get pass my addmath's paper! hahaha :) simple dream, but it lead me to the brightiest future ever! oh, talking about future, today.. when i was busy online-ing, i suddenly thought about the field that i'm going to take after SPM. so, i was thinking like this way, if i manage to get straight A's for my SPM, i will go enroll civil engineering but if i only get A's for my primary subject, then i'll go enroll for art and design. easy right? this whole years, i've been confusing with this two things but praise to the Lord Our God, with his grace, i manage to make up my mind. ehehe :) i don't have to worry about it anymore. so, i what i have to worry more for now is that How Am I Going To Get Straight A+ for my SPM? hmm...hmmm.. well, i've been thinking of few ways actually and of course, without determination, i won't able to make it. so first step, i want to finish all my undone homeworks. second, i want to do revisions. third, i want to lessen my online time, what i really mean is that i want to make an effective time management for myself. and fourth is i want to attend all the extra classes. hahaha :) yeah, i admit, i sometimes skip my extra class. ekeke :D due to extremely laziness of course. so, if i manage to do all the four steps, whoa. i think i can even beat those who is in the 20th places in class. ekeke :D Just kidding. 

Oh, its 7.39 p.m and i haven't ironing my school uniform and i want to prepare my school stuff today. if i did it in the morning, i won't have time to watch PowerPuff Girls. T^T. hahaha :) PPG means a lot to me because it help to enlighten my days. ekeke :) and i think tomorrow i'm going to go home late because of the intensive class, but i don't mind though. just for this year. next year, i will resting in peace. LMFAO XD yeah, next year i want to relaxing first, maybe for 5 or 6 month, then after that i'm going to find university to further my study. want to enjoy life first lah :DD maybe i will further my study to Australia, if mum let me to. i want explore other countries on my own and want to feel how is it like to live all alone. LOL XD and i also have thought that on my resting month, i want to learn foreign language and went travelling to South Korea or maybe Japan! whoa, i can't wait for the time to come. WeeHoo~ love it. eh, time's up. later i will going to continue with another topic. if i had the chance to do it. hehehe :) hopefully i still can keep this lappy on my own. it is feeling much better if i kept it for my own. oh yea, talking about laptop, guess what?! i am going to receive Laptop 1 Malaysia this 25th of June! LOL XD i just can't believe that i can receive it. it is truly the great power of grace from dear Lord, Father in heaven. i'm feeling so lucky. thanks for the luck that you have given me, oh lord. I love You!! XDDD can't wait to receive it! Kyahh!!

so, that's all for now, i will continue in my next post about "My Life As An Otaku" ehehehe :) yes, i admit. i am an otaku and i'm proud of what i am and what i am being. because i just being myself here :)

so, i guess that is all for now. be seeing you guys in my next post. Adieu :D

P.S : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears >.0

Just Another Day To Tell :)

Hello again! hahaha :) today is another day where i had the chance to online and blogging of course. You see, its all because of kind-hearted of sis Jon. ekeke :) she on of the person in the family who let me online, besides Phoebe. anyway, i am very grateful to be able to online right now and yeah, i do realize that i'm using such a polite language eh? hahaha :) funny. anyhow, today is Sunday already :) its mean i only have a week before the school start and guess what? i didn't touch any of my homework and YES, definitely i'm going to be dead meat next-next week. GAH! i have homeworks. but when come to think that this is my final year, i guess, what the hell? hahaha. its only burden me for this year kan? and after that, SHEWWWHSS.. i'm free :D urmm.. yeah, later at 10 a.m i'm going to follow sis Jon somewhere. not alone, with Phoebe of course. ehehe :) and after that i heard that we're going to continue watching movie and later its going to be Pirate Of The Carribean yaw! the movie that i've been long for :) i can't wait. hopefully, nothing will come in and disturbed our plan :) oh, talking about plan, i've been planning on buying Isaac a book as this monday is his birthday. and i know, his birthdate is creepy eh? hahaha 0.o but whatever, it just a date anyway. not like he want to be born on that kind of date. ^^ just believe that he will be blessed by our God, Almighty Father in Heaven :) i admit, Isaac sometimes annoyed me and make me dislike him very much but he was destined to be part of my family, so no matter how annoying he is, i have to learn to accept and liking him, right? hehehe :)

And last night, i've been busy watching an anime call Special A which that reminds me of myself as the anime is all about the top student in the school. the different between me and them is that i'm just an ordinary dorky who was entering the best class in school which i don't deserve to be at all :) you know what i mean. hehehe ;) okay, the Special A student is only 7 of them, i mean, only top 7 student among the thousands of student is chosen to be in the Special A class. and yea, the story is quite interesting. im not good in telling stories so i guess, you guys better watch it for yourself, its much easier as you can judge it for yourself :) hehehe :) and oh yeah, as usual.. I do like one of the Special A's student and his name is Kei Takashima. ------> that is his picture, isn't that he's cute? kYAH! again, I'm In Love! hahahaha :) he is the hero of the story and at first he's not my choice la because of his freakish behaviour. LOL XD he's quite rude at first but actually he isn't that bad. ekeke :) he just fooling with the heroin. but it surely fun seeing him fooling with her. Oh, how i wish i have someone cute like him fooling with me. ekeke :D but of course, that never will be true. i just can imagine it or write it as one of my story collection. hahahaha :D oh yea, talking about story, i just finish the sketch of LastLove's characters. i've been drawing it since last friday and at last i manage to finish it! Weehoo !! the drawing is looking good but there still some part that i need to upgrade a bit, especially the eyes and the hands. urgh! i'm so freaking tension when drawing this two part. the other, okay-okay lah i think. ehehe :) just need a little bit more practicing and i'm going to draw like a pro. but that's mean, ONE DAY. not now. i need my mind to focus only on two things right now, One, SPM, Two, Study. OH YEAH! eventhough mum and dad won't allow me to a cartoonist, i will try my best to draw as good as my favourite cartoonist! XD

Oh ya~ i've been watching movie all day. started from 2 p.m and finish around 6p.m as we were watching two movie in a row. can you imagine that? hahaha :) i know! i'm so excited and of course, having fun. we've been watching Fast and Furious 5 and Kung Fu Panda 2 :) fast and furious 5 is quite interesting you know, if you haven't watch, you have to go and watch it now :) Vin Diesel, Walawehh! so smexy his body. hahaha :) and even The Rock also one of the cast in the movie. I was like "WHA!!" for sure, i already know that the rock is in the movie. ekeke :) and Kung Fu Panda, Gah! so funny. even funnier than the last kungfu panda. and yea, i think there will be kungfu panda 3 because the ending is showing that there will be one :) ekeke :) oh, its getting late now. i guess i better offline as tomorrow is going to be another busy day for me. busy.. busy... busy... :) hahaha :) hope i can online again and update about my day :) so, adieu ;D

so, to end this post... i would like to show the movie that i've been watching :) hehehe. you guys should watch this movie too :)

P.S : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)

Yeah! Holiday Are Great!

Aloha~ hahaha :) i'm back again. well, just for a while because i'm online using my bro-in-law's lappy :) i miss my lappy so very muchy T^T everytime I think of lappy, i feel like i wanna cry. i wish i never online over time before T^T. i wish i could turn back time and save my lappy from my mum. HWAA~! aish.. too dramatic. ekeke. anyway, for short, i miss my lappy. now i'm staring at it :( but i can't touch it as mum only let my sis to use it. i just can have a glance on it. even it just mean to see it from far, is already enough for me though. as long as it still in a very good condition. hahaha :) sound like people in love. ekeke :) anyhow, i'm still grateful for i still can online on this holiday. hahaha. if not, i might be losing my mind now. haha :DD

and talking about holiday, i'm quite having a very blast time with my sisters~ ekeke. i mean with sis Jon and Phoebe of course. sis Ina isn't here with us as her hubby is having a very long holiday (one week is quite long for me) haha :) but last Gawai night, she did came over to celebrate gawai with us andyeah, i receive bag of chocolate from her. teehee <3 love her so much. can't wait to see her next week ;) sis Inut and sis Jaba went back to our hometown to settle some stuff over there and of course they going back together with parent la. hahaha :) actually i want to follow them, but mum said, no because this year is my war. T^T. its okaylah, because i have plenty of time next year. Urghh! i can't wait! hahaha :) back to the main topic. Today i had a lot of fun with those two, i mean three as my little nemesis is with us. our original plan was going to eat at  McD but i don't know why all the sudden, McD full of people. GAH! i'm so pissed that time because i'm so hungry that time and i don't even finish my tea for breakfast. but i didn't show lah how pissed i am. hahaha :) but in the end, we went to eat at KFC. so, sis Jon said " we can never resist KFC" hahaha :) i guess she's right. no matter where we go ea kan, after few days, KFC always be our choice. i don't know what so special about that KFC place. maybe they put some spell on the chicken.. Oh My God! hahaha :) but i admit, i do love the chicken skin. haha :) ermm.. after eating, we went to E-Mart. buy clothes at ELH. ehei. i bought one for myself, and one for Phoebe. ehehei. sis Jon can't buy lots as the little nemesis don't want to be apart from her. hahai~ i can't help her as that little bratz hate me. hahah :) the more he hates me, i love him twice more than he hate me :DD after shopping at ELH, we went to the bookstore and i bought Zint new comic, entitled err... i forget de. but for sure its new lah.hahaha :D

and the comic is about a boy name Elan who work as a game tester at one game company lah. and he is one of the best game tester. his personality, i found it quite annoying as he's look down on people as he think he is the best of all lah. and he said that no one can be his friend because they aren't as good as him. hahaha ;) but for sure, he's quite good looking guy. LOL XD i love Elan~ kyahh <3 back to the sypnosis, ehhehe :P one day, he receive a box contain game console and a glasses which allowed him to play in 3D, i think it's 4D or 5D lah because with those two, he can play games like in reality. how i wish i can have those things. hahaha :) and the game was called as Digital Gladiator. yeah, quite fun though the story. but unfortunately, i have to wait for the second book T^T . wish to have the second book in short time. ZINT! please hurry up! hahaha :DD errr, i think i'm SO out of my main topic right now. ekekeke :DD okay. after bought the comic kan, we went home for a while because we have decided to bring my little nemesis to play at the beach. so, we went there lah to play kite. but me and phoebe go play at the shore and we wet ourselves. thanks God we brought along our clothes. if not kan, we would wet sis Jon's car. hahaha :) anyway, in car, we ate up all the food we brought along. and there i saw Vernon, my ex-classmates in primary school together with his friend. hahaha :) but i didn't say hi to him lah. shy de. ekeke :) but i'm relieve he still alive.LOL XD after that, we went home and relaxing. so here i am now. blogging. teehee. and this could be the last time i blogged as next week, as sis Ina is here. I can't online because she's way more strict than sis Jon. but it for my own good though :)

Oh ya, i almost forgot to told you that just now i'm watching Doraemon. ekeke :) Movie tuu~ hahahaa :D the title is... i don't know as the info didn't show full sentences of the movie. hahaha :) but for sure i've read this one. hehehe :) and i found that the movie and the comic has a bit different. well, i don't really know how to explain. so if you wanna know, you just need to read the book and of course watch also the movie. ekeke :) and honestly, today is not my first time watching the movie. ehehe :) same with the other Doraemon's movie. oh, talking about movie, i guess i know what i want to collect after manga. hahahahahaha :D taa daaa~ i want to collect Doraemon's CD movie. ngahahahaha :) collect one by one lah~ hahahahaha :) i believe i can collect all of them. ngehehehe~ and also, i want to collect Harry Potter's CD. oh yeah! i love harry potter but i dislike Daniel Radcliffe. hahaha :DD what else to say hoh? hmm. ahh, this saturday kan, i heard lah. sis Jon want to bring me and Phoebe watching Movie this saturday. YEAH, looking forward for that though. it's been a while i didn't watch movie at Cineplax. she said, we're going to watch movie from morning until night. ekeke :DD wish this is true, ekekeke :)

Last but not least, i want to talk about my dear HyukMin. ehehei :) it's been a while i didn't talk about him. ah, talking about him, i remember about our LastLove. ohh, i can't wait to continue the story. but sis Jaba don't want me to continue. she said, she will do it. Argh~ to be honest, i'm quite dissapointed when listen to her decision but i can't say anything kan, because i'm going to the battlefield this year. so, i think i just let her do it. hehei. just that i feel like parasite for having name in the blog but didn't post a things in it only a couple of chapter. hmm... whateverlah. hahaha :)must keep moving on. ekeke :) wish her luck! hopefully she can finish the story and Gambatteh! hahaha :D oh, almost forget about hyukmin. LOL XD well, i keep on stalking his photo in Tumblr and so do Facebook. i also always find time to stalking him. ekeke ;) i don't know how to described how much i like him, LOL XD he just to damn cute, well at least he's cute in his pictures kan? hahaha :D but eventhough he look different in video, i still can accept him as he just being himself. i don't know. maybe that's why i like him. yeah, he just being playful as he show himself in the pictures. ekeke :D in pictures, he just edit few things and DUH! i edit my pictures too except for when i feel lazy to do it. ekeke :D so i guess, this is all i want to share for now, wish this is not my last time posting :) so adieu :) have a great holiday ahead :)

so, i will ended up this post with my newest pictures. adieu again and please put safety first during this holiday :)

 May God Always Be With You

P.S : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)

Holiday Is Here :) Homeworks Is Everywhere :(

Heloha :) its been a very very long time I didn't update my bloggy, neh? hehe :) i know. it just that mum kept my lappy last month so i'm quite a paleo-human right now. hahaha :) i'm totally out-of-date from websworld. so, i don't know what is going on in facebook, blogger, tumblr and twitter. even I don't really watch tv. hehehe. because i watching TV is not really my things. now, i'm more too writing stories, listen to music, create poems, drawing, reading and for short, i'm back doing what i was doing before I went addicted to internet. yeah, i realizem i become better person without the internet. ekeke :D i can feel the freedom inside me. Yes! I feel so FREE :)

And yes, yesterday my Gawai holiday is on. hahaha :) its just what i've been waiting for a very long time. who doesn't? I hate school. i hate people at school. i hate the stairs, i hate everything about school, even the rubbish a school! urgh, i just can't stand it and hard for me to explain how much do i hate going to school T^T. but i have no choice because i need to go to school if i want a bright future, right? i just can say that, this is my last year to go to school kan? after that.. I'M GOING TO BE FREE~ :D back to the topic, hemm... well, actually there is some part that i like about school which is right after the examination weeks :) why? because all teachers are busy marking our paper so, that's mean we don't even have classes. ekeke :) but still, that is the most bored period of my life. urmmm... i like school IF there is no one would be annoying, busy-body, show off, and act like they are the best eventhough they know they are not. I just love school if i can get rid of all that. Huh!

for this holiday, I have tons of homeworks! Gah, can you imagine, TW0 Files I have to use to kept all my homework so that i won't losing any of it. hehehe :) i'm quite organized eh? haha :) i'm rushing right now because i'm not using my own lappy as i borrow my brother-in-law punya lappy :) ehehhe :) all thanks to my sister de :P anyway, i can't wait for tomorrow because sis Jon had promise me and Phoebe that we're going to spend whole day watching movie a cineplax tomorrow. wohoo :) and so, i also cannot wait to do all my homeworks. ekeke :) yeesss, i've change. after this Gawai Dayak, I won't be my old me, because New Generation Of Pgie DNA has developed and had transform Pgie to the new pgie :) yesh :))

So, that's all from me. ADieu :) i'll update again when i can steal time to go to Phoebe's house :) Later everyone and have a nice day.

May God Bless You All :)

P.A : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears

Just Another Day :)

Hello! ehehehe :) starting from today i'm gonna use hello as my greeting to all of you :) yeah, as you know.. I'm quite freaking out with KWave. LOL XD call me crazy, but it's damn true. I'm so scared of them as i've been so addicted to KWave before and now I'm still on rehab :D hahahaha XD hopefully I can back to the right path lah before everything become to late :) Anyway, 2 more weeks is exams. I haven't done any revision yet but hopefully i can start soon. Urgh, if i don't i think i'm going to stay on the last place until SPM T^T. haiz. so stress ler.. Aiyerr~ hahaha :) to many homework. i don't blame internet, i mean FB, Tumblr, MSN, Twitter or Blogger because actually that is all my own will to online. Not them. I make myself to addicted to them all bah. kan? Anyway, bit by bit kwave is leaving my life now :) I'm so grateful, praise to the Lord for giving me strength to face the Kwave and not being seduce by them anymore :DDD

Right now, what i suppose to do is doing my Chemistry and also my Sejarah. Will be doing it after updating my blog lah. ehehe :) at least i will done a bit of it. it is better than done none, right? so, hopefully i can do it. or maybe i'll try to wake up early later and doing it. Urgh! I think i've been saying that i want to wake up early to do homework for few times already but tett.. i failed. so, by hook or by crook, i'm gonna wake up early by morning and do my homework. if not, i'm going to be dead meat tomorrow at school. haiz! pgie. pgie... you old enough, why still so lazy? haizz! I don't know what make me become so lazy like this. I think it's got something to do with genes. LOL XD neah, my mom and dad not like me. they hardworking ma~  I think day after day, My lazyness keep conquering me. I don't want it though. I don't want to ended up like my brother =.=

Sis Jaba said, my blog is to full with words and make her sleepy when reading it. hmmm.. is it? but once i write, i can't stop unless i really don't have much things to share. or maybe mostly i talk nonsense? hehehehei... well, i think she's right, my blog is too full of words and look somewhat boring =.=; well, i can't change the way i write bahh.. i also want to write a little like she does but my hands can't stop typing and my brain keep processing the idea on what to type. haizz! so hateful. hahaha :D but i'm grateful to write a lot as i can improve a bit of my grammar. LOL XD just kidding. no progression at all. ekeke :D i still use simple english. ekeke :D i don't even know when to use the word "The" ekekee :D what to do? i'm no english expert. ekeke :DD

Ahh, today I take some pictures with sis Jaba and Phoebe with my instant camera. hehehe :) love the pictures. well, maybe i'll show it here next time as i don't have digital camera to take the pictures :) the pictures was nice though. hehehe :) love it XD my eyes now are getting heavier. I guess i'm going to sleep now. will try to wake up at 3.30 or maybe 4.00 later :) ekeke. wish me luck!


So, that's all for now. in this post, i won't post any pictures to end it :D ekekeke :DD so, adieu!


P.S : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)

Will Do My Best To Be The Best ^--^

 

<--- that is Cover for LastLove hehehe :) first edition. hopefully we will manage to do the second edition :D eh, don't talk about second edition now because first edition pun still LONGGG~ way to go :D just reaching 9 chapters. more is on the way :) So, Annyeong everyone! Today i go to school. haha :) yeah, that's my routine. Going to school, home late, online, sleep. err.. homework? what's that? can be eaten kah? hahaha :) JK. well, I don't want to make any promises this time as tomorrow is Good Friday and of course another holiday for me. but I don't want to promise that i will use that day to do my homeworks because I'm afraid that if i promise, i'm gonna broke it like usual lah. hahaha :D so, this time. let just see whether i'm going to do it or not. haha :) and tomorrow also i want to do fasting for the whole day. yepp :) actually we're Christian should fasting for 40 days before Good Friday but I just knew all about it last few days T^T its okay la. tomorrow i'm going to fasting from morning till evening. wish me luck! i just want to show my loves towards The King of Heaven. i want to show him that I love him more than anything else and i surely want to stop from commit sins again. I'm tired to be a bad person =.=; bad person suck! hahaha :) Next two weeks, my second trial will be here. ready? errr... well.. hahaha :D

Actually, I really suppose to start study last few weeks ago but what I did is * just refer to the pictures*----------------> hahaha :D yeah, fooling around. that's what i do. Online gaming, facebooking, tumblring, twittering, ringring.. haha :D HAIZ! sometimes, I'm quite angry at myself. so stubborn and so lazy! i wonder what make me like this. hmm...hmm.. and this whole week, I got home late and yepp, I slept to soon :) i slept around 10 like that and yea i set my alarm to rang at 4.30a.m but its not working at all. Yea, i do woke up but only to off the alarm. hahahaha :D and at school, Prudence's book is my number one victim for me to copy. ekeke :D sorry dence! no choice because I don't want to be scold by the teacher bah. haha :D besides, i'm the class monitor. ekeke. useless class monitor T^T

so, I hope that I can discipline myself and start to study. if possible, I want to start today lah. well, nothing is impossible if i determined to do so, right? so, whatever comes later, i'll try to ignore them all :) first steps for today is finishing half of my homeworks and if I got more extra time, i'll try to finish all of them lah. then tomorrow, I want to request sis Jaba to let me doing some notes on Biology, Chemist and Physics. then, do some excercises on AddMath and Maths. :) History, EST, Moral, BM and English, I can do on my own lah :) hehehe :) hopefully i can perform well on this coming exams. I want to show everyone that i deserve to sit on Elite class and deserve to be call as Elite Student :) I born to Elite and I'm going to walk out from that school like Elite :) YESH! Gambatteh!

what else? hmmm.. ah, before this Gawai, the one and only things that i desire to have the most is GD580 Lollipop. hahaha :) if my parent generous enough, they will agree but i don't feel like that will agree. for sure, they'll say "SPM first, then if you manage to get good result, just asked anything," huff~ that's mean NEXT YEAR! my iphone is going crazy now. i feel like throw it to Sungai Miri! urgh! hate it! hate iPhone! hate touchscreen! hehehe :) the camera also not clear. Haiz! i want new phone badly T^T. so, i just keep hoping for the best. my current number in class, errr... better not say. pathetic! hahaha :) 

ah, before I forget. Today I learn Integration. weehooo~ i manage to solve every single question without copying prudence's or ekcheng's answer. ekeke :) YAY ME! ya, I'm starting to liking addmaths. but i'm a bit losing tracks on Physics and Biology. Chemistry? Okaylah..not so bad. Mathematic also lah. not really off track hehe.. just that today i lose focus on maths class as i hurriedly doing my chemist peka. but in the end, i didn't even send it. forget to photo-state the planning experiment =.=/ i'll explain to my chemist teacher next week. haiz! i'm dying! hahaha :D what else? well, not else I want to say. I'm out of word. ekeke :)


so, to end this post, enjoy these anime's picture :) adieu

P.S : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)

Ready To Face Reality :)

Reality hurts, but we're like it or not, we have to faced it. Because reality shows what life is. Annyeonghaseyo, everyone! Monday, i already skip! yeeyaah! so, i'm just getting ready for Tuesday! I wish i can skip ever Monday in whole year. ekekeke :D I don't why but for sure I Hate Monday. hahaha :D anyway, last week homework? hmm..don't ask. ekeke. I didn't touch any books this whole three days. ekeke, i just touched Bio revision book just now. to do notes. that's all. and i just thought of doing History but.. ermm.. neahh.. don't feel like it. ekekeke. maybe i'll wake up early and shower as fast as I can tomorrow and do some of it :) Oh, about my report card, i haven't give it to my parent yet. maybe a day after my teacher ask for it later. ekekeke. as usual lah~

And just this few days, I realize that the world is really getting weirder. well, as you see.. I'm a big fans of KpopWorld and so do my sister, Jaba. But then, last Friday (if I'm not mistaken) we talk about this KWave and as we observed that this KWave has change us to be another person that is not us. we've change a lot. If compare to what we are before, we are so creative and painting a lot. even we play with things that we make our own. yeah, last time, we have a very high imagination. even when I wrote story kan, I don't even have to squeeze to much on my brain. yeah, I'm kinda miss all that. As for me, still okaylah because I'm not as creative as Jaba did. She.. after the KWave, she seems like to losing her creativity. she stop doing poetry, making songs, writing a story, painting, drawing and even telling me a story. So, its seems like her mind is all about Kpop thingy.. 

Not like I blaming the KWave. NO..absolutely Noo. so, we decided to decrease a bit amount of KWave from our lives and start to balance it with other music genre like, JRocks, Rocks, Pop...etc..etc.. hehehe :) I also need to decrease my insanity towards ulzzang you know. because since I love Ulzzang, I feel like i'm in my own world and I don't even care what everyone around me doing. I just busy with my own imagination. crazy heh? I know. so i guess, from now on, I just have to decrease a bit everything that i like and start to face reality. which telling me that, "Ulzzang Will NEVER like/love someone who look like me" hahaha  and "Being Artist Is Not Always As Good As You See." yea... face it. its true. most celebrities don't even know english. I don't think they know what i'm writing if they saw my blog. ekeke :D 

I guess, that's all for now. Wish me luck on getting my GD580 hahaha :D i want to try to ask for it tomorrow. ekeke. aah, 19 April 2011 is my sis Ina Birthday! Wee Hoo~ hahaha :D tomorrow need to hurry going back from school to buy something for her.. and i know exactly what I should buy for her :D teehee~ hope she'll like it! so, that's all. Adieu :)


here is photo of lee Do Hyeong to ended this post :)

And the newest photo of me :D hehehe ..

P.S  : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)