I'm In Love With My Sister's Boy, Mr. Song Chan Ho TT

Annyeong, Everyone! hahahaha :D YESH! I'm in LOVE. hahahaha :D sound nonsense but YES he make my heart beat fast. ekekeke :) but still he can NEVER replace HyukMin's Place in my heart. ekekeke :) anyway, Song Chan Ho is officially founded by my soul sister, Sis Jaba. hahaha :) and last time, when we both busy writing our story kan, she put one of Mr.Song Chan Ho best pictures and there cupis struck me with love arrow! LOL XD haish! hahahahaha :D but if I'm back to reality, that cute face human (refering to ChanHo) he won't even dare to have a little glance on someone like me. hahaha :) yeah, i know where my place is. hehehe :) But still, I'm in love with him without he knowing it. hahahaha :) obviously.

Well, I do like him but I don't think my love towards him would last long like what i did to hyukminnie. LOL *crazyfangirl* ehh~ talk about time, I already stalking HyukMin for 6 months. hahahaha :DD I thank to Tumblr people for posting his photo non-stop. ngahahaha :) and to their producer, thank you for making my dream come true. LOL.which dream? eyhh... the one that HyukMin taking pictures with cute little piggy, Young Gi. hahaha :D   back to the topic. hehehehe :) ermmm... actually I don't have much things to say about ChanHo because he's new in Ulzzang World so there not much information about him. But I'll try to search more about him in the future. trust me. hahaha :) errr.. what else? hmmm.. ahh, i know that he's a student but i'm not sure whether he still a high school student or already pass. hahaha :) but what I've seen is some of his pictures, he's still in high school. but we don't know the truth la because I don't go to the same school where he's been. hahaha :) sorry for my broken english there. aeemm.... what else? girlfriend? aaa.. I haven't find about it yet. hehehe :) if I know something about his relationship, i'll tell. ekeke :) ekkk.. I really don't have thing to say about this boy. hahaha :) haiz~ Oh yea... before I forgot.. Song Chan Ho is playing as Anton in our story. ekeke :) in the story he is with Miss. jungroo :) we make his personality to be quiet person. ekekeke :)

I guess that's all I can say about him for now. hehehe :) so, here is a o couple of my favourite photo of him :) so, enjoy yaw!

And OH, i found his photo together with my future husband *LOL sorry HyukMin for my shameless action* hhahaha :) both cute but HyukMin double cuter. muahahaha :DDD

So, for the conclusion, Song Chan Ho know Kang Hyuk Min. hahahah :) and from this I conclude that, KangHyukMin is being friends with almost all the famous ulzzang. hahaha.
Some ulzzang that I know they knew HyukMin :
1. Hong Young Gi
2. Yu Ha Min
3. Park Tae Jun
4. Song Chan Ho.
5. Kim Yeo Bin

and few others that I don't know their name. hehehe :)
and Urgh~ I JUST FOUND ANOTHER PICTURES OF HONG YOUNG GI AND KANG HYUK MIN!!!! XDD

KYAHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~ hahahaha *fainted*


I better End this post right now before I'm sleepy in the class later. ekekeke :) Adieu and God Bless!
so, I just hope there more pictures of HONG YOUNGGI and KANGHYUKMIN in the future~

P.S : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :D

What A Week !

AnnyeongHaseyo! yeah, I'm back yaw! LOL well. I can feel that I'm getting my report card soon and I can guess that mum will surely take away lappy from me. Urghh~ if she did that, I wonder how can I ever finish the story?! OMG I think I must find a suitable place to hide lappy :) yesh! i'll do that. hahaha. then, I can online at night time. weehoo~ I'm so clever! hahahaha :) And so, starting from wednesday kan, I found that I'm starting to like addmaths~ weeee! No Kidding. Seriously, I do find addmath interesting. hahaha :) before, it just to hard for me to concentrate in addmath classes. but now, i'm confidently stated that I'm gonna make my Addmath teacher proud :) Physics? well, still trying my best to. Hopefully, I will like it ASAP if not, I'm dead meat! Same goes to Chemistry, Biology and Sejarah. T^T I must put more effort on them too. Not forget EST, BI, BM and mathematics. Uh, talking about mathematic. this week kan, we learn about Matrices and guess what? I can solve everything! Kyahh! i'm so excited~ hahahaha :D well, the rest I don't know lah. hahaha :) but Kong Ek Cheng said, if I can solve this kind of question, then I should focus more on this lah. because the question is quite easy. I thanked her very much :) she always help me and give me tips on how to get good marks. just that I to stubborn to follow. ekekeke. You know me~ hahaha :D

Well,  this week is totally a very tough week for me. I got problems with schools, subjects, crush (LOL) and even personal problems. GAH! I don't know how to cope with them. I got tired and bored with schools because nothing new bah~ the food always the same, the same teacher everyday and the same people for the whole week. haish~ hahaha :) subjects? AHh~ this one make me even stressed! hard for me to understand what the teachers try to explain. especially Biology, Chemist and Physics. Whenever I entered these three classes, I feel like my brain is going to burst out like Hypertonic solution :D hahaha. Crush? well, to be honest, I can't get rid of my HyukMin Malaysia. hahaha :) well, if you still remember my previous post. I've stated this boy. Haish~ it feel like God is testing me. Whenever I said, I want to forget him kan, he and his friends will show up everywhere I go. and when I said, I like him. Tweew, even his shadow pun hard to see. hahaha :) haishh! I can't stop sighing! Personal problems.. Ahh, no need to tell lah. if you are my loyal readers, you know what i'm going through. I'm getting sick of his presence in this house. If killing is legal, i already spray Shieldtox inside his drink so that he will die like the mosquitoes. hahahha :D so bad, aiyerr~ but true la..  I wonder how I want to cope with all these problem hoh? any idea everyone? what? praying? Yea, I did that already. Crying? that one too. Laughing? the medicine huh? hmmm.. i laugh everyday at school. what else? sleeping? hahaha :) I sleep more than 20 hours a day. conclusion, I already did every single tips still I can't cope with it. GAHh!! I'm so stress right now. Thanks God, I got Blog to express my feeling. hahaha :) thank you Blogger creators! Love you~ hahaha :)

Hyuk Min is getting cuter from day to day :) but if compared to his old photo, I think I like his old photo more. hehehe :) I think Medium-length brown hair more suit him. EH NO.. Short Black hair is better. muahahaaha :) Yeah, hard to pick his best pictures because for me, all of them are the best of the best :) I'm so envious of YooBin :( hehehehe ... Well, same goes to HyukMin malaysia. hahaha :) I love when he smile, like bruno mars said in his song "WHEN YOU SMILE, THE WORLD STOP AND STARE FOR A WHILE," ngahahahaha :D yea, true. he lighted up my world and even sometimes, I can feel that my heart beat fast whenever I saw he smiling or laughing. Unfortunately the smile wasn't for me lah. hahaha haish! :( 나는 그에게별로 좋아하지 yepp :) reall feeling is reveal. ngahahahaha :D what else? Well, for this weekend, I want to finish every single essays, BM or BI, don't care.. as long as they are essays. hahaha :) I did say this last week but yea, as usual.. I failed. hahaha :) so, this week, for better or worst, by hook or by crook, I WILL FINISH THEM. fighting! fighting! hahahaha. Oh, tonight, I got tuition. hahaha :) yeah, study Addmath de. hehehe. Oh, yea.. I've told my tutor that I think we just need to focus on 5 subject that i fail. that is, OBVIOUSLY Chemistry, Biology, Physics, Addmath and Mathematics. Yeah, All science subjects. hahaha :) don't surprise lah. I know I don't deserve to be call as Science Student. ngahahahha :) Like I have other choice. ekeke :) anyway, I'll try my very best to try not to fail again on this coming exams which is n 3th of May. Ohhh... I'm so nervous right now. One more months left. Fighting! Fighting! hehehehe :) for the coming exam, I target 4A2B4C. hopefully I can get it. hehehe. If I get more, Oh! I'll be so speechless. hahahaha :D well, HOPEFULLY, AMEN. ehehehe :) ahh. whatelse? Oh yes, My Chemist teacher, Madam Hedrawati is coming back already. So, next week, after recess is Chemistry. Well, I think I better prepare myself well before enter her class or else, I'm gonna stand up for the whole 2 period. hahhaahaha :) then, after Chemist, We'll going to have Sesi Randau with our principal. What is Sesi Randau? ermm.. how to say.. ah, sesi randau is more like aaa...talk session with principal. hahaha :) i don't know how to explain. Mianhe~ T^T. Well, she just want to give us spirit lah that because we are the school hope. haahaha :) SPM is not play-play things hoh.. it will bring you to  the brightest path of life :) hehehehe :)Hopefully everything going well :)

So, that's all I want to share for now. I suddenly got the feeling of doing homeworks. hahaha :) wish me luck and hopefully I can find the best place to hide my lappy. ekekeke :) Aja! Aja! ahahaha :) so, Adieu for now.


P.S : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)

Fighting! Fighting!

Kata Hati

     Fikiranku melayang entah kemana. Kepalaku semakin pening hari ke hari. Seribu persoalan terbuku dalam kotak fikiranku. Kenapa semua ini harus aku yang harungi? Mengapa perlu aku yang terpilih untuk menghadapi kesukaran ini? Persoalan-persoalan itu menghantuiku. Aku terasa sebak namun air mata membeku dikelopak mata. Mungkin sudah terlalu berat. Tahun ini aku merupakan calon SPM. Namun, bagaimana aku hendak fokus kepada pelajaran jika segalanya semakin rumit? Kepalaku hampir meletus, pecah! Sejuta kali aku bertanya kepada-Nya, namun tiada jawapan. Apa aku tidak berhak untuk mengetahui tujuanNya memperlakukan hidupku sebegini? Apakah tujuan sebenar-Nya? Aku hanya perlukan jawapan. Aku mahu semuanya kembali kepada asal. Seperti mana aku menjalani hidup ketika diwaktu kecil dahulu. Aku mulai merindui kehidupan aku yang dulu. Aku tidak ingin menjadi dewasa. Ada masanya aku berfikir, “mungkin ada hikmah disebalik semua benda yang berlaku ini.” Tapi, apa? Apa hikmahnya? Apakah yang telahku lakukan dihayat lepas sehingga menyebabkan kehidupanku sekarang menjadi sesukar ini? Aku mahu berjaya dalam hidup. Tapi, jika semuanya semakin rumit, bagaimana? Aku semakin menyimpang jauh dari masa depan yang cerah. Susah untukku melihat cahaya terang dalam diriku. Cahaya itu semakin pudar dan kegelapan semakin mengambil alih. Aku tidak mahu. Aku mahu benar-benar gembira. Aku tidak sanggup melemparkan senyuman palsu di hadapan teman-temanku. Ia membuatkan aku menjadi seorang penipu. Aku mahu memberikan senyuman gembira yang benar-benar gembira dan bukan dibuat-buat. Aku juga berharap agar air mata ini senang membasahi pipi agar aku berasa lebih lega. Tetapi, tidak. Hanya hati yang semakin sebak apabila mengenang semuanya.  Semuanya nampak salah dimata ini sekarang. Sudah terlampau berat untuk ku tanggung semua ini. Ya, Tuhan. Berikan aku kekuatan. Berikan aku kasih sayangMu kerana aku amat memerlukanNya. Aku memohon kepadaMu, kurangkanlah kesakitan yang semakin bertambah-tambah dilubuk hati ini. Terangilah jalanku agar aku tidak menyimpang jauh. Berkatilah aku. Aku belum bersedia untuk menghadapi kesukaran ini. Jika sukar untukMu memberikan aku jawapan, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk aku mengharungi semuaNya. Aku tahu, semua ini ada hikmah disebaliknya. Berikanlah aku pertunjuk. Satu pertunjuk sudah memadai.

Wish IF I Get Straight As :)

Annyeong, everyone :) Oh Yes~ we meet again. this is my 119th post. weehoo. *show off* hahaha :) anyway today i feel so tired lah because i have to stay at school for EST and thanks God, the choral speaking thing is cancelled. YEAH! LOL :) but still i feel guilty towards mdm. Patricia just now. yala, she put hope on us bah but we ruins it. hopefully this guiltiness won't last long :) urmm.. what else? ah, today also i got tuition. ehehe :) but today a bit different lah because we become a bit serious. LOL :) well, mum and dad was there watching over us. that is why we being serious just now. ekekeke :) we can't watch Bleach and Oh, My Lady! today~ miss few episode already de =.= nevermind la. as long as i won't get fail anymore. ehehehe :D

hah~ well, actually i don't have anything to write LOL. just want to write for fun de. hehehehe. homeworks still waiting but i don't feel like doing it. Maybe later i'll do it lah. uh, it almost 12a.m de. ekekeke :D relax~ after blogging i want to prepare things for tomorrow and i also have planned that i'm not coming for 3R club as well as BC class. ekeke :) tired de. besides, i want to finish off all my essays lah. need to change from now on before its to late later. well, i decided to change since i saw our senior result for SPM last year. i saw lots of them got As. so i was like "wahh~ i want As too~" ehehehe. i will be so PROUD of myself if i do get straight As for SPM~ weehoo~ i will jump until i reach for the moon later if i do get straights As. ngahahah :D i know and i believe i can get As! i may failed in many subjects but i will prove it to everyone that i can change that RED pen to BLUE pen in this coming exams which is predicted on May :)

8 months left to SPM :) short time heh? well, relax~ well for SPM, if i can get flying colours kan, i want few things from my parent. hehehe :) not many lah. just a few. maybe 5 only. hehehehe. well, first of all, i want iPhone 3g from them.. eh no, i want LG iceCream. ekeke :) cute lah~ hahaha :) next, i want DSLR camera. weehoo~ hahaha :) i really want this one. ekeke :D and the third things i want is.. urmm...ah, 2 tickets to South Korea :) weee~ why 2? well, i want to bring Jaba also. hahaha :) because we both like korea kan? hehehehehehehe :) next one, i want mum and dad pay for our expenses when we are at korea later on. ekeke :) well, actually, i don't think i won't be able to go there because our Ringgit Malaysia is WAY TO SMALL when convert into KOREAN WON :'( hahaha. but i'll find another way to go there. whatever it takes, i will get my foot step on Incheon Airport. ekeke :) and last but not least i want to ask mum and dad to approve me to go for community service. hehehe :) i really want to do this so hopefully they would let me if i get flying colours. besides, i'm old enough to take care of myself kan? hehehe :) hopefully, all of this can come true. hehehee :)

so, i guess, that is all for now. hahahaha :) got nothing else to writelah. oh ya, before i forget, me and sis Jaba is doing a story at out shared blog. well, we haven't start yet and sis Jaba is still brainstorming right now. hehehe :) i can't wait to read it up. well, i think the story will be very funny lah because we both don't really know how to write in proper english. LOL XD the results is, the story will be very broken just like my blog. ekekeke XD and yeah, i just read her part in that blog and walawehh~~ VERY GOOD DE~~~ i lost my confident. hahahaha :)




so, that's all for now. adieu :) 

P.S : let your smile cover up your tears :)

POEMS : Broken Hearted

filling this day with emptiness

depression is deep inside this wonder heart

tears nonstop falling to the ground

like the raindrops dropping on my window

its seem like the rain won't stop

so do my tears that won't stop falling out

this feeling

it came back to me

feeling of broken heart

a feeling that no one could stand

sighing is the only things i could do

crying may not the solution of broken heart

and laughing may not the best medicine

but it make me feel much better

again i have to walk away

this is the only thing i could do

for i'm just a sidekick in this story

call me coward, doesn't matter

because i love him but he don't deserve me

so this is just the best

the best for him and her

i wish i could just close my eyes

and forget about everything i saw, listened and told.

forget the worst part and left only the best part of life

so that i won't feel so broken

if i just can do like that

next time,

i'll just close my eyes to heal my heart

My Thought About : Stars In My Heart.

Annyeong, Everyone :) today is Sunday and few minutes left and its gonna be Monday. Urgh~ i hate monday >.< but have no choice, i have to go through monday first if i want to have my Saturday :) hahaha :) ermm.. today nothing much happen. as usual, i'm having fun with my dearest sisters and of course not forget my little nemesis shawny. hehehe. yeapp, he have to go home lah. no choice de TT. oh ya, just in case you are wondering
 <---whose picture is that, that is Park Won Cheol. one of my favourite ulzzang de :) well, he's not that famous but he is quite cute though. like KangHyukMin but HyukMin more lah. ahahaha :) errm.. what else? homeworks? me? do my homeworks? haha, nope. i don't even touch them. ekeke :) i failed. 

lets just go to the main topic for this post :) well, last few days me and sis Jaba had thought about what to do in our sharing blog. so, she came out with this idea. she said, she want to write a story in that blog. well, i thought that idea is quite cool lah. and today we've been discussing about the characters and the storyline and also the title. well, the title is just for a while i think. ekeke :) and yeah, the title is Stars In My Heart :) well, i don't think i want to tell you the storyline first, let it just be a secret for the time being because i myself not really sure about the storyline. ekekeke :) but i really hope we can do our best and of course i'll do my best on it too :)

well, actually i don't have much things to say today because i really want to sleep right now. ekekek :) i'm just going to sleep after i finish prepare things for tomorrow lah. so, i guess this is good bye lah. ehehehe :) adieu and good night. sweet dream everyone :D


so, here is photo of Kang HyukMin and the other UlzzangShidae's season 4 participant :) 

 P.S : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)

CHORAL SPEAKING TEXT :)

TOMORROW PLEASE STAY AFTER SCHOOL. WE NEED TO PRACTICE BEFORE THAT WOMAN (YOU KNOW WHO) BURN OUR EARS! HAHA :D

ALL  GROUP1 GROUP2 GROUP3 SOLO

IN THUNDER AND LIGHTNING,

HERE WE COME!

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN,

WE ARE THE CHILDREN OF TODAY

PRESENT TO YOU,

“ A BETTER TOMORROW”

MALAYSIA IS A MULTI-RACIAL COUNTRY

COUNTRY THAT BELONGS TO ALL MALAYSIANS

WITH A SHARED HISTORY AND A BELIEF IN A SHARED FUTURE

U-N-I-T-Y [SOLO]

UNITY!

ONLY A FIVE-LETTER WORD, YET

THE FOUNDATION OF MULTI-RACIAL MALAYSIA.

A CULTURAL MELTING POT

UDAH MAKAI, NUAN?

A UNIQUE HERITAGE OF DIFFERENT RACES

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! GONG XI FA CAI! GAYU GERAI NYAMAI! DIWALI VARTIKAH!

A HARMONIOUS BLEND UNLIKE ANY IN OTHER WORLD.

MALAYSIA, TRULY ASIA!

WE’VE DANCE FROM JOGET TO NGAJAT

ALL SWAYING BEAUTIFUL TO OUR ANGKLONG

IN OUR BAJU KURUNG, CHEONGSAM AND SARI

WE HAVE MALAYSIANS WHO HAVE MADE US PROUD

MALAYSIANS LOVE THEIR FOOD

THE MENU FOR BREAKFAST, LUNCH AND DINNER

WILL BE AS VARIED AS IT’S PEOPLE

CHAR KUEY TIAW!

ROTI CANAI!

NASI LEMAK!

AND THE TARIK!

DON’T FORGET THE KING OF FRUIT – THE DURIAN!

EEEEEEE! [P]

NICE LA~ [L]

WHAT ABOUT THE SAGO WORMS?

YUKS! NOT OUR CUP OF TEA!

HEY! THEY ARE DELICIOUS AND NUTRITIONS

OUR FAMOUS SARAWAK KEK LAPIS

CAN BE EXPORTED TO THE REST OF THE WORLD,

YOU KNOW!

SO DEFINED…

SO REFINE…

SO DIVINE…

THE RANGE IS TOTALLY OUT OF THE WORLD!

MALAYSIANS, WE MUST HAVE THE SENSE OF FAIRNESS,

A COMMON SENSE APPROACH TO THE WORLD

PEOPLE WILL SHARE IF THEY HAVE THEIR FAIR SHARE

THEY WILL LISTEN IF THEY ARE LISTENED TO

SO, WE MUST CREATE A NATION

WHERE THERE IS A FAIR ASHARE FOR ALL

AND WE, MUST LISTEN, DISCUSS AND

HOLD ONTO OUR SHARED BELIEF OF BEING TRULY

ONE MALAYSIA!

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STEAM LOCOMOTIVES, MONORAILS AND [PAUSE]

BELIEVE IT OR NOT!

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NOW,

EVERYONE CAN FLY!

TRAVELLING HAS BECOME A BREEZE

OUR FAMOUS PETRONAS TWIN TOWERS [G 1 & 2]

WAH!

A SYMBOL OF OUR ASPIRATIONS

CYBERSPACE HAS BECOME AN IMPORTANT PLATFORM

FOR PEOPLE TO GET WHAT THEY WANT

IT’S PREFERRED CHOICE

AMONG THE YOUNGER GENERATIONS [ LIKE US! ]

HERE WE COME

WITH OUR HANDSOME ANGKASAWAN[G2 & 3]

[OHH~~]

A SMAL STEP FOR DR.SYEIKH MUSZAFFAR

A GIANT LEAP FOR ALL MALAYSIANS

HE IS THE SYMBOL OF THE POSIBBLE

IF HE CAN DO IT SO CAN WE!

WE, THE YOUTHS OF MALAYSIA WANT A COUNTRY

FOUNDED ON SECURITY, PEACE AND PROSPERITY

UPHOLDING THE PRINCIPLES OF OUR RUKUN NEGARA

WE WANT FORWARD-THINKING MALAYSIANS

TO MEET THE CHALLENGES OF GLOBALISATION

LET US WORK TOGETHER

HAND IN HAND TO CREATE A BETTER TOMORROW

ONE VOICE, ONE HOPE, ONE NATION

ONE MALAYSIA!