Finally! its really satisfying ^^

Hahahahahaha :D finally i am really-really satisfied with my blog! yess! my blog now look very coolio! [for me] well, its true. this is my first time i feel so happy on my blog. i'm sure from now on, i'll be visiting my blog more often. ahahaha :D i guess, i have just thanks to the two pretty boy [ParkTaeJun and ParkHyungSeok]. because of them, my blog looks very cool and cute at the same time. hahahaha XDD. thank you. thank you!


-kamsahamnida!- ahahaha


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   I just realize. i forget to say Annyeong! ahaha XD too happiness. LOL :P well, nothing much happen in this holidays just celebrating it together with my loveable homework. keep complaining about it but still nothing have been done. hahaha. except for my komsas. ermm..then i've asked my mum, whether i should cut my front hair or not. so she said, keeping them long is better. my couzy Ina also have the same opinion. so, i decided to asked my couzy juliet and aunt Winnie. they said, i look much cuter with short front hair. so, now. i'm in dilemma[ahahaha] i guess its up to me now. ehehe. but.. still, i don't know. should i cut it or just leave it growing peacefully? hmm..ahh! just now, couzy juliet asked me whether i want to follow her to do cardio on later evening. without second thought, i'd say YES! ahahaha XD as it because cardio is just like you were practice dancing. its seem like aerobic but we more into dance. well, that's what i've heard. i'm not sure myself. hopefully it do seem like i heard. [broken english] ahahahaha XD




I have found a video of cardio exercising on Youtube. check it out below here :D






nice eh? ahahaha XD hopefully it really something like that. ehehehe.


well, off to see you guys soon. need to do some research for EST presentation ^^. 


-as usual though. i let the Park's Brother to end my blog now.-

P/S :: let your smile cover your tears!

-Craving For SHOPPING-

Annyeong~ long time no see.. ahaha XD i think i've been using "long time no see" for many times ody, ryte? yepp :D i know. i noticed that too. huahaha XD. well, this time, AGAIN, i use my dearest Teukkie's photo for start-up. hehehe.. look at him? isn't he adorable? the child is so lucky to be on his lap. LOL :D. me? jealous? N to the O! ahaha :D why should i? he's mine okay? ahaha. well, not official but he's mine *in my dreamland* ahahaha :DD
     Oh well, lets straight to the main topic. ermm.. what was my topic again? i forget. ahahaha. ahya! craving. i'm craving for shopping! i want to buy new clothes, i want to buy new shoes! i want to buy new accessories... i want to buy new bags! gahh! i think i really need to go shopping! but mum won't allowed me to go as i got a tons of homework T^T and this is one of the reason why i hate homework! I MISS SHOPPINGMALL! i really-really want to go and spend some money. its been a while i didn't go shopping~


Because i can't go outside and shop, i'm now really obsessed with searching website to do online shopping. ahahaha XD yeah! i've found few cute clothes, accessories and even CAMERA~ i really want them all. GAh! last time, i check on LUMIX website and there i saw this one particular camera really caught my heart. gosh! damn beautiful,  gorgeous! and i'm in love with it~ DMC-LX3 is the name given.
here's the photo of it :D

 

 

isn't he adorable?! ahh~ i'm in love. i hope miri got sale DMC-LX3 so that i can fulfill my dream. hehehe. actually he's not my only choice though. still there is one more and this one is double cute than he does. teehee :D and his name is Fuji Instax Mini 7. take a peek on him here :D

 

i told you he is adorable. ahaha :D DMC or Fuji, no matter which one i could get, i will be very satisfy. i really think i need to study as hard as i could if i want to get them in my hand. teehee <3

All right. enough about camera. so, as i told you earlier. i've found few cute clothes and bags. hahaha. true! they cute! i've bought one and its surely does cute. teehee <3 so, here is two out of many clothes that i really want to have~ :DD hahaha

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Nice kan? hehehe. really wish i can have those. ahh! so many stuff i want to buy. aiyerr~ now i am really-really crave to go shopping! 

enoughla for this post. teehee <3 i'm scared i'll lose control. ekekeke XD 


see you on next post :D


so, for this time,


i let my lovely hyungseok end my post.

LOVE,pgiederyck~

p/s : let your smile cover up your sadness. 

p/s2 : hyungseok is surely cuter than his brother hyungjun. LOL XD

Love Ya - SS501

I'm in love with the song and the dance! KYAHH! watch the MV yourself then you'll know what i really mean! 


so, here the lyrics so that you can sing a long with SS501! LOVE THEM! <3




Love Ya Lyrics


[Hyungjun] Yeah, huh
Here we go once again
Guess who's back, let's go
This one is all about you
I really hate you but I love you
So what can I do?
Now listen

[All] Neoreul bomyeon apa, sumi neomu gappa, ije nae sonjaba
[Hyungjun] Geu sarameun neoreul saranghaji eanhneunde wae?
[Hyunjoong] Why don't you get it?
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[All] Nae jeonbureul georeo, I jumuneun georeo, we can be so perfect
[Jungmin] Sesangmodu jeokidwindahaedo naneun andwae
[Youngsaeng] Neo animyeon andwae
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[Kyujong] Oneureun yeotaekkeot gidaryeosseo
Mianhae ganjeolhi baraewasseo
Nal bitgyeogattdeon ni uraen sarangi janinhage kkeulnagireul
[Youngsaeng] Geusaram ijeo, ijen jiweobeoryeo
Eochapi neohaguneun eoolriji anhaneungeol
[Hyungjun] So baby wont you come to me
I'll make you make you happy

[All] Neoreul bomyeon apa, sumi neomu gapen, ijen naesun japa
[Hyungjun] Geu sarameun neoreul saranghajieanhneunde wae?
[Hyunjoong] Why don't you get it?
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[All] Nae jeonbureul georeo, I jumuneun georeo, we can be so perfect
[Jungmin] Sesangmodu jeokidwindahaedo naneun andwae
[Youngsaeng] Neo animyeon andwae
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[Jungmin] Cheoeumen haengbokhagil baraesseo
Geude birok geusaram yeopeseorado
Mideosseoseo. Na eopsi haengbokhadamyeon, geugeolro chungbunhaesseo
[Hyunjoong] Hajiman, neoui nunmol ipuyeo. Neoui seulpeumi boryeo
Amuri chamabwado andwae ijen jichyeo michyeo
[Youngsaeng] I cannot let it go, I gotta take you
Ije uri unmyeongingeol yeah

[All] Neoreul bomyeon apa, sumi neomu gapen, ijen naesun japa
[Hyungjun] Geu sarameun neoreul saranghajieanhneunde wae?
[Hyunjoong] Why don't you get it?
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[All] Nae jeonbureul georeo, I jumuneun georeo, we can be so perfect
[Jungmin] Sesangmodu jeokidwindahaedo naneun andwae
[Youngsaeng] Neo animyeon andwae
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[Hyunjoong] Eotteohke neon moreuneunde? Hapil geu saraminde?
Neoui apeun sarangddawin nan bolsueoptneunde
[Kyujong] Ijteo, ni kaseum myeondeulgehaneun geureon nappeunsarang
Ijen jipeochyeo please! Apeun neoreul guhagesseo
[Hyungjun] Geoule bichin neoui nunmuli sorieopsi, euimodoeopsi heureulddae
Naegaseumeun wanjeonhi jjiteojineungeol, I can cross over the sea
[Kyujong] Nareul mideojwi, haneule maengsehalge
Urin majimak sarangi dwiltenikka yeah

[Jungmin] Neoreul bomyeon apa
[Kyujong] Sumi neomu gapa
[All] I simjangi apa
[Hyungjun] Geu sarameun neoreul saranghajianhaneunde wae?
[Hyunjoong] Why don't you get it?
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya

[All] Nae jeonbureul georeo, I jumuneul georeo, we can be so perfect
[Jungmin] Sesangmodu jeokidwindahaedo naneun andwae
[Youngsaeng] Neo animyeon andwae
[All] Baby let me
Love ya, love ya, love ya
[Youngsaeng] Let me love you baby!

[Hyungjun] Andwae,
Andwae,
Neoeopsin... yeah yeah

~2010 IS TOTALLY BAD YEAR FOR ME~

 ANNYEONGHASEYO! A VERY LOONGGGG TIME NO SEE~ ahahaha XDD. YEAH! my purpose on putting Teukkie's photo as my start is just to show you guys how deep is his responsibility to his groupmates. he treats them very well and concern about them. he's the best leader. I wish i could be like him but i just can't be one. I'm the WORST class monitor that ever exist. yepp :D thats true. you know why? because i don't have what leader should have. i mean, i'm lack of resposibility, i don't really care what my classmates need, i'm too playful and act childishly and i'm just LACK OF EVERYTHING. i've told my class teacher about this and i even explain to her CLEARLY but still she didn't give me any answer. I don't deserve a second chance because i know, i can't change myself in a very short time. its take 2 or three years if people want to be very responsible. i'm very disappointed but for sure, i'm trying my best to be full responsible. thats is about my part in class. 

   I guess i never sort of problems. problems always come after me where ever i go. i took it as a challenge which GOD gives as my friends, Yie always said, He have His purpose on doing it. Well, maybe she's right. but i can't take it. i think i had enough. i'm so broken. almost everday, i see my mum cry. its all because of my stupid brother. asked for money non-stop! working?! if he talk about work, the world is nearly ended. i wish he was DEAD. my life is better without him and i can feel it and i'm pretty sure, my life will be wonderful without him and i think he's drug addict. Bad eh? IDK! i just wish he's dead! fullstop. he ruins my life, he breaks me from inside. he care? CHEH! hell no! he just care about himself! go to hell, laa bro! honestly i'm so freaking mad at him right now. not just now, everyday i hate him and i will hate him until i die. there nothing to forgive anymore. i try.. i try my best to not hate him. i know, hating people is sins but i'm already a sinner anyway. i wish i could go to somewhere where nobody there so that i can scream out loud. i could not lives like this anymore. living like my brother is no different like lives in Hell eventhough i never go there. And i haven't spoke nicely to my dad over this few days. he seem becoming more quieter. everythings change in this house. that's why i rather spend my whole day at school with my friends.

My problems doesn't ended there. Don't worry. ahaha XDD love life? yeah~ well, i admit i have crush with somebody but i think i want to forget about it. i'm tired of crushing. teehee <3. give up? maybe.. i think its better if i'm not crushing with anyone for now because i have a tons of problems to face. at least i can reduce my number of problems. ahaha XD actually, the one that i've been crushing with is actually crushing with someone that is hundred times more better than me. ahaha XDD and someone like him really don't deserve somebody, i mean someone 'nobody' like me~ i think it is more better if i just continue crushing on my korean boyfriends. ehehe XDD they really do shine my day. call me crazy, but HEY! their smile and voice make me feel much better~ 

     its 3.13 a.m later i got moral test. and then i have to stayback and will be home at 4.30p.m. feuhh~ what a day heh? sleep? arr... i already take a short nap from 5p.m until 10.00p.m.. i think i rest more than enough already but i don't guarentee la whether i need to sleep or not. hehehe. wait and see later. if my eyes want to sleep, then i'll be sleep la. if not, then, i'll be awake for the whole day ^^. later on, i want to have a great laugh with my dearest besties and friends. i just want to make myself feeling more better. ahaha XD do my besties know? NOPE~ i didn't tell them. i don't want to worry them thats all. its my problems and they have nothing to do with it. my problems, i have to solve them my own. ^^. so, urmm.. that's all for now. i want to study my moral. ehehe XD don't want to fail for the second time. teehee <3. so, ADIOS!




Dearest UKISS will end my blog :D good Morning MIRI! 

MUAX :D
remember, let your smile be fake. just don't show others your sadness.

..Blog Under Construction..

sorry for the complication in my blog. aduhh! i don't know myself what makes it becoming like this. aigoo~! oh well, i will fixed everything back to normal SOON! i think later kowt as my parent are going somewherelse later on, so, i guess i'll use that time to fixed my blog. teehee <3 well, just wish me luck!

Love,
    Jang Geun Seuk.

ahahaha, just kidding!

Love,
    PgieDeryck a.k.a SapphireBlue

..심장이 깨진.. (everything seems wrong again)

Annyeong! long time didn't write blog. teehee <3 miss me? ahaha.. of course not! well, i broke my own promises again as there is a strong forces which seducing me to online again and the result is, i have been online since 5p.m. aigoo~ what happen to me?! homework! i haven't done any of it! aigoo! i don't want to stay outside la tomorrow. haiz! well, i better finish it today especially my Bahasa Malaysia homework. Essay... my head is going to explode later on. T^T.. 

  As Usual.. i lives in hell. today, my brother mess up again with my mum and this time, no more forgiveness i give to him. i don't care who he is and from today, i won't like him anymore and i'll hate him! well, he leave me no choice because he'd been too rude to my mum and i kinda really hate it! i hate him because he turns my beautiful life into HELL! and because of him, my potential of being an A's student is down! argh! everything goes wrong because of him! I HATE HIM! I HATE MY BROTHER! i know this is wrong. SO WHAT? i'm already a sinner anyway. who told him to make my mum cry and feeling sad? almost everyday he makes my life miserable. i wish i can scold him but i just can't let all the words out, i wish i could say " GET A LIFE!" to him! aigoo~ i'm so depress right now. i don't know what to do to make this stupid depression feeling away! T^T i really need someone but then, when i have someonekan, i don't know how to express my feeling. I wish i can just cry now but my tears are so damn stubborn! i hate everything! i really wish i could cry...

well, right now i really wish i can still hang out with my dearest friends at school because, with their present beside me, i feel so calm and i totally forget about my personal problems. well, yupp :D they didn't know what i'm going through as i don't want them to know. i manage to fool them with my fake smile and fake happy laugh. i tend to show them that i'm happy and got time to fooling around. well, they'll know if they really are my true friends. i think nobody know how hurt i am inside. well, they don't need to know anyway because it nothing to do with them.. 

Well, i think thats all i want to write for now. i just want to express what i kept deep inside here in me.. so that i can feel more better. actually, there's more but i'm suddenly feeling lazy to type. ahaha XDD still, i will try to tell the rest next time. for sure, Lee teukkie's smile really do make me feel much muchy better like usual. teehee <3 so last but not least from me, let your laugh cover your deep darkest secret.


   OKAY LA. I LET MY BEAUTIFUL FUTURE HUSBAND ENDS THIS POST. ENJOY THEIR BEAUTIFUL FACES AND PLEASE DON'T STEAL. AGAGAAGAGAGAGA. JUST KIDDING! <3

 

  

NGAHAHAHAAHAHAHA... VERY SATISFYING. lmao! OKAY THEN. ANNYEONGHIGASEYO!
REMEMBER : LET YOUR SMILE BE FAKE INSTEAD OF PEOPLE KNOW YOUR SADNESS.


ARIGATOU GOZAIMAZTA!
     pgiederyck

I Fail Being A Good Daughter

Annyeong haseyo everyone. ah, my first time in 2010, i wrote my blog at noon. ekeke. well, this is because i don't think i can online at night anymore as i really need to improve my academic, i means, i need to finish all my homework before school started. hmm.. i wonder if i can get a better grades for the coming progressive test. i wish i can so that i can make my mum and dad proud. well, the last exam, i fail a lot and most of my marks are very dissapointing. i told my mum about it and she doesn't seem can receive it well. my dad? well, he's okay with it and he told me not to worry and also tell me that i can do my best next time. but for sure, he's devastating too. urgh! what should i do? i admit that in the last semester, i online too much and i couldn't stop myself from online once i started it. oh god! is this what people call as ADDICTED? aigoo~! i really need therapist to help me to cope with this addictive situation. 

   Yeah, i really do need to do something to upgrade my mark in exams. T^T. anddd.... for the whole weeks, i manage to avoid myself from online. i put a lot of determination to not to touch my lappy and guess what?! i manage to finish 5 essays and chemistry assignment! wuhhuu~ now i realize the goods of not online. ehehe. well, next week also, i want to do the same things so that i can finish all my homework and that means, i will update my blog and twitter once a week. Facebook? urmm.. i think i will abandoned it for a while and will comeback when the school holiday started. i really need to prepared myself for the coming exams..

   Right now, i'm more into Japanese Band call Plastic Tree. ehehe. loves their song and their vocalist is very cute looking. ekeke. XD still in korea side of course.. ehehe. ahh, well... i guess this is goodbye for now. and last for this week is the video of Kim Ah joong - Maria OST of 200 Pounds Beauty and the lyrics as well. enjoy ^__^





- sorry the vids is not showing the full song. ehehe- mianheyo~


Ja chigeum shijakhae jogeumsshik tteukeop ke
U duryeowohajima
Gwelchyeo nunape jeo taeyangi kileul bichwo
U jeoldae meomchujima
Maria Ave Maria
Jeo hwin gureum kkeutddaji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Keochin pado ttawin sanggwan eopji

Ki jeokeun ireohke nae nunipe gwelcheoisseo
U jeoldae meomchujima
Maria Ave Maria
Jeo hwin kureum kkeut ttaji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Keochin pado ttahwin sang gwan eopsji
(Maria)

Meomchwobeorin shimjangjeoncheka
Keotjapeut su eopshi ttwieowa
Maria Ave Maria
Cheo hwim kureum kkeutkkaji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Keochin pado ttahwin sang gwan eopji
Maria Ave Maria
Cheo hwim kureum kkeutkkaji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Keochin pado ttahwin sang gwan eopji