..Blog Under Construction..

sorry for the complication in my blog. aduhh! i don't know myself what makes it becoming like this. aigoo~! oh well, i will fixed everything back to normal SOON! i think later kowt as my parent are going somewherelse later on, so, i guess i'll use that time to fixed my blog. teehee <3 well, just wish me luck!

Love,
    Jang Geun Seuk.

ahahaha, just kidding!

Love,
    PgieDeryck a.k.a SapphireBlue

..심장이 깨진.. (everything seems wrong again)

Annyeong! long time didn't write blog. teehee <3 miss me? ahaha.. of course not! well, i broke my own promises again as there is a strong forces which seducing me to online again and the result is, i have been online since 5p.m. aigoo~ what happen to me?! homework! i haven't done any of it! aigoo! i don't want to stay outside la tomorrow. haiz! well, i better finish it today especially my Bahasa Malaysia homework. Essay... my head is going to explode later on. T^T.. 

  As Usual.. i lives in hell. today, my brother mess up again with my mum and this time, no more forgiveness i give to him. i don't care who he is and from today, i won't like him anymore and i'll hate him! well, he leave me no choice because he'd been too rude to my mum and i kinda really hate it! i hate him because he turns my beautiful life into HELL! and because of him, my potential of being an A's student is down! argh! everything goes wrong because of him! I HATE HIM! I HATE MY BROTHER! i know this is wrong. SO WHAT? i'm already a sinner anyway. who told him to make my mum cry and feeling sad? almost everyday he makes my life miserable. i wish i can scold him but i just can't let all the words out, i wish i could say " GET A LIFE!" to him! aigoo~ i'm so depress right now. i don't know what to do to make this stupid depression feeling away! T^T i really need someone but then, when i have someonekan, i don't know how to express my feeling. I wish i can just cry now but my tears are so damn stubborn! i hate everything! i really wish i could cry...

well, right now i really wish i can still hang out with my dearest friends at school because, with their present beside me, i feel so calm and i totally forget about my personal problems. well, yupp :D they didn't know what i'm going through as i don't want them to know. i manage to fool them with my fake smile and fake happy laugh. i tend to show them that i'm happy and got time to fooling around. well, they'll know if they really are my true friends. i think nobody know how hurt i am inside. well, they don't need to know anyway because it nothing to do with them.. 

Well, i think thats all i want to write for now. i just want to express what i kept deep inside here in me.. so that i can feel more better. actually, there's more but i'm suddenly feeling lazy to type. ahaha XDD still, i will try to tell the rest next time. for sure, Lee teukkie's smile really do make me feel much muchy better like usual. teehee <3 so last but not least from me, let your laugh cover your deep darkest secret.


   OKAY LA. I LET MY BEAUTIFUL FUTURE HUSBAND ENDS THIS POST. ENJOY THEIR BEAUTIFUL FACES AND PLEASE DON'T STEAL. AGAGAAGAGAGAGA. JUST KIDDING! <3

 

  

NGAHAHAHAAHAHAHA... VERY SATISFYING. lmao! OKAY THEN. ANNYEONGHIGASEYO!
REMEMBER : LET YOUR SMILE BE FAKE INSTEAD OF PEOPLE KNOW YOUR SADNESS.


ARIGATOU GOZAIMAZTA!
     pgiederyck

I Fail Being A Good Daughter

Annyeong haseyo everyone. ah, my first time in 2010, i wrote my blog at noon. ekeke. well, this is because i don't think i can online at night anymore as i really need to improve my academic, i means, i need to finish all my homework before school started. hmm.. i wonder if i can get a better grades for the coming progressive test. i wish i can so that i can make my mum and dad proud. well, the last exam, i fail a lot and most of my marks are very dissapointing. i told my mum about it and she doesn't seem can receive it well. my dad? well, he's okay with it and he told me not to worry and also tell me that i can do my best next time. but for sure, he's devastating too. urgh! what should i do? i admit that in the last semester, i online too much and i couldn't stop myself from online once i started it. oh god! is this what people call as ADDICTED? aigoo~! i really need therapist to help me to cope with this addictive situation. 

   Yeah, i really do need to do something to upgrade my mark in exams. T^T. anddd.... for the whole weeks, i manage to avoid myself from online. i put a lot of determination to not to touch my lappy and guess what?! i manage to finish 5 essays and chemistry assignment! wuhhuu~ now i realize the goods of not online. ehehe. well, next week also, i want to do the same things so that i can finish all my homework and that means, i will update my blog and twitter once a week. Facebook? urmm.. i think i will abandoned it for a while and will comeback when the school holiday started. i really need to prepared myself for the coming exams..

   Right now, i'm more into Japanese Band call Plastic Tree. ehehe. loves their song and their vocalist is very cute looking. ekeke. XD still in korea side of course.. ehehe. ahh, well... i guess this is goodbye for now. and last for this week is the video of Kim Ah joong - Maria OST of 200 Pounds Beauty and the lyrics as well. enjoy ^__^





- sorry the vids is not showing the full song. ehehe- mianheyo~


Ja chigeum shijakhae jogeumsshik tteukeop ke
U duryeowohajima
Gwelchyeo nunape jeo taeyangi kileul bichwo
U jeoldae meomchujima
Maria Ave Maria
Jeo hwin gureum kkeutddaji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Keochin pado ttawin sanggwan eopji

Ki jeokeun ireohke nae nunipe gwelcheoisseo
U jeoldae meomchujima
Maria Ave Maria
Jeo hwin kureum kkeut ttaji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Keochin pado ttahwin sang gwan eopsji
(Maria)

Meomchwobeorin shimjangjeoncheka
Keotjapeut su eopshi ttwieowa
Maria Ave Maria
Cheo hwim kureum kkeutkkaji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Keochin pado ttahwin sang gwan eopji
Maria Ave Maria
Cheo hwim kureum kkeutkkaji nara
Maria Ave Maria
Keochin pado ttahwin sang gwan eopji

Aloha Thursday!

ALOHA! HAHAHA. WELL, I DO HAVE THE SPIRIT OF WRITING TODAY. SO, I DECIDED TO USE CAPITAL LETTER TODAY. EKEKE XD. THIS SHOW HOW EXCITED I AM TO WRITE THIS POST. HAHAHAHA! WELL, THERE NOTHING MUCH TO SAY ACTUALLY AND NOTHING EXTRAORDINARY HAPPEN. EHEHE. I DON'T KNOW WHY I SUDDENLY FEELING EXCITED TO WRITE BLOG. HAHAHA. OKAY, ENOUGH about excitement. ehehe. change to normal again. ekeke XD

UWAHH! HAHAHA. TODAY I REDESIGN THE SHIRT THAT I'VE DESIGN AND SHOWED YOU GUYS IN MY LAST POST. EHEHE. SO, HERE IS THE NEWEST AND I THINK THIS ONE IS MORE COOLER AND SIMPLE. EHEHEHE :D

2NE1

MBLAQ

UKISS

SUPER JUNIOR

THE OTHER THREE ARE CHANGING EXCEPT FOR SUPER JUNIOR. EHEHEHE VERY SATISFYING. HAHAHA. OH WELL, THE ONLY THINGS LEFT TO DO IS TO TELL COUSIN PHOEBE. HOPE SHE LIKES ITS. AH! AND, I'VE DESIGN FOR BIGBANG TOO :

NICE EH? AHAHAHA. I KNOW!! THATS WHY I CAN'T WAIT TO ASK MY DAD. HOPEFULLY HE WANTS TO PAY FOR US. EKEKE XD. AHH! CAN'T WAIT TO WEAR IT ^__^

SO, THATS ALL FOR NOW. THE PHOTO OF MY DEAREST XANDER AND KEVIN WILL ENDS MY POST FOR NOW. SEE YOU LATER, ALLIGATOR!!

AND SO DO MY LOVELY HYUNGSEOK. EHEHE =P

MORNING EVERYONE!


                                    ANNYEONGIGASEYO~ <3

Without You

WITHOUT YOU

Without you by my side,

I can’t sleep

I can’t breath

Without you

The world seems wrong

Feel like something is missing.

Oh babe,

I can’t live without you

I love you too deep

I really need you by my side..

So please come back to me

Makes everything right again

And to complete my life

With your loves

I don’t need others to love

I just need you to give me love

I’m sorry for hurting you

But now i’m regret for let you go

I’m begging you now, babe

Turn back to me

And we make a new start

...t-shirt designing...

ANNYEONGHASEYO! HAHAHAHA, WELL TODAY I DON'T WANT TO WRITE TOO MUCH. HAHAHA. AS I HAVE NOTHING TO SHARE WITH YOU GUYS. ONLY A FEW PHOTO'S OF T-SHIRT THAT I AND COUSIN GLORIA HAS DESIGN FOR THE WHOLE DAY. EHEHE. YEPP :D KINDA SATISFYING. EHEHE. ONLY THAT, I'M NOT SURE FOR UKISS AND SUPERJUNIOR T-SHIRT. I WILL ASK COUSIN GLORIA FIRST TOMORROW AND  IF SHE SAID YES, THEN THE ONLY THINGS LEFT IS TO TELL COUSIN PHOEBE WHETHER SHE WANTS IT OR NOT. AFTER I WILL CONFIDE WITH MY DAD. EKEKE XDD. SO, CHECK IT OUT AND COMMENT PLEASE ^___^ ::::

                                                                             2NE1

MBLAQ

SUPER JUNIOR

UKISS (FIRST)

UKISS (SECOND)

SO, WHAT YOU GUYS THINK? EHEHEHE. HOPEFULLY THE PRICE WASN'T VERY EXPENSIVE. IF IT SO, THEN I DON'T HAVE CHANCE TO HAVE THEM. EKEKEKE XD. WISH ME LUCK ON GETTING THIS SHIRTS! 

ADIOS, TOMODACHI-DES!

ARIGATOU GOZAIMAS FOR READING~ 

.PGIEDERYCK.

iNSOMNiAC

    Annyeong, ehehe. again i skip one day to write. aigoo~ why i always write early in the morning ha? hmm.. well, the answer is pretty easy. ahahaha. just refer to the title of the post. hahaha. yepp! i'm insomniac. T^T hate it actually. i'm scared that when school started later, i can't sleep well and maybe i will sleep in the class. oh well, i'll train my eyes to sleep early before school start. ahh, talking about school, next week school session start, semester 2 ody. My homework hasn't completed yet and i don't even bother. hahahaha. haiya. i'm pretty worry right now because i didn't even touch my homework.

  Today, i'm having a conversation with Cousin Gloria through MSN. yepp! we did see each other that evening but its seem like our story never ends. ekeke. yeah, true we talk nonsense. ekeke. well, its fun eventhough its nonsense. ekeke. we talk about a lot of things. ehehe and something that connected to her admiring things. ehehe. don't want to share with anyone. ekeke. just want to keep it myself. ekeke. well, if you really wanna know, asked her then. hahaha XD. ah ya, right now i'm designing a shirt. shirt for me, cousin phoebe and cousin gloria. ehehehe. well, i haven't ask them yet. i just want to design it for fun! hahaha XD. and just now, i delete every design that i've design. ekeke. well, because i think its better if i asked them first right? hahaha. i know, i'm always right. ekeke. 

That's my LeeTeuk. hahaha. in that picture he said " i have to wait for 8 days to be with my dearest Pgie" hahaha. its because i have a lot of hubbys. ekeke XD fuhh~ i wish he's really mine. ekeke. oh well, like he will know me. ekeke. i think i'm going to stop liking korean celebrities for a while because i'm too deeply in love with them you know and i can even feel that my heart is broken whenever i saw any of them together, hugging and kissing other girl. aigoo~ am i crazy ody? haiya! fell in love with someone that will never ever know and love me. hahaha. i wonder if there got someone act like me. ehehe. aigoo~ aigoo~ i'm so heart broken now. hahahaha. weird eh? ekeke. i know! so, now. i want to figure out the way for me to survive from this killing situation. hahaha XD. well, i think thats all for now. need to sleep now. tomorrow wake up early as cousin gloria is going to pick me up.


so, as usual. ehehe. here's a photo of SooHyun and LeeTeuk. and i'm so envy with the woman in the middle. i wish that was me. ekeke XD. well, thats never happen. ekeke XD. ahh, okay then. good morning MIRI! 

PS: life full of drama.try not to be in the drama or you are going to hurt yourself later.