14th May Post Which I posted on 15th. =.=;

Oh, hi there :)
It's been a while since my last post. Ehei, well... I actually been wanting to update but ya know, I'm a pro-procrastinator level PhD. hahahaha :) Anyway, there's always tomorrow. hahaha :) Um... Well, I have nothing unusual to say here actually but I feel like blogging so, yeah :)
Just some usual routine though and yeah, I forgot to take my Computer Certificates last week. huahaha :) Maybe I'll redeem it this coming Wednesday as I'm going home early on that very day :)
Hm... School life, it's not bad though. It's alright lah, because at least I can go home earlier than usual and even if I going home late ( like Every Tuesday ) I still can online at school, hang out at Computer Labs. huahaha :) I just starting to love my school life :)
I actually don't really care much if I don't have someone to talk too, because I feel like you know, don't want to talk to anyone. ahaha :)
And yeah, I'm very quiet person in class. I don't talk to others unless they talked to me first ( and unless it was Friday ) hahaha :)
Like I read in one horoscope webpage, about Capricorn. It stated there that the capri-kids (Me, include) is very reserved, stubborn ( no kidding =.=), slow and steady, and we often let you think that you're win the battle even if you didn't actually. hahaha :D or in other word, Capri-kids are very considerate types of person. And yeah, one more think I found about us capri is that we don't really take NO as an answer. hahaha :) Well, yeah. Obviously. ekekeke :) I can feel it in my bones. hahahaha :) But thank God, we're very considerate kind of people. huahaha :)
#StayPositive. ekekeke :D

Enough about my horoscope. Well, not to say I believer 100% in horoscope and something like that, it just you know, like reading it to fill my leisure. hahaha :) and yeah, it's helping a lot in knowing myself. So, yeah. ekeke :D It's fun to do, though *shrugs*

And yeah, I'm in love with Bruno Mars. hahahaha :) Still, not as much as I adore Logan Lerman lah. hahahahaha :) I fell in love with Bruno's voice. ekekeke :) Well, not to say that I just newly fell for his voice lah. I've did it since the very first day I saw him on TV and I was like WHOA~ goosebumps. hahaahahaha :) His voice, seriously struck my heart and make me falling for it. Thank you Lord, for the heavenly voices. ehehei :)
Neways, last few days, sis Jaba told me something that I still couldn't believe until today, about Bruno Mars. You see, I've been believing that his name is actually Bruno Mars, from Honolulu until the day I found the truth... that his name isn't Bruno Mars and it was Peter Gene Hernandez and I was like  "MY WHOLE LIFE WAS A LIE!" hahahahahahahahaha :D Well, that's the heartbreaking part though, and good things that he's really are coming from Honolulu, Hawaii. ahahahaha :D
Still, it's not about the name or the looks or where he came or what he done, it's all about his beautiful talents that make me smile, cry, heartache, happy, feel better and lots more. Mostly, his songs told me that there always a second chance in everything I do in life. Regrets, it shall be stay in the past, as we all need to moved on. :) Yeah, seriously. He is my Hero :) Love You, Brune. ekekeke :))

And yeah, as I was rolling in the Youtube just now, I stumbled with one of his song called, "Never say you can't" and as I listened to the song intently, I read up all the comments and everyone talking about their dads and how they missed their dads and some of them even loses their dads. Well, I felt sorry for them though. Yeah, it must be tough :(.
Anyway, the song is actually from son to dad-song and as I listened to it, I suddenly thought that I wish my dad ever told me such things and do everything that he stated in the lyrics. Well, you know.... My dad always be far, far away from home and would be staying there for like 4 to 5 months a year. even sometimes, he would go outstation twice a year. I really never had the time to know him. I mean like, since I was at very young age, I have never had the chance to know him well. And even if he home, he and mum would go some place and settled everything like bills, payment, do this and do that. and even when they didn't go anywhere, he would just sit there and sleep, watch tv or getting busy with his boats. =.=

I do want to talk to him sometimes, but I just don't know what to say. You know, like it's awkward. I wish sometimes, he would stay home more than at the sea. I want to know, how it feel like to be Daddy's girl. Honestly, I'm kind of jealous seeing other's dads being so closed to their kids, playing with them, shopping together, travelling... and such. I wish I can do the same too. Everyone else seems to be having perfect family time with each other. But yeah, I thank God for my parents still loving each other strongly. hehei :D

Hm... Well, I can't do anything to change all this things. I can't change my dad's profession and I know that he must likely wanting to be home more than anyone else. ehehei :) And I understand that he's away for half year to feed us, to give us shelter... and provides us with foods. Yeah, so.... I'll just accept the fact that he's done it because he loves us. Like in the Love lyrics y Jaeson Ma ft Bruno Mars, "Love is Sacrifices,"

Yesterday was a lovely Mother's day. Yeah, I celebrated it with my mum, mak ulit, indai and Jaba's family :) we celebrate at Church of Mater Dei :) well, i feel blessed though. ehehehei :)
And I bought the four of them beautiful flowers each :) and then, before we go home, Mak Ulit treat us breakfast, eating noodles :) and after eating. I drove mum and mak ulit to OneStop shop around DPS there and the three of us happily shopping. ekekeke :) Well, I wanna thank Mak Ulit though because she paid for me. ehehei :) I know that supposedly I'm the one who should pay as it was a special day for the both of them. But what can I do? Me no working yet =.= ekekeke XD so, maybe next time. when I have my own money, I'll buy for them special :) and speaking of mother's day, father's day is on the way though. I don't know what should I get for my dad. Maybe another ship model? hahaha :D Nah, that's definitely some lame present. ekeke :D Oh wells, I'll just figure it out later. hehei :) And so, yeah... I'm looking forward for father's day now. ekekeke :)) ♥

So, by the end of this post, it's now 15th of May. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D Gosh, this really show I'm a procrastinators. ekekeke :D Oh wells :)

So, yeah :)
That's all :D

P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :) ♥

Mii Photo Update

Updating my face here since it's been a while I'm lost somewhere in Anaithnid. ekekeke :) 

Maybe you guys missed my cute face here. So, yeah :
HAHAHAHAHA :))

P.S  : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)

It's Been A While :)

Greetings, peeps :)
Well, it's been a while right? haha I know. School sucks! Making us apart. wuwuwuwu T^T. anyway, it's nothing to do with school actually, just randomly blaming it. hahaha :D So umm.. I'm home! ehehei :D
<--- This pic I took right before I went to class today :))
Gosh, I look even paler =.=;
( Thanking the Sunlight for making me look even fair. huahaha XD )

Midterm is around though. 2 more weeks, then I'll be dead. huahaha :D But seriously, instead of nervous about it, I'm pretty excited to sit for the exam. I don't know why, maybe it's because it is my first time. ekekeke :) Hopefully the question won't be as hard as SPM question. If it does, then I'm volunteering myself joining the Hunger games. ekekeke :D Speaking of Hunger Games, I still haven't watch it yet and so do The Avenger. I WANNA WATCH THIS TWO MOVIE SO FREAKING BADLY! wuwuwuwu and not just that, even The Three Musketeer also I haven't watch. wuwuwuwu #FML =.=; Oh well, I guess I'll just wait for Astro to broadcast it in HBO, MAX or FMP. Free, HD and I can watch it at home, eating all the food and even lying down. muahahaha :D Patience is the key to success. ekekeke :)) Just have to wait then, something better will come over :) And and and I WANNA WATCH THE DARK SHADOW! OMG!!! JOHNNY DEPP AS A VAMPIRE!!! :DDDD

And this few days, I've been wandering around all the social network I've signed up and I saw lots of people seeking for their love life and how they wanted to feel how its felt to be loved. I know, I have no rights to say anything about what they've been posting or what they've been thinking but their status making me thought about it and well, this is what I thought about love life;

Love life, you don't have to search for Love, for Love will come for you by itself. If you seek for it, it won't last long but if you wait patiently, then most probably, You'll find the love of your life. God always have perfect plans for us. So, just keep waiting. Don't worry about being alone, for you isn't actually fully alone though. Still thousands more out there, and one of them probably will be the one who will take care of your heart. Well, I admit that I'm very traditional in love stuff but this is what I believe. Seriously, I confessed that for 18 years, I've been living in this place called earth, I never been in any relationship. But I'm still alive though and my single life is so far so good. So, stop being depressed about no ones loves you. Besides, you already have your family to love you, friends that care about you, teachers that taught you, and most importantly, God who love, care, protect, and taking a very good care of you. So, think about it. Live your life to the fullest, enjoy your moment while you're still single and freedom in your hands. You know, God knows when you're ready for love and when you reached that level, you'll found it :) Mark my word.

And speaking of love, right now I'm making another new love story which I called it as Little Angel's Guardian. Well, actually sis Jaba is the one who give it a name. hahaha ;) and seriously, I never thought of this before but as I'm waiting for the right time to post LLA in wattpad, so I guess, why not? Besides, Jaba said that I must have post something in that webpage. hahaha :) So, that's leads to the appearance of Little Angel's Guardian.
<----- I made the cover myself. What you think? Ohohoho.. I'm loving it. It took for like more than an hour for me to finish it off ya know. Editing this, edit that, redo this, redo that, search for pictures... WEW, hell lots of stuff to do. ekeke :)

And as you can see, there's Emma Roberts's picture. HEHEHEHEI, of coursela I put her face there. She's my idol and my first and last teen-actress. hahahaha :) I just adore this girl :) She's not just have that pretty face, she also have talents, she's a model, she's cute, I love her hair and she never done any controversy, if I'm not mistakenlah. and seriously, I think I've watched all her movies. hahahaha :) Yeah! I'm hardcore-fans of Emma Roberts! ekekeke :)

Anyway, BTB.... Umm.. well, it's pretty obvious that she's the main character of the story and i named her as Allison. ehehei :) Well, the story is about Allison who was sent by her parents to take care of an orphanage home called Little Angels in Tennessee. And when she's there kan, the kids didn't like her at first and always planned for some crazy tricks just to make her life hell. Of course she hate it and when she was about to give up, she knew the truth why her parents send her there. So, that moment, she accept the challenge and she's trying her best to make the kids like her back. and in between the story line, she'll met with a very famous teen-actor, that coincidentally having short vacations with his family. His name is Joshua McCollins (Logan Lerman) ehehehehe :) So, yeah... I don't know where the story will go but I hope it will be good. hahahaha :)) and there will be lots of other known celebrities as the character. If you want to read it, just go to Little Angel's Guardian.

And tell me what chu think about it. It still stuck in Chapter 2 lah for I haven't thought of what happen in the next chapter. ekekeke :D Like I told you, I never planned to write other story, other than LLA. And speaking of LLA, WA~ I never thought that it's now already reach chapter 20! WAAAA :)) hahahaha :) Since 10th of April, I've been writing it and now, whoa. Tomorrow, it will be exactly one month I've been writing it. ekekeke :) And yeah, It's reaching the end though. I can feel it in my bones. Maybe... just maybe, it will only written until somewhere around chapter 30+ lah. hahaha :)) Wow... seriously I can't wait to finish it. Hopefully I know how to do it later. ekekeke :) Wish me luck babe! :)

Gorgeous SEAMUS Agent. Oh look, Logan Lerman! HAHAHAHA :D
Actually I have no more things to say. ekekeke :)
So, this is goodbye then. And if you wanna read Levedad real story, just click here :
Levedad : The Origin & Renewal of The Vampire Prophecy.
It's freaking good! Go for it and you'll know what I mean! :)))
So, have a good reading time :)
That's all :)
Thanks :)
P.S : Yeah, I realized that I DON'T EVEN USE ANY ONE OF THE FREAKING CUSSING WORD. WHOAAA:)))) Well, I just wanna be good girl again. ehehei :)

P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)

MUM APPROVE. hahahahahahaha XDDDDDDD *gonna die now* HAHAHAHA XD

APPROVED!

Greetings Again, Humans :)
HAHAHAHAHAHA :D
I just want to share a short crazy story that just happened just now. hahahaha XD

Like this,
Just now, i called my mum over to look at the picture in my blog. hahaha
so, then... I showed her Logan's picture. HAHAHAHAHAHA
and I told her that he's my future husband.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
she was like, *nodding,* "Ouukeyy, delusional girl,"
hahahahahahahahaha :D
What's shocking most is,
she didn't say much. hahahahahaha :D
Usually, she would comment or maybe ask like "You serious?", "That guy look creepy," or she won't even bother to look at it. HAHAHAHAHA like what happened to my Benji Madden. ekekeke :) Adehh...
The percentage for me to become Logan's wife is decreasing even more right now. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D Never mind, as long as mum approved. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XDD
So, yeah :)
Thanks mum for approving :)
Love you. hahahahahahaha :D

I'm sorry, Logan Lerman
This is just for fun though.
No worries, me no serious. ekekekekeke XDD

P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)

The New Beginning (^____^)

Greetings, Human :) Hahaha :D
I found this cute picture of Logan Lerman last few days ago, when I was thinking of updating my blog. But, nah~ my lazybones is too powerful and I can't even handle it. hahahahaha :) So, Uh... yeah. He just freaking cute in that picture. hehehei, and I think the rest of the people is most probably his relative. ( Gosh, he must think that I'm stalking him right now ) hahahaha :) Yeh, posting this picture would decreasing the percentage of me to be his future wife. HAHAHAHAHA as if. Well, yea... He kind of refer some girls that aren't really obsessed with him, like searching the whole web in the net just to know about his personal life or stalked him by followed him home everyday. Uh, that's creepy. hahahaha :)

Well, I'm not that kind though. I'm just his normal fans. ekekeke :) Not Lermaniac, I just love his acting skills. that's all and ....

I LIED! hahahaha I also love his cute face, his two front teeth, his bluish eyes*drooling* and of course, his smile. Freaking mesmerizing! Waa... Wonder who will be his girlfriend later? She would be the luckiest person in the world. Welp, if it happen to be me (IF) I think, the first thing I would say to him is that, "You must be kidding me," HAHAHAHAHA :D
But it is very obvious that the lucky girl wouldn't be me. Me no lucky one. hahahaha :)
I'm not pretty enough to be with him though, besides I'm an obsessive story writer and having multipolar disorder. hahahaha :D

But, let God decides it. ehehehe :)

So, last 4 days ago, which is on last Saturday. I went Ringo with my crazy besties. hahaha :) Yeah, we had lots of fun and we went crazy and very hyper. hahahaha :) at first we went to Boulevard Shopping Malls, having lunch at SCR in there and it was awesome. Val paid for our lunch that time and then, we went buying some random stuff. Hahaha :) I thought I'm the only person who loves to buy randomly but then, my besties as well. hahaha :) I bought myself new wireless mouse and yeah, I haven't using it yet. ekekeke. Just, don't ask why I bought it for I don't know myself. ekekeke :D

And after a while of strolling inside the shopping mall. We decided to went to toys world around Survey supermarket. Well, we just going there without buying stuff. hahahaha :) Just for fun though. ekekekeke. And after that, we went to Parkson. Our last destination. We hang out at StarBucks coffee. Val and I were having Cocoa Cappucino and Dence have Mocha. Well, honestly... I'm being hyper after finishing the whole cup of the drinks. hahahaha :) Usually, coffee don't really affect me but I don't know why, maybe because of the cocoa stuff. hahahaha :) And the three of us talking randomly and we even said that our parents should be really grateful for having kids like the three of us as we were kind of good kids. Most kids in this generations would spending their times together in some clubs and drinks alcoholics drink until they passed out. But us, well... Our kind is rare. hahahaha :) I'm grateful that my besties aren't that kind of party people :)

So, here's some more pictures of us in Starbucks; 

(keep scrolling, this isn't the end yet. got lots to share though. ehehe)

So, yeah :) We had fun. hahahaha :)) So, after coffee we went to Popular bookstore and we bought lots of stuff like nonsense stuff. hahahaha :) and we even bought a book like scrapbook lah. We wanted to fill it with our beautiful memories together. ehehe :) I can't wait to do it with them. As we were planning to have sleepover at each other's house. But, it's not confirm yet as our schedule is very tight. As Dence and me already starting our students life, so it's kind of difficult for us to make time. But I think, we'll sort this things up soon. hehehei :) Just hopefully we can do slumber party before Val went further her study at Kuching in Multimedia College. Uh~ gonna miss her so badly. hehehe :)

And yeah, we even called ourselves as gay bestfriends. hahahaha :)

That's our newest titled now. ekekeke :D

And yeah, BTB... Well, after going to Parkson, we supposely gone to Beach Republic at Luak. But Dence's mom called her up and told her to attend their church practices at Saberkas. So, we have no other choice but to sent her there. And jeng jeng jeng... hahahaha :) After we leave Dence there, my mum's car was hit another car ; Hilux and I was like .... hahahaha XD I'm so freaking blurred that time. I don't know what should I do. Thank God, Val was there with me. hahaha :) so i called mum and mum said I just settled it down by myself. I was like Whaaa~~ hahahahaha :D it was my first time getting involve with accident and she told me to settle it down? hahahaha :) But yeah, then I quickly called up Jaba and ask her to come over and help me out. hehehe :) and I even call Dence as she wasn't far from where the accident occur. hehehehe :) yeah, thank God. I'm so thanking Him that time. 

And Jaba, she even making me laugh. hahaha :D as she said "Yours one is better than mine, I hit a person, you just hit a car," hahahahaha :) Yeah, and yep, we received deathly glared from Inut and her parents. ekekekeke :) But still, it's funny though. hahaha :D and yeah, that's settled. And honestly, I was freaking out at first but then I think, what the use? hahahaha :) I love to drive, so I just need to be extra careful next time. hehehehei :) And of course, I do look like I don't really care about the broken stuff as I was laughing and happy, and seem mostly like I don't give a fuck. But honestly, that's how I calming myself down. I'm not so serious type and I just freaking hate it when someone said that I behave that way because I don't mind as my parent have lots money. Well Duh! my parent aren't millionaire. Just freaking offensive though when mum told me this. I do care about the payment and the price that mum have to pay. Urgh~ whatever.

So, yeah, that's what happen on Saturday :)

Let's move to Sunday. Ehei ;)

Crossing - Relationship from GH and Levedads. hahahaha :D
Left Picture : Milo and Ally  Right Picture : Hendrik and Tammy

Last Sunday, I feel so freaking bored and I played games lah. hahahaha :D At first, I played Silent Hill the Origin but I didn't finished it lah, ahahahaha XD for I was started to freak out just by listening to the music. Hwa, soooo freaking creepy oh... My palms all sweaty. HAHAHAHA so I decided to play GTA lah. hahahha :D But before I started, I tweet Jaba and invited her over to join me play games. ehehehe :D So, as she came, i was playing GTA la. ehehehe :) Then kan, we both decided to play The Sims2. At first we make  our own character lah but then I told her to make them partner. hahaha... so we make for each of them lah. So, there goes Milo ( for Ally ) and Hendrik (for Tammy).. and the most favorite part is that kan, the boys acting just as the same as in our story *the Levedad* hahahahaha :D Milo and Ally (Fina) having crush on each other and Hendrik and Tammy (Carmel) were always fighting. hahahahaha :D even getting them in friendship pun a bit hard ya know. hahahahaha :DD But yeah, Hendrik/Carmel is secret2 love maaa. hahahaha :D everyone knows this. ekekekeke XD neways, it is surely fun though. ekekeke :D Coincidence :)

And yeah, last time kan, I was playing the same games and i made Milo and Fina lah and I tell you, their relationship really WORKING! hahahahaha and then, I made la another character in the Sims 2 pet and I made Addy and Fina. Well, it's kind of bit hard to make them as couple. I have to control both of them, then baru they can be in relationship ( In other word, it was by forced. HUAHAHAHA) I'm so bad. ekekeke XD

But Yeah, That Sunday was one of the best Sunday Ever. Even on the next day (Monday), I can still put a wide smile over my face. eekekekeke :D Well, just wait for the coming weekends, maybe we can do it again :D

So, I just love this picture of me. hahahahaha :) Neways, Um.. last two days, Chyi send me to school as my mum's car entered the Workshop for repaired. Well, yeah. I really missed it so much. hahaha :D but yesterday, Thank God, I can take it home. hehehehe so today, I drove myself to school :) I feel so calm and very happy. I don't know why but I really feel that I'm so connected to my mum's car. hahahaha :D So, today, as I send her to pay bills at Lutong, I told my mum that I don't want her to buy me car but instead of that, she could just give me her car. And YES! She said I can have it! and I was like WHAAAA~~ Seriously?! hahahahaha :DD So, yeah. Now, it's no longer my mum's car. It is MY CAR :) Thanks Mum! :)

So, she said that she would told my dad and send the car back to workshop and repaired everything, and also changed all the seat covers. And in other word, it will be as good as new :)) hehehehe :) Hmmmm.... I just still can't believe that I can have the car ya know. hahaha :D I just falling in love with the car. Automatically, I was attracted to it. ekekeke :)

So, yeah :) I'm in love with my car :)

And yesterday also, I wrote LLA chapter 15. YEAH! I never ever thought I can make this far. HAHAHAHAHA :D Well, ya know. most of my story are like half way. hahahaha :D So, yeah... Thanks to my biggest supporter and my number one.. uh... or should i say, my one and Only reader JABA :)) hahahaha :D Yeah, she burned my spirit :) and of course her review make me feel more... umm....ALIVE~ hahahahaha :)))

But yeah, My scumbag brain doesn't always cooperate well with me, so its kind of hard for me too ya know, maintain my speed in posting another chapters each days. Sometimes, it would took for like 2 or 3 days per chaps. ehehehei :)

So, today... I spend my day with my ex-classmates, Carol, Angela, Belynda and Rhonda. We were making a gift for our teachers as this sunday will be our appreciation dinner. So, it made lovely. hahahaha :D ( refer to the picture above) At first, every single decoration we made were all so wrong. hahahaha :D even the kindergarten did double better than ours. So, we were almost giving up la in doing it kan. But then, I thought of showing them the Hot Problem Double Take video. Which I'm pretty much traumatic right now. hahahahaha :D 

But amazingly kan, their song kind of inspired us. hhahahaha :D ADUIII~~ (after this, I'm going to commit suicide) HAHAHAHAHA XD and Taa-daa~~ look at the result after listening to those bitches. hahahaha :D Adehh~ crazy. and what's worst, we even listening to Friday by Rebecca Black. Well, Don't ask. HAHAHAHAHA XDDD Maybe we all just gone crazy. hahahaha XDD

Neways, we had lots of fun la today. And tomorrow, maybe they'll come again to wrap up the gift and then, maybe go checking up the place where our dinner will be held. Hehei :) Still, we have the problems. That is budgets. Still 'kureng' hahaha :D because of some of our classmate haven't paid them yet so it's kind of become a bit of problems. If I'm a daughter of billionaires, I would paid for them. hahahaha IF im a billionaire. But Nah, I'm not. HAHAHAHA :))

And just now, I check Form 6 intake for 2012 and guess what? I was being accepted to College Tunku Haji Bujang. hahahaha :DI was like WHAT?! hahahhahaha but tett, I declined it. besides, my parent won't let me continued form 6 lah.. hahaha :D and besides, I already studying in IBS. Hmmm...And also, my bestie, Val also declined the invitation. hahahahaha I have no reason to accept it. ekekeke :D

So, yeah. We reached the end. I want to go bath now. hahahahaha :D And if my brain wished to work together with me later, maybe I'll continue chapter 16 :) So, ummm... Oh ya! I got another good news though. hahahaha :D just now, I was checking my mail in Yahoo. and I saw one email from my lecturer and I was like... WAAAA~~~ hahahahaha :D

she complimented me!! hahahahaha :D first time tuuu....

before this, she always find mistake in every tutorial i make. ahahaha :D and finally~~ WOHOO !

CONGRATULATION to ME! huahahahaha :DDD

Well, that's the best things ever happen in my school life though. hahahahaha :DD

So, here we are... End of post :)

I have nothing else to share. Maybe if I have something exciting happen in my life, I'll update again. Adieu :)

See you guys in next post.

God Be With Ye :)

So, here another cute picture of Logan Lerman I found on Web. hahaha :) 

Enjoy his epic cuteness :)

hahahaha :D I'm melting now. HAHAHAHAHAHA :D 

So, Good Bye :)

My latest photo :)

P.S Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)

This Love, This Hate :D

Greeting humans! I'm back again. hehehe :) Actually I was thinking of updating last night but I feel so lazy. So, yeah.... Today it is. hahahaha :)) Anyway, lots happen to me lately and I don't even know where to start. Some bad and some good things happen and of course, my bad day is now getting badder. hahahahaa :D But still, not that bad until I can't laugh lah. huahaha :) I'm still can laugh, so that's matter the most. Anyway, just honestly to say that I'm quite addicted to Hollywood Undead song entitled; This Love, This Hate and The Diary. Yep :) Both of the song sounded very cute though. hahaha :) trust me or you can check on them on Youtube :) ekekeke XD I just freaking love this band :D

So today I go to school. hahaha :) As today I've got no computer class, so I'm attending the morning class as well and today I make another two more friends and they both are chinese. One of them were the same age as me and the other one is 2 years older than both of us. Well, we kinda had fun as they both are very funny. hahaha :) Yeah, glad though to make friends with them both. We even exchange our phone numbers. hahaha :) I forgot to ask their facebook account. Oh well, maybe tomorrow or next time also can. hahaha :) And on the afternoon break, mum and Chyi stopped by at my college there and we have lunch together. I didn't finished my lunch as i was running out of time. So, yeah. Byebye, fish chip T^T. And my lecturer, Miss Valen taught us many things about computers and most of my classmates were M.I.A in class. hahaha :D the body is there but their souls isn't around. Ya know what I'm saying? hahaha :) And yeah, my soul actually also almost gone but I keep my eyes open *forcing it actually* as Miss Valen were standing right next to me and I have no other choice than to pretend that I'm concentrating on what she's saying. hahahaha :D Anyway, I kind of liking her class as she was very nice and she didn't get angry even though I didn't send my homeworks. huahahaha :) I was thinking of tomorrow, to send all my homeworks. Relax, bro. hahahaha :) And then, before I went home, I stop at boulevard to buy myself a keyboard as my lappy keyboard is losing its keys. hahahahaha :D I still can use it actually but umm... I think that it is much comfortable to use if all the keys are there. ehehehe :) So, yeah. I got keyboard now :)

And my brother wasn't here anymore as he was already taken. Ya know... hahaha :) I'm relieve though but honestly, I'm kind of missing his present around the house. Whenever I stepped outside, I often saw him in the living room, playing with his PS3 or maybe inspecting his precious toy gun. And in the evening, when dinners ready, I missed the time he asking my mum where am I? or don't I eat? hehehei. Yeah, well. I really do miss him, ya know. And I somewhat miss the moment he told me how he adored those army clothes and how he wish that he had this, had that. he would say "It would be really cool," hahaha :) Yeah, even though it was just some random conversation, I feel like still hearing his voices asking me this, asking me that. Telling me this, and that.  He never did anything bad to me but I'm being so bad to him. I'm such a bad sister. Well, I guess I am really are the baddest. I hurt lots of people though. I'm such a jerk. hahaha :) Anyway, it's been almost a week, this house is empty without his presence and yeah, it feel like too empty. and lonely. Even though we aren't often see him, wandering around the house, but still, this house felt so empty and sometimes, I feel like I'm living alone in this house. I feel different though. I really wish he never have choose the wrong path in life. And everything would never end up like this. I thought, mum would be better after he was taken away but no, she look even worse. I know that she loves him to damn much and his stupid crime leave her no choice though. I always told her that she did this for his own good. But yeah, I'm feeling what she felt too. I wish I really do hate him. If I do, all of this would be much easier and I don't have to worry about him. I wouldn't have to ask myself about how will he coping with all the new environment. Now I'm wondering though, why did he have to choose the wrong path? I wish he believe in God, and if he does, I think he won't be gone astray from the right path. Ever.

I've been visiting him last Sunday, together with Sis Jon and sis Chyi. Well, he look good though. He even told us that he having nosebleed on the night before. Well, of course. He didn't took his medicine. I wasn't crying when we're was talking to him though as I hold it to myself. I don't want him to see me crying *egoistic* hahaha :) I never ever imagined that he would be locked behind those barred gate, guarded by dozens of cops. I never ever imagined that. But yeah, things happen.

So yeah, I'm very thankful to Jaba though as she tweet me and asking me about our plan on Friday. Of course, she makes me laugh real hard and quite healing my broken pieces though and no, I didn't tell her about it as I think that she had her own stuff to deal with and I just don't want her to be burdened with my life. She need not to know the details. hahahaha :D And yeah, obviously. I didn't write everything in my last paragraph. Some things, just need for me to know. That's it :)

So, as I was saying. Last Sunday... Jaba and I went shopping together. Well, I wouldn't call that as "Shopping" though as we were just getting ourselves some good PS2 games. hahahaha :D we bought like 10 cds and most of the games were not able to be played by two la. We were decided to play Resident Evil at first but then, it only required single player. We was like =.=; why All the RE games must be played by one person?! haish... I just wish that one day, the games developers would make two players for RE games :) hahaha :) I would be fun ya know: the more the merrier, well Duh!

And on our way home, we decided to takeout some McD. Yep, its so damn yummy. hahahahaha :D and in the evening, as we were getting bored playing PS2, we were decided to Karaoke. HAHAHAHA :D Not serious-serious one lah. We were doing it for fun. hahahaha :D And yeah, we laugh more than singing actually and I was almost lost my voices because of the heavy laughing. hahahahaha :D And of course, we both agreed to record our voices and post it in my blog or hers. Well, yep... Jaba can sing good, ya know. hahahaha :) wait for the vids and you'll hear it yourself. hahahaha :D Me? Ummm... I can't say that I have a good voice because I know how my voice sound is. hahahaha :D It's creeping everyone out. huahahahaha :D I'm not a good singer but YEAH, I CAN SING and THAT'S THE MATTER MOST. ahahaha :) Besides, it just for fun. Up to you lah want to hear it or not. hahaha :D Not like I care. hahahaha :D

So, conclusion. She does make my day better. I don't know how I'm gonna cope with my emotional breakdown if she didn't tweet me last time. ekekeke :D So, thanks, sis. I love you very much! :)

So, today.. Prudence message me. I was like O.o. then I read her text up and I was like "Of course" hahahaha :D she told me that she and her crush was wearing the same t-shirt color since yesterday and she wonder if they were connected already and how she freaking love it and blah blah blah. hahaha :D and then, she even send me text picture of her crush's works that he leave on table THRICE and told me that she's a stalker now. I was like =.=; why must she tell me? I thought that she not need me for any advice, then why tell me? There no use to tell me about her crush. she stalk, stalk lah. It has nothing to do with me. Fish you. Well, you must think that I'm such a bad friend. Let me tell you. For all this time, she never ever seek for me until today. She only look for me when she have things to boast about or something about her crush or things she did and when she bored. I tell you, I'm not a disposal friend. I'm sick of it, totally sick of all of it. I don't care if we've been friend for like hundred years, she just look for me when she bored. I'm not a clown and I'm not her diary. Ya know, I just freaking hate it when she boasting about stuff she had to me. Well, Fuck it. If I want it, I can have more than her. She got her iPhone because she got good results and I got my N9, TiVo, PS2, DSLR before the exam even being marking. Just saying. If I tell her these, I think she would stop  boasting to me or maybe she would tell everyone that I'm the boastful one. hahaha fuck you. But yeah, I just not the type who tells the whole world about stuff I have. why should I tell the whole world anyway? Nobody cares anyway. Its just not appropriate to be very boastful. People will hate you. I want to say this but I have no courage to do it. Well, let just wait for someone else to tell her. hahahaha :DD
*I think I really are going to hell for all this*

And if Logan Lerman saw this picture, I think he would be very angry at me. HAHAHAHA :D I care not. hahaha :D blame the love calculator. ekekeke :D Anyhow, I'm out of idea on what to write. Maybe I'll just go and do half of my homework *as next week is the deadline, then I'm gonna do it slow. hahahaha* so, maybe if I got ideas, MAYBE, I'll continue my chapter 13. hehehe :)

Speaking of chapter. I wonder hows my chapter 12. I'm freaking worried though as I think chapter 12 was out of track and it would be very boring though. hahahahahahahahahahaha XD hopefully I get good comment from Jaba later night. IF she online on her Google talks. hahahaha :) So yeah... This is the end :)

So, Bye :))


P.S : Let Your Smile Cover Up Your Tears :)