Yo, sup'! hahaha I just got back from SG taking all my stuff that I left there before. It was an interesting trip but not that interesting because I just can't wait to be home. HAHAHAHA I don't know. I mean, I do like that place but I just don't find to be the ideal place for me to live in? Yeah, I ain't regret anything for leaving because I really do feel that I did something right. Though, I did disappoint my parents for wasting so much money already but then, I guess I just need to find a job sooner.
July will be my breakthrough. I'm going to restart my life next month, which is only left 3 days before July's here. So, I'm going to use the last 3 days of June to ya know, just arrange my life. Unpack my stuff and probably just start moving some of stuff back to my own house. I haven't told my parent yet about this uhh, plan of mine. I'm going to tell them, probably tomorrow. And tomorrow, I'm just going to unpack, and then washed all my clothes and arrange my room. Yeah, just do things that I can do for now. I'm going to do things one step at the time, starting from now on. No more trying to overwhelm myself anymore.
Feeling overwhelmed sucks hahaha also, I got some story to tell HAHAHAHAHA Okay, so. Ya know that I was just travelled back from SG right? So like, after I drop my luggage, I went to the Starbucks at the Airport. And then, got this one barista, he does look like Nick Jonas, except that he has darker skin hahaha and I think he know that I think he look like Nick, so he was like, ya know, serve me like a macho handsome guy he is hahahahaha and I almost told him that he does look like Nick tbh. Back to the story. So, I paid for my Mocha and the weird thing is that, after he wrote my name on the cup, he put the empty cup, right in front of me, and gave me my change. Soo i'm like, ouhhhkayy, do I like self-service myself or what? I was blur that time because I haven't even got my morning coffee yet. so being me, I took the cup and I went to the pick up counter and I'm like handing the cup to the other barista and she look at me questionningly. And so I told her like, "Well, do I have to refill my own cup or---?" and she suddenly burst out laughing. So that when I realized the adorable mistake I laughed too HAHAHAHAHAHA the girl told me that he probably need that Mocha more than me HAHAHAHAA and then, the Nick-Jonas-look-alike quickly took the cup and he serve me once more, and he said shyly "Sorry, I just haven't fully wake up I guess?" and i'm like, "Hey, no worries. u just made my morning hahahaha," and then I thanked him and yeah, we go on our merry way. HAHAHAHA geez. I feel bad for laughing but it was just so adorable though HAHAHAHAHA
And then, since I can't bring my coffee into the departure halls, I just had a few sips of it and had to throw it away. So i got no other choice but to go for Coffee Beans. And then, I ordered another mocha and then the barista asked me like, "So, do you want drinks with that?" and I'm like stared at him like ????? and he was like, "Opps, I mean food hahaha" and I just laughs and shook my head. I don't know what happen to the baristas. HAHHAHAHA
Andd..... yeah, right now I'm pondering like... I wanna write a royalty romantic story kinda stuff but I just don't know how to write it. HAHAHAHA I mean, yeah... I got the characters ready just left the story plot. I did thought for some plots but then, I'm not so sure about it because it's a little cliche, but then, I probably gonna use it for few chapters, then if I really doesn't like the plot, I'll just rewrite another one hahahahaha
Also, back to the main topic. Closure. I really put the ending to my life at SG. yeah, I mean, I'm still going to be visiting but I'll probably going to stay with Ah John and Kenny the next time I'm coming because I can't bring myself to even pretending to like Shock Hui anymore. I mean, after the things she had done, and I mean, I really need to trust my guts sometimes. hahahaha It's hurt because I did believe that she's a good friend but I guess I was wrong and now, I'm ready to let her go and go on my merry way, living my life. I mean, people come and go. So, who am I to tell her to stay if she doesn't even want to be friend with me anymore, right? I'll just tolerate her though hahaha. I'm no longer going to beg for people. Especially if that person make me feel like shit. That's a huge no-no.
Well, I guess that's all I wanna say for now. I will update again soon. If I got things to tell or just feel like updating hahahaha
Stay safe my dudes!
xoxo
